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Lynette here,from Pasir Ris Sec.
I first dropped tears on 06 June 1996.
I'm currently 14,waiting for 15.
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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

have being wearing the ring to sch for 2days plus...
haven get caught yet...
hahaas...

after wearing the ring...
i am becaming more and more emo...

it is due to the ring...
or due to my emotions...

worn the ring to CDAC the first day...
which is 2day...

frens say tat i look scary and emo...
plus my illness...

frens move away frm me...
wat can i do...
to be less emo...
try bah...
no harm doing tat...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/31/2009 10:45:00 PM

wat really happen between us...
or shall i say...
notink happen between us...

i am feeling gaps between us again...
why is this happening all the time...
why the matter jus cannot solve...

haizz...
i will jus leave it alone...
and will onli bother abt it when i hav the time to do...
it seldom happen lor...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/31/2009 10:42:00 PM

Saturday, March 28, 2009

2day woke up at 7plus...
then go and bath...

then go to tam and fetch my cousin...
then go tak bus to HSC...
took the wrong bus...
then faster drop...

then tak bus go bac to WSPS bus stop...
then meet meimei and fionna jie there...
then tak bus to HSC...
luckily,tak the correct one...
hahaas...

then jus nw got sms gan jie...
ask gan jie wan come anot...
then gan jie told me tat she got NPCC meeting...
dunno wat time will end...

then 2plus...
jie msg me...
tell me tat the meeting jus end...
then she say so late liao...
so she nv come lor...
then sms her ask her wan go tm and meet me anot...
until nw she haven reply me...
(sad...sad...)

2day quite ok la...
nt say veri fun aso nt say veri boring...

jus nw go the haunted hse...
quite scary...
everyone got scream...
including me...

nv regret going there...
but tink tat quite waste money lor...

then after carnival...
go to wssc...
walk there...

ohya...
i brought a ring for myself...
veri happy abt tat...

then we went to the library...
a grp of boys came over to us and ask for number...
but nv give lor...

then nt long later...
went to MRT there to fetch mummy...

after tat...
follow mummy go KFC and eat...
then we went bac to the library...
hoping to meet the grp of guys...
but they were nt there...

after tat...
we wait for yiqi mei to change...
then go take neo-print...

then suddenly feel super emo...
dunno why lor...

but still got tak pic...
onli after talking to meimei...
thank you meimei...
u make me feel alot better...
hahaas...

then after tat...
we are leave each other...
then my cousin and i go to tm...

go there and collect the cher cup...
quite happy with it lor...
but cousin say ok onli...

then i tell her say...
dun care la...
anyway is for cher de...
nt for us...
veri bad hor...

haizz...
2day hav alot of weird feelings...
but nt saying la...
later ppl spam my blog again...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/28/2009 07:45:00 PM

Friday, March 27, 2009

last post on 23 mar...
2day is 27 mar...
nv post for 4 days...

but haven break my record yet...
i got one time 1 wk nv do blogging...
hahaas...

will change my blog skin...
it is super ugly lor...
nt onli i say so...
my frens say so too...

jus nw go to CCSS for swearing...
reach there at 2plus...

the swearing tink end at 3plus...
then say they all say still early...
the bus aso haven come...

so we played games there lor...
sir ruled them all...

we played all the games which PRSS often play...
we are aso the onli sch to hav the most cadets...
we are aso the onli sch to kno the ans to the games...
pro PRSS...
hahaas...

then after tat...
other sch go sabo us...
then say call we all stand up and do my side...
first time can do so well sia...
nt bad...

then reach sch at 4plus...
sir say tat the paper say until 5...
so we stayed bac for training lor...

so hard lor...
but mamage to overcome it lor...
do pumping until hand got blister...
leg pain...

but jie told me to bear with it...
will take her advice...
after all she is my jiejie...
hahaas...

i veri sian leh...
jie hp going to no money liao...
cannot sms to her liao...
haizz...
this timing no money...
haizz...

tmr going to HSC for the dunno wat tink...
go there and support my meimei...
will type wat happen maybe tmr or the following day...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/27/2009 10:09:00 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

a dreadful day...
2day woke up late 4 sch...

then reach sch onli at 7.24am...
late 4 4 mins...
but escape...
nt kena detention...

then cher walk down the class...
and say wan to check finger nails and hair...
then when cher walk to my frens and i...
i keep on moving my fingers...
then cher say stop moving la...
stop behaving like a monkey...

then he nv catch my finger nails lor...
my fren finger nails shorter then mine...
got caught...
hahaas...

stop here bah...
bro wan to use com...

-lynlonelygurl-

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♥♥| 3/23/2009 10:05:00 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

wanted to change my blogskin again...
but cannot find one tat suits me...

so tak bac the old one first...
will get a new one soon...

as there is some pro with the current one...
will either solve the pro or get a new one...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/22/2009 03:21:00 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

as the time goes day by day...
i dread even more...

i'm afraid of telling u the truth abt the outing...
i really dun feel like going tat day...
and i can be sure tat there is a reason at the bac...

but i dun feel like telling the reason...
as i am afraid of breaking ur heart...
as i kno tat the truth will sure break ur heart...

as the truth is really veri hurtful...
i can even feel the hurt myself...
wat more abt u???

wat shld i do???
shld i let u kno the truth???
or shld i let myself bear the suffering???
but i am afraid of breaking ur heart and our frenship...

haizz...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/21/2009 10:27:00 PM

yesterday woke up at at 11plus...
sms with fionna jie and meimei until 12plus...
then go and bath...
after bathing...

walk to meimei hse alone...
to tak bac my guitar...
which hav been there 4 5mths plus...

when i reach there...
greet auntie then go into the rm...
fionna jie and natalie in the rm...
fionna jie using the com...
natalie sitting on the arm chair doing notink...

then after resting 4 a while...
i told fionna jie to let me use the com...
at first she dun let...
but in the end she let me use...

then i went to facebook,msn&viwawa...
spent quite sm time at facebook...
actually thought of blogging de...
but nt sure wat to type...
so nv lor...

then go to viwawa and play games...
then when playing sushido...
cousin call me and told me tat she reach liao...
then go down and fetch her lor...

then go bac to meimei hse...
then ask meimei to ask her mummy whether can follow me to tiff hse anot...
meimei mummy say ok but ask how abt natalie...
then i say natalie follow us go lor...
then when natalie heard tat...
she cried...

then i ask meimei to go and comfort her lor...
then after sm time...
my cousin came in and told me tat she still crying and dun wan to say anytink...
then i go and comfort her...
guess wat...
it is a success...

then natalie follow us go tiff hse...
but b4 going there...
they follow me hm to put my guitar...
then after tat...
we walk to tiff hse lor...
got sm pro...
but manage to overcome it...
then when we reach...
we did nt go up immediately...
stay under the blk until jie pro being solve...
then go up...

then stay there until 5plus...
then me,meimei,fionna jie sent natalie the princess bac to meimei hse...
then stay there for a while...
then go bac to tiff hse...

go there and hav dinner...
we frm 7plus eat until 9plus...
veri gd at eating hor...
hahaas...
then go and watch tv until 11...

then go bac hm...
meimei,fionna jie,my cousin stayed over nite at my hse...
actually tiff and sis wan stay aso de...
but they 2day got tt...
then parents dun allow...

when we were on our way hm...
i told them super scary story abt the road tat we were walking...
3 of them all scare...
one go tak out buddaha...
one on the song until almost full blust...
one of them keeping on holding my hand...

then when i reach hm...
i go and bath...
then accompany them to watch horror show...
meimei got veri scare...

then after watching...
they help me to pack the place to slp...
then i bring in the radio...
on music to mak the atmosphere better...

then at 2plus...
they suddenly say they hungry...
then bring them go kitchen to find fd to eat lor...
my cousin then make milo to drink with biscuits...

after tat...
we go bac to the rm...
off the light then slp...
then tat time is ardy 3plus liao...
then most of us wake up at 12plus...
then go and eat porridge...

haizz...
stop here bah...
ardy type so many words liao...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/21/2009 09:45:00 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

after camp...
came bac hm and hav lunch...
after my lunch...

immediately went to bed...
then around 6plus wake up...
go and bath...

then go for tuition...
which is at tampines...
then after tuition...

came bac hm and watch tv till 11plus...
then veri tired so go and slp lor...
tat is aso the reason why i nv do blogging yesterday...

then 2day morning woke up at 7plus...
go and bath then take bus to my fren hse...
then frm there we walked to tampines mart...

go and buy the ingredients for the CA3 pizza making...
then after tat go to the sch and cook it...
a veri successful one...
veri delicious...
after all it is the first time doing it...
and can get such results...
nt bad liao...


after doing tat...

my fren and i go to TM and slack and eat...

we go there at 12plus and onli go bac to sch at 2plus...


then reach sch at 2plus going to 3...
then go and refill my water bottle...
then go bac class for lessons...
end at around 4plus...

then came bac hm...
watch tv...
bath and hav dinner...
then here i am blogging...

-lynlonelygurl-



♥♥| 3/19/2009 09:27:00 PM

tired!!!

over the camp,tuition,sup...



if u ask me whether got enjoy the camp anot...

i will say tat the camp is quite ok lor...



on the first day...

we played a game called ice breaker...

if i nt wrong(forget liao)...

the game is like tat play de...



a cube of ice is place in a small plastic bag...

then it will be pass around the circle...

to make the ice melt...

and when we are holding the bag...

we will hav to say out our name...



after tat...

we played the next game...

i forget the name of the game...

in fact...

all 5G members frm WSPS shld kno the game...

the game is like tat play de...



every1 will hav to tie a balloon to his/her leg...

then they will hav to step others balloon to make it burst...

then the last ppl who still hav the balloon...

is the winner of the game...



i forget wat we do after tat...

talk abt the nite bah...



i slp in the tent with 4 other gurls...

but during the nite...

we will hav to wake up to patrol the sch...

but wake up onli once...



i still remember...

at around 3plus in the midnite...

it suddenly rain...

we were woke up by the rain...

nt long later...

mdm call us to put on our poncho...

and go outside the general office...



we did as wat we were told...

after tat...



sir brought us to a classroom and told us to slp in there...

and told us to remember to wake up...

and fall in at the new foyer by 5.40am...



the next morning...

we woke up late...



mdm came in and woke us up...

then we go fall in at the new foyer...

go for morning exercise...

it is super tedious...

but manage to overcome it...



then abt 1h later...

we played a game...

forget wat the game call liao...

the game is like tat play de...



the NCO pack water in plastic bag...

then we take the bag to throw at the other grp members...

then after tat...

got one senior say wan to tak photos...



then we get ready lor...

then when we getting ready...

sir go and fill the bucket up with water...

then he go pour the water at us lor...

sm more pour 3 times lor...

wth...



then we stayed in sch to abt 1plus...

but b4 leaving...

sir lied to us and say tat...

the HQ wan us to go to pulau ubin for more training...

sm more 3days 2nite...

then i went...

walou...

2days 1nite ardy so sian liao...

sm more 3days 2nite...



but no choice la...

sir say must go...

then when we at the carpark...

sir told us tat the bus driver told us to go outside and wait...



then b4 leaving the gate...

sir then tell us tat we are released...

really veri glad tat no nd to go to pulau ubin lor...



then when leaving the gate...

call my dad cm and pick me hm as i am super tired...

because onli slp 4 abt 2h...

so quite tired lor...



-lynlonelygurl-


♥♥| 3/19/2009 08:53:00 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

wont be blogging for the next...
1,2 or even 3 days...

due to camping and tuition...
will confirm update my blog...
abt my camp...

wan to kno wat i do during camp...
must check my blog as often as u can...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/16/2009 11:04:00 PM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

yesterday played com for 5hrs plus...
without anyone disturb...
so fun...

yesterday go played viwawa...
go friendster...
go facebook...
go blogger...
got go other website aso...
played games de...
dun tink otherwise...
hahaas...

nw at my cousin hse...
actually later my cousin wan to bring us out de...
but nw nt sure whether got go anot...

cause the rain jus stop...
but hope she got bring us out la...
cause i really nd a break...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/15/2009 04:43:00 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

jus update my facebook pic...
actually notink to type 2day...
wat to do???
update photos bah...
(wat to update?)
update the words on my hands and legs bah...





-lynlonelygurl-









♥♥| 3/14/2009 03:36:00 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

try to force myself nt to tink of it...
fill my time with my works...
and other tinks...

but it will still come in my mind...
as and when it like...
jus like the wind...

started filling my hands and legs...
with words...
frens saw it...

scolded me for tat...
say tat it is time tat i become less emo...
ardy in Sec sch liao...

2day cher give us do survey...
abt sch,frens,chers...

then my fren they all say tat...
they regret for nt writing abt me...
they aso say...
if they write...
they will tell cher tat...
it is time for me to go for counselling...

then i when...
do i really nd...
my frens they all say ya...

then i told them tat...
i will rather end my life...
then...
telling others my feelings...

maybe...
it is really time...
for me to let go of it...

i really cannot stand it anymore!!!

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/13/2009 08:08:00 PM

tired out the whole day...
with an empty stomach...
but can bear the pain la...

hav been going on like tat...
for wks...
no pro...
veri lucky...
hahaas...

having the NPCC camp soon...
next tue and wed...
tue,go to sch in the morning...
wed,go bac hm in the afternoon...
so it is a 2day 1night...

hav to slp in the tent...
we pitch our own de...
NCO are nt allow to help us...

i remember...
still got test...
haizz...
must go study for it...

cannot fail again...
first test fail liao...
cannot fail the next one...
sir will sure scold de...
so better nt getting stupid punishment...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/13/2009 08:02:00 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

after tat day...
i nt sure whether shld i keep my promises...
and go 4 it...

i really dun see tat there is any point...
4 me to be there...
in fact...
i found reasons nt to go...
nt one but many reasons...

i will consider whether to go anot...
smart one will kno wat i mean...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/11/2009 11:01:00 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009

i really hate this feelings...

although we are frens...
we seems to be veri close...
but in fact...
there is a huge gap between us...
or i shld say...
an unpatchable gap...

i dunno if i shld patch up the gap...
but the gap is really too huge to patch...

or maybe...
there is no gap between us...
or maybe...
we dun hav any pros...
or mabe...
i am the one tinking nagatively...

but i can feel the huge gap between us...
wat can i do???

there are onli 2 options...

shall i pretend as notink happen...
and continue the frenship...

or...

shall i break the frenship...
with my bare hands...

readers...
pls help me with it...
choose option 1 or 2...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/09/2009 02:26:00 PM

yesterday went out...
onli reach hm 2day morning 4plus...
going to 5plus...

this is aso part of the reason why i nv go sch...
another reason is i nt feeling well...
(feeling super depressed)
nt because of this...

i really nt feeling well...
had been having headache for days...
finally got time to rest...

will take this chance to take a rest...
and do my revisions...
to catch up with my frens...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/09/2009 02:20:00 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

notink much to say nw...
got alot of tink to tink...

later mayb going to my cousin hse...
let out some of my thoughts...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/08/2009 05:58:00 PM

yesterday nv update blog...
because...

went i woke up...
my fren woke me up...

she called me and told me tat...
she cannot go to my cousin hse...
because she nt feeling well...

then talk to her for some time...
after tat...
go and bathe...

then get ready everytink...
go meet my frens...

then we go TM...
go buy my cousin b'dae present...
after tat...
they followed me to popular...
i go there and buy pens...

but until $15++...
buy the aunt give me discount...
become $10++...

then we took bus to my cousin hse...
alighted at the bus stop...
walked up to her hse...

haven step in...
can hear the sound frm outside...

then step in lor...
pass her the presents...
put down my bag...

go to the kitchen and ask my aunt whether nd help...
she told my to go down and help her buy black pepper sauce...
then go help her lor...
cause she so busy...
no one help her...

after tat...
so called help my cousin la...

quite bossy la yesterday...
keep on giving orders...
but is they forced me to do so de...

confirm got tink happen de...
then i solve the pro lor...
no adults there 2 solve mah...

so i solve lor...
manage to solve it la...

stayed at there till 12plus...
meimei and fionna jie aso...
then my dad sent them hm...

came hm...
bath then go and slp...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/08/2009 05:44:00 PM

fri nv update blog...
because...

sch onli end at 6plus...
due to CCA...
which is NPCC...

after NPCC...
walk to the bus stop...
waited for bus...

nearly got on the wrong bus...
but my fren told me...
so nv get on the bus lor...

nt long later...
the bus tat i usually take come...
boarded it lor...

quite many ppl...
but dun care...

reac hm at around 6.35pm...
then rest for a while...
then go and hav dinner and bathe...

then the time is ardy 8.17pm...
i'm late...
suppose to meet my cousin at her hse at 8.15pm...

no choice...
took cab down...

but no one kno...
onli my bro and i...

then when reach there...
immediately started doing the cookies...
after doing...
put in the fridge for 1h...

then my couisn and i take the time...
to go down to her hse de minimart and buy tinks...
buy her goodies bags tinks...

after buying...
we went bac to my aunt hse...
went upstair...
see her do her tink...

then i watched tv lor...
aso notink to do mah..
wait for time to pass lor...

after tat...
went downstair and complete the cookies lor...
my cousin do the patterns...
then i help her arrange the cookies to the oven tink...

after doing...
it is aso time to bac hm...

bac to my hm...
go and slp lor...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/08/2009 05:33:00 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

i begin to hate my frens...
almost all the gurls...

they make me feel like an idoit...
who the fuck they tink they are...
who are they to give me tat fucking attitude...

i am nt here to see their CB and fucking attitude...
fuck up la hor...
better nt show me more...

or u will bear the consequences urself...
i made my words...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/05/2009 04:00:00 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

2day i go sch as normal...
but i stayed in sch until 4plus...

i go 4 the Befriender course...
this course will onli end in June...
the course is 3mths...

2day the Befriender course quite ok...
but...
all my fren tat is veri boring...

but i dun feel tat at all lor...
maybe is because i kno the mentors bah...
i myself aso nt sure...

on the way hm...
i told my fren tat i am having weird feelings...

i told her tat no matter where am i...
who am i with...
i hav a kind of feeling tat i am extra...

she ask me y i hav this kind of feelings...
i told her tat i dunno either...
then she told me tat i maybe nd counselling...

then i when ya maybe bah...
i really veri confused...
who can give me gd advice???

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/04/2009 03:34:00 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

yesterday went 4 tuition at ngee ann sec...
cher super angry because of Jonathan...
he go ask cher wat the hell he talking...

after tat...
my parents brought me and my bro...
to Tampines 200plus...
mum go there and buy tinks...

after tat...
we go to the coffee shop and hav our dinner...
after eating...
my dad sent us hm...

once i reached hm...
i immediately take out my hw and do...

tat time was 10plus...
i do all my hw until 12plus...
after tat...
i go and slp and end the day...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/03/2009 03:31:00 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

really hate myself veri much...
keep on having weird thoughts...

all different de...
really veri tense up over this matter...

and my behaviour in sch is really veri suck...
super emo...

most of my frens are avoiding me...
this is wat i feel...
but i hope it is nt true...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/01/2009 08:00:00 PM

jus a short post...
dun hav much time...

will talk more...
the next time i use com...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 3/01/2009 08:00:00 PM