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Sunday, November 8, 2009

the 11th day without Alicia in Singapore
the 9th day without Vivian in Singapore
the 7th day without Felicia,Charlene,Jeanine,Charmine,Evangeline in Singapore

had a real bad day 2day...
dun feel lik mentioning abt it...

anw...
service was awesome...
was really blessed by the word of God...

went to Chermaine party...
party was actually quite fun...
but mood wasn't veri gd...
so i jus said...
the party was alrite...

anw...
thk u guys...
4 all the concern tt u guys had 4 me...
thk u Qifeng,Xianbi,Nico...
4 worry-ing abt me...
but dun worry...
i'm fine nw...
thk u Stephanie n Chermaine...
4 msg-ing with me...
up to this point of the time...
especially Stephanie...
thk u dear...
luv u guys 4eva...

all i wan to say is...
i'm really tired of life...

-lynlonelygurl-

Your word is your bond
I can do all things through Christ that strengthen me

she is super tired with her life

Friday, November 6, 2009

the 9th day without Alicia in Singapore
the 7rd day without Vivian in Singapore
the 5th day without Felicia,Charlene,Jeanine,Charmine,Evangeline in Singapore

the timing is nw 1.35am...
n i'm still here...
blogging away...
this shows tt...
i'm really suffering frm insomia...

had an awesome day 2day...
went out at 3plus...
went to tam popular...
n bought Joses his bdae present...

after tt...
headed down to TP...
suppose to meet them at the bus stop...
but was late...
so onli met them at TP itself...
btw...
the them are...
Nico,Nikki,Hoi Haan n Erin...

u guys must be wondering...
'go down TP 4 wat'...
alrite...
let me tell u guys...

Nikki,Erin n Nico...
went down there...
4 their first lesson of bs...
so Nico kindly asked me to accompany her down...
so i went down to accompany them...

n guess wat...
i join them 4 the bs...
although i alr had the lesson...
but i did learnt smtink frm there...
thk to Royston n Xianbi...

after bs...
we went to the canteen...
had meal there...
was forced by Xianbi...
to eat fries...
so i ate fries...

after tt...
we went to the bookshop...
was really amazed...
when i stepped in tt time...
i was wondering...
'is this a bookshop or mini-mart'...
there side aso got sell soap n crackers plus sweets...
first time seeing a bookshop selling all this stuff...

after tt...
headed down to T1...
as Xianbi plus sm others nid to get Joses present...

so we were lik...
shopping there frm 7plus to 9plus...
n guess wat..
they onli bought a shirt...
but the shirt is really ex...
hahahaas...

after getting the present...
we went down to the chalet...
was lik...
super super late...

so cut cake...
blahblahblah...
chit-chat...

left the chalet at 11plus...
going to 12...

walk bac hm with Nico...
as she staying overnite at my place...
otw...
was onli listening to...
Praise n Worship songs...

otw hm...
did many many thinking...
but wont be typing out...
as i jus said tt...
it was really many many of it...

when reach hm...
rest 4 a while...
went to shower...
n here i am...
blogging away...

alrite...
shall end here...
ll blog again tmr...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life

Thursday, November 5, 2009

the 7th day without Alicia in Singapore
the 5rd day without Vivian in Singapore
the 3rd day without Felicia,Charlene,Jeanine,Charmine,Evangeline in Singapore

WED(04/11/09)
woke up at 6.05am...

sm kind of lik...
late again...

rush out my stuff...
left hm onli at 6.50am...
i was alr late...
i meet Jiahui n Fionna at 6.50am...

then i was lik...
speed up lorrh...
tt is the onli way...
to make myself...
slightly earlier...
as in wont be tt late...

when i reached there tt time...
it was lik alr 7.05am...
n nt a single soul over there...

so the onli tink i can do...
is to wait as i did hav my hp with me...
then at 7.08am...
the both of them then arrive...

the next tink the 3 of us did was...
to walk in to the sch...

after doing all the stuff...
we walked to the hall...
was sm kind of lik early...

nobody was there...
when the 3 of us arrived...

nt long later...
alumni members then walk in...

after singing the national anthem n saying the pledge...
we then took a seat at the hall...
waited 4 the P6s to move in to the hall...

Jiahui n Fionna started their duties first...
n tt was to tak down...
the scores 4 the handball semi-final...
i accompany-ed Fionna to court 2...
left Jiahui alone at the stage there...
hahaaaas...
sry arh...

after tt...
Fionna n i...
then did our duties...
same job...
taking down scores...
but this time round...
we take down the scores 4...
oh gosh...
i forget the name of the game...
nvm larrh...

did my duty until...
10plus...
after tt...
went down to the canteen...
4 a short break...

after the break...
went bac to the hall...
this time round...
Fionna,Jiahui n me...
jus slack at the stage there...
the rest of the alumni members took charge...

stayed there till 12plus...
after tt...
alumni members...
slowly take their leaves...

hmmm...
this 2 days...
i was really tired...
but thk God 4 the strength...
tt He gave me...
it was really powerful...
n thk God...
i got 10 hrs of CIP...
hehehees...
thk u Lord...

heard tt...
there ll be P5 inter class game...
on next tue n wed...
timing nt sure yet...
should be at 7.30am...

then on 19 of nov...
got P6 graduation party...
i'm involve too...
hav to report at 9am...
1 hr earlier then the P6s...
as alumni members hav to...
decorate the hall...

after leaving wsps...
headed to the void deck...
sat there 4 while...
talked to ah di...

after talking...
went to bought ice-pop...
Jiahui treated...
thk gal...

after tt...
went bac hm...
get my bible n bs bk...

after getting my stuff...
i went bac to look 4 them..
headed to the other playground...
saw monkeys there...
as in 2...

did nt really bother tt much...
nt long later...
a man walked up to ah di...
n borrowed guitar frm him...

kind ah di...
lend him his guitar...
tt man...
played songs with the guitar...
abt half an hour later...
the man return the guitar to kind ah di...

we were really bored there...
so...
Jiahui,Fionna n me...
played with each other hp camera...
i took tons n tons of pics...
using Jiahui camera...
i lik her phone camera...
it is nice...
hehehees...

we left the playground at 3plus...
bro n i...
walked to Auntie Eileen blk...
to meet up with her...

she chatted with me...
abt job offer...
hmmm...
up to nw...
still considering whether wan tak up the job anot...

after tt...
slacked around my hse area...
slacked until 5plus...

then walked to the bus stop...
took bus 3 to tam...
to meet up with the members...
4 bible study...
which is at Riverwalk...

fallen aslp in the bus...
my poor tink head...
knocked again the seat in front of me...
three time...
pain...

after alighting frm the bus...
headed to tam MRT station to meet up with the rest...
i was the earliest...
hahaaas...
so waited 4 the rest...

after everyone had arrived...
we then took train down to City Hall...

to meet up with Qifeng...

we headed to the Breadtalk to get sm bread...
after tt...
then walked up the path...
to meet up with Qifeng...

walked to Riverwalk...
was sm kind of lik late...
so we all chiong there...

Kenneth n i...
attended Getting Started...
while the rest of them...
attended others...

bs was awesome...
learnt quite many stuff there...
lik it veri much...

after bs...
waited 4 the rest with Kenneth...
Kenneth played music 4 me...
a total of 3 different songs...
i lik all espeically Devotion...

after tt...
walked to the foodcourt...
sm of them had their meal there...
while i jus sat there...

blahblahblah...
took train bac to pasir ris...
bus-ed hm with Hoi Haan...

did my stuff...
off to bed at 2plus going to 3...

Thu(5/11/09)
did notink much...
jus went to loyang point...
to slack with Jiahui n Fionna...

we sat at the mac...
4 2hrs plus...
we really got notink to do..
so we played with each other hp camera...
took many pics...
hahahaas...
lik it veri much...

after tt...
went to Shop-n-Save...
unlucky me...
dropped until 4 stuff 2day...
first was the pack of noodles...
second was the chocolate...
third was the pack of cheese...
fourth was the heart folded by Fionna...

slacked with them...
until 6plus...
after tt...
headed hm...

anw...
thk gals...
4 coming down to look 4 me...
n...
to someone...
dun get angry,ok???
bad 4 ur health...
anw...
sry to u too...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

the 5th day without Alicia in Singapore
the 3rd day without Vivian in Singapore
the 1st day without Felicia,Charlene,Jeanine,Charmine,Evangeline in Singapore

Alicia ll onli be bac in January...
Vivian ll onli be bac in 5-6 wks time...
Felicia,Charlene,Jeanine,Charmine,Evangeline ll onli be bac in 2 wks time..
miss them so much!!!
want them bac asap...

hmmm...
had a 'long' day 2day...

woke up at 6.25am...
sm kind of lik slight late...
but thk God...
i manage to leave hm on time...

left hm at 7.00am sharp...
walk to the blk...
where i meet up with Jiahui n Fionna...

when i reached there tt time...
the both of them were nt there yet...
so i was lik...
'huh,i thought i late sia.then i chiong here,in te end,i'm the earliest'...
diao...

so i jus sat there...
waiting 4 the both princesses to arrive...

when the both of them arrive...
the three of us...
then walk in to wsps...

when we were in there...
we headed to the hall...
the members tt went to help out...
was mainly last yr P6 batch of students...
nt much of the seniors...

i was in charge of taking down the scores...
the game was handball...
then i was lik...
'huh,i dun even noe how to play,how to tak down scores'...
so when up to the cher in charge n ask her how to tak down...
then after telling me how to tak out...
went bac to the court where i was in charge...

the students damn cute sia...
when they push each other down to the floor...
they still walk up to them to help them up lorrh...
so cute lorrh...
so violence lorrh...
scare sia...

after my duty had ended...
went down to look at the basketball team...
nt too bad larrh...

after tt...
chatted with ah di 4 a while...
then do the survey n write down my name...

after tt...
slack 4 a while...
then left wsps at 10.43am...

walked to the bus stop...
took bus 3 bac to PRSS...
went there to pass the office a form...
but in the end...
they said tt the form nt completed...
must be completed then can hand in...

so i was lik...
i came all the way down then u tell me tt...
the form nt complete...
tt means i hav to go down another day...
arrghhh...
hate it lorrh...

so left sch with Huining...
went to TM...
spend sm time there...
after tt...
headed to CS...
cos Huining wan to look 4 grey shoe laces 4 her dad...

found it...
but she did nt buy...
as she say wan ask her dad first...

after tt...
headed to MRT station...
took train down to white sands shopping centre...
to meet up with Jiahui n Fionna...

after tt...
follow them to mac...
to hav their meal...
while i sat there...
trying to use jie phone to go in to facebook...
but sad to say...
cannot go in...
connection fail...
haizz...
so unlucky...

after tt...
we took bus 359 to Yiqi place...
wanted to giv her a surprise de...
but she was aslp...
haizz...
no choice...
call her n wake her up lorrh...

sry arh Yiqi...
wake u up frm her beautiful dream...
hahahaas...
sry...
anw,hope u enjoy the fries...

sat at her hse outside n chat 4 a while...
btw...
i saw XINYI MUMMY there...
mummy become more n more chio liao...
so jealous lorrh...
MUMMY...
always stay pretty...
so proud to hav u as my mummy... :D

after tt..
went down o the void deck to chat...
chatted,joked,played...
had fun there...
at least we spend m time bonding 2gather...
hahahhaaaas....

thk God 4 the time given to me...
to allow me to spend time with my cliques...
thk u Lord...

ll be having prayer conference later...
at 9.30pm...
into Qifeng phone...
i believe we ll hav fun worshipping Him 2gather...

hmmm...
shall end here bah...
blog again soon...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life

Monday, November 2, 2009

arrghh...
i'm rotting at hm...
damn sian lorrh...

wanted to go...
Nigel hse n visit him with Weiqing de...
but his hse...
too much germs liao...
cos it is lik...
both his father n sister aso sick...

then both Weiqing n i...
body is weak de...
so in the end...
nv go lorrh...
rot at hm...

this msg is 4 wsps students...
hey guys...
there ll be P6 inter class game...
tmr n wed...
it is frm 7.30am-11.00am...
they nid volunteers...
do cm down n help out if u can...

as 4 P6G-2008 members...
do contact me through hse phone...
if u guys wan to make a trip down...
thk u guys...
luv u guys...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life

Sunday, November 1, 2009

hey readers...
sry 4 nt updating my blog...
4 the past few days...
really sry...

ok...
i ll update...
my past few days events...

THU(29/10/09)
hmmm...
had npcc training...
4 the second day of the wk...
training was fun...
hahahaaas...
all thks to Sir Andrew...

it was lik...
we were revising...
on our compass n how to read a map...
then the safety precaution of a compass...
one of it is...
cannot swing ur compass...

but Sir Andrew was lik...
swinging the compass happily lorrh..
then when he say way NCO wrote on the board...
then he say...
dun learn frm me arh...
then the front row gals n him...
were lik...
laughing away lorrh...

when come to tink of it...
i still ll laugh lorrh...
so damn funny...
as in the way he say it...

after tt...
he gav squad debrief to us...
nt really debrief larrh...
he actually is joking with us lorrh...
hahaaas...
so fun lorrh...
all thks to him...
thks Sir Andrew...

had so much joking during training...
so i was really tired to update blog...
so sry readers...

FRI(30/10/09)
hmmm...
got bac my results...
PTL...
i onli fail 1 subject...
n tt is geography...
i pass the rest of the subjects...

although my grades wasn't veri gd...
but i was really happy with my grades...
the Lord was helping me...
throughout the period of examinations...
thk u Lord...

went 4 prayer meeting at Royston place...
i missed the bus stop...
as i slept in the bus...
was really tired...

thk u Desmond...
4 opening the door 4 me...
despite the fact tt...
u guys were in the midst of praying...
really thk u...

prayer meeting was awesome...
Minqi's grp n Xianbi's grp...
plus Royston...
really sat down n worship the Lord...
i believe...
everyone there...
really enjoy worshiping Him...

after praying...
we had so called...
grp-meeting...
i dunno call wat larrh...
so yarrh...

it was really awesome...
Xianbi was the one...
preaching the word...
(i dun tink i spell correctly)
thk u Xianbi...

after tt...
Royston cooked soup 4 us...
was forced by Xianbi...
to drink it up...

but anw...
thk u Xianbi n Royston...

SAT(31/10/09)
did nt go 4 service...
as i had HIT course...
npcc training in another word...

b4 official training...
we had our CIP...
went around to the blk...
to collect newspapers...
my grp was lik...
having a fun time...
knocking the residents door...
hahahaaas...

after CIP...
went bac to sch...
revise on tent pitching...

after tt...
went to hav lunch...
was having my meal...
with 5 of my squad-mates...

after lunch...
we went bac to sch...
went to change into our full uniform...

erm...
was getting prepare 4 the third class drill test...
hmmm...
dun really hav confidence at all...
cos i dun really rmb all the commands...

nt long later...
we had our test...
both drill test n baton test...

after the test...
Sir Andrew took over us...
while the NCOs took the other grp...
4 the baton drill test...

Sir was revising the drills with us...
he aso taught us new drills...

after the other grp had completed the test...
Sir Andrew played a game...
with the whole squad...

wah...
the game damn fun lorrh...
so challenging...
NCOs they all at there...
keep on making funny faces...
then Sir at there...
keep on giving wrong commands...
hahaaaas...
had fun lorrh...

after the game...
we went bac to new foyer...

everyone there...
as in the whole unit...
was promoted...
including me...
i'm no longer private...
i'm currently a LCP...
hahahas...
lik my rank a lot...

then Sir Andrew was lik...
i'm so proud of u guys...
hahhaaaas...
he damn funny sia...

npcc onli ended at 6.43pm...
cos is lik...
promotion day mah...
so ll drag a bit longer lorrh...

end the end of the wk...
i believe everyone ll feel tired...
but when we tink tt...
we were no longer the same rank as last time...
this wk time...
was really worthy...

guess wat...
it started frm 7.50am-6.43pm...
thk God 4 the strength...
i'm able to survive...
hahaaaas...

anw...
ll lik to tak this chance to thk Mr Ronnie Goh...
he ll be leaving us n go to Ngee Ann sec...
Mr Goh...
thk u 4 all this while teaching...
i dun tink i ll be able to find any other Sir...
as gd as u...
thk u...

after npcc training...
went bac hm...
unpack my stuff...
then went to shower...

after tt...
headed to white sands...
to meet up with E149 members..
4 fellowship...

we celebrated Felicia's bdae too...
happy advance bdae,Felicia...
we ll celebrate earlier is becos...
Felicia ll be going to Cambodia...
4 2 wks...
then by the time she come bac...
her bdae over liao...
so we celebrate with her first...

although the time 2gather were short...
but at least...
memories were collected n stored...

SUN(01/11/09)
went 4 morning service...
with Ruiyi...

morning service was really really awesome...
was so blessed...
by the word of God...
thk u Lord 4 tt...

after morning service...
went to hav a meal with Ruiyi...
did nt wan to eat de...
but Ruiyi asked me to eat with her...
so i said...
ok lorrh...
so i ate with Ruiyi...

after eating...
we went around window shopping...
we walk until Popular...

we went there...
to c storybks...
while see-ing...
Qifeng called Ruiyi...
n told her tt...
2day ll hav prayer meeting at Xianbi place...
at 3pm...

so Ruiyi n i were lik...
erm...
ok lorrh...

then after see-ing 4 a while more...
then we went to bus inter...
took bus down to Xianbi place...

otw there...
Ruiyi n i...
fallen aslp in the bus...
we were really tired...

when we reach there...
is was lik...
onli both of us arrives lorrh...
so we waited 4 the rest...

prayer meeting was really awesome...
after prayer meeting...
Xianbi cooked maggi noodles 4 us...
thks Xianbi...

after eating...
Hoi Haan,Xianbi n me...
sat down n do sm chatting with one another...

after tt...
we went into Xianbi rm...
Ruiyi,Danil,Hoi Haan,Xianbi n i...
had a nice time in his rm...

Xianbi played the worship song...
n he on the christmas light...
n off his rm light...

the 5 of us...
wah...
so nice atmosphere lorrh...
hahaas...

rushing hm jus nw...
so...
haizzz...
anw...
sry Xianbi...
sry Danil...
sry Hoi Haan...
sry Ruiyi...
actually we can spend more time 2gather de...
but...
anw...
really sry...

after leaving Xianbi hse...
i rushed cab hm...
frm Circuit road to Pasir Ris...
guess the cab fare...
$9.60!!!

but the cab fare is worth it...
cos i get to spend more time with my members...
thk God 4 the time given to me...

anw...
really thk Lord...
4 the strength,time,wisdom n many more...
tt He had gave me...
4 the past few days...
really thks...

alrite...
shall stop here...
post is damn long larrh...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life

Thursday, October 29, 2009

hey readers...
i'm really tired...
will blog again tmr...
sry...

-lynlonelygurl-

she is super tired with her life