Saturday, January 22, 2011
Hmmm,since I'm kinda of rotting now,I shall take this time and update this little space of mine.Actually it doesn't really matter whenever I got update anot,because nobody will even bother to read it.
It has been a long week for me,I don't know how to start it neither do I know how to end it.It wasn't a smooth week for me,but I managed to overcome this week with the strength and accompanied of my cliques and our Heavenly Father.It is really through His strength that I can overcome all this.Thank God! :)
-lynlonelygurl-
如果我能回到从前，我会选择不认识你。不是我后悔，是我不能面对没有你的结局。
从此以后我们的幸福与彼此都无关了。
原来（爱）这个字与我摇不可及。
静静地想你，放上一段优雅的音乐。
我没有很想你，只是在高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是再不高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。
我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，我只是看碟看到一半的时候才会想起你，我只是听歌听到一半的时候才会想起你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在我不想想你的时候想起你。这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你到眼睛湿润。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。
只有把你对我说的话藏在心里，想你的时候就回复一下记忆，细细的品，然后不停地在偷笑，悲伤。
在没有你消息的日子里，只有拼命地寻找你的点滴，装做若无其事地打听关于你的一切，然后坚起耳朵听他们说着你的点滴，把这些点点滴滴全都刻在脑海里。
我一直想跟你说我喜欢或爱你，可是我却不能告诉你。
抬头望着这个城市的云，呼吸着这个城市的空气，也会想起你。
想着它也会飘到你那里，哪怕是这样，心里还是暖暖的。。。
此刻，我想你，但只是想你，而不打扰你。
Despite on the fact that I'm still sick in the body,I still turn up to school every single day.Do you know what is the reason behind?The reason is because I just want to take a look at you,I just want to have a chance to see you...
♥♥| 1/22/2011 12:37:00 PM
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
在你们的心里，我可能是一个很坚强或好女孩，但我始终是人，也是个女生。我只想过普通的生活，做一个平凡的女生。表面上，我可能很坚强，但那只是外表，而我的心里是不停地掉眼泪，不停地滴血。
我是个女生，我也想像普通的女生，找到她爱的人也同样爱她的人，找到自己的幸福。我似乎找到自己喜欢的人了，但我没有勇气也不敢告诉他，甚至向他要电话号码的勇气也没有。
我的心里很想你，脑海里只有你的画面，没有别的。没有人真正的了解我的感受，只会叫我不要的喜欢他，但真正了解我的人会发现我已经喜欢上他了。我知道他不是对的人，但我已经喜欢上他了。喜欢就是喜欢，没有为什么也没有原因。真正喜欢上一个人室说部处原因的。
我告诉一位朋友我无法走出去了。朋友告诉我，我这么进去，就这么出来。我告诉朋友，我无法做到，因为我已经掉进去了。
-lynlonelygurl-
如果我没错的话，我已经爱上你了。 ♥♥| 1/18/2011 07:03:00 PM
Tired tired tired! :( This few days,I had really stretched myself alot,even to the extent of attending lessons in school despite on me falling ill.Stretch myself really to the max :) As a result,did not managed to have much rest at home,and my body seems to be getting weaker and weaker each day :(
This few days,I have been thinking alot.I really don't know why I really wants,and what I really need.I really need time badly.
-lynlonelygurl-
Dear God,I need strength,love,courage,healing,care and concern.Do you know why I stayed till so late today?I might say that all I want is because of the CIP points,but the truth is,I stayed till so late is because of you.Is because I just want to see you.Do you know?Do you even bothered?I don't think you even cared or bothered.I'm really thinking,should I stop it? ♥♥| 1/14/2011 11:59:00 PM
Alright,since I am waiting for my songs to be uploaded,I shall not waste my time,and take the time to do some posting bah.
Hmmm,today weather was super cold,had been kinda of freezing for the first half of the day?Somewhere near there bah.After school lesson,met up with Angie and Weiyan,then slack at level 3 with them for about 20 plus minutes,then went to NP room to get some of my stuff.After that,headed down to canteen with Shirin and Mei Xuan Jie.
After that,headed back to NP room to take full uniform,then headed to the toilet at the library there and changed into full U.This is the first time,changing including packing and doing of hair,spend more then 30 minutes! :o Normally is within 30 minutes! :O Hmmm,it is time for me to do some speed up le! o_o
Today we had CCA open house.I really worn myself out,had been standing and walking alot.Hmmm,overall,had a great time with my juniors and squadmates. :)
Alright,I shall end here bah,I don't know what to write le.
-lynlonelygurl-
I wonder if I had really fall for you already.I want to know why are you around the area where I was at earlier on,and leaving around the same timing as me.I kinda of miss you?Dear God,I need strength. ♥♥| 1/07/2011 11:51:00 PM
Thursday, January 6, 2011
Oh my goodness,super embrrassed!!!
Wah,seriously cannot it,seriously can't help it by laughing out loud!Lucky I haven make the first move sia,if not sure gg.com!
Alright,beside this,lets talk about the day.Lesson as per normal,today whole day,was feeling cold.I could hardly concentrate in class,all thanks to the weather! :@
Tomorrow is cca open house,if i'm not wrong,it is for all the uniform group,as well as NPCC.I'm praying hard for healing.Will be having POA lesson tomorrow,I can't afford to fall sick!
-lynlonelygurl-
Dear God,I'm praying hard for healing to fall on me.Dear God,I need encouragement,love,courage. ♥♥| 1/06/2011 06:15:00 PM
Alright,this is my first post of the year 2011,but it doesn't matter whether I got update anot,because this is a dead blog.
Anyway,Happy Belated New Year! :)
I don't have a good start for the year,on the very day of New Year,I was in tears.I don't want to mention what took place in my life,but it wasn't an easy one for me.A new year,a new beginning.I don't want to be affected futher.
For this year,mainly I will want to concentrate on my studies and serving the Lord.This is my two main purposes.The rest of it,can wait.
-lynlonelygurl-
Dear God,I need strength,determination,protection. ♥♥| 1/04/2011 11:39:00 PM
