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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

lonelygurl felt super lonely...
during befriender...
her mentors n frens are nt there with her...

they left her alone...
she got no choice...
she went to join another grp...

tat grp was all malay ppl...
even the mentors were aso malay...
they were passing letter here n there...

lonelygurl did nt do anytink...
jus sit down there n waited 4 the time to pass...
the time pass super super slow...

she had a lonely soul in her...
she did nt noe why...
she is always having this feeling...

went 4 tuition in the evening...
had a 'fun' time there...
joke,play,emo...

lonelygurl was emo during tuition...
she did nt noe why...
she jus wan to be emo...

she wanted peace veri much...
but nobody seems to bother abt her...
onli noe how to use her mistakes as a joke to joke abt...
nv really go c the gd tinks tat she had done...

she hate her life veri much!!!

thk GOD...
4 everytink HE had did 4 her...
it is more then enough...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/30/2009 10:10:00 PM

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

lonelygurl had a terrible day...
haizz...
her day are always terrible...
nv had a nice one day b4...

this morning...
gave her mum nag 4 no reason...
her mum always do tat...

then when tak bus to sch tat time...
nearly fall down...
storybk dropped two times...
she felt so malu...
but nobody bothers...

then go sch...
giv cher caught my side...
say nt acceptable...
say giv me 1 wk time to pin them up...
or will serve detention...

during maths lesson...
jus becos she nv do a few maths questions...
cher gav lonelygurl 1000 words reflection...
it was the third time in her sec 1 life...

during ace lesson...
went to dnt workshop to do my course work...
the outer covering of the course work break...
then the time was lik...
nt enough to re-do...
so she took tape to tape it up...
(surely fail 4 dnt de)

then otw to the bus stop...
the bus left in front of her...

she had a bad morning n afternoon...
wait...
why is she telling ppl...
nobody will bother...

while waiting 4 bus...
lonelygurl msg stephanie...
stephanie cheer her up...
lonelygurl luv stephanie alot...
stephaine is always beside her when she is down...
she will always n 4eva luv stephanie...

in the evening...
lonelygurl went 4 tuition..
she did her reflection there...

after tuition...
her cher treated her n frens pizza...
they all enjoyed themselves veri much...
they lik the cher alot...

lonelygurl will lik to thks the cher 4 all tat he had done 4 her...
all the reminders n work...
he had gave her...
aso his care towards her...
thks cher...

lonelygurl will lik to thks the GOD...
the GOD gav her an interesting day...
n a great teacher...
PTL 4 tat...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/29/2009 11:42:00 PM

Monday, September 28, 2009

lonelygurl hates her life...
gd tinks dun lik her...
refuse to stay by her side...

always are bad tinks beside her...
lonelygurl is getting tired of her life...
she is trying all her best...
to find a clean n quiet way to end her life...
n nobody will noes abt it...
n nobody will shed tears abt it...

she had tried all way...
to giv others her veri best...
but nobody seems to bother abt it...

everybody is onli gd at saying tat...
she is getting frm bad to worst...
notink frm her is gd...
she is getting worst...

she had tried her best to show others...
the strong side of her...
she dun wan to let others see the weak side of her...

but no matter wat she do...
nobody will go bother abt her...
she seems to be veri extra at every part of the earth...

so she sm how tinks tat she dun belongs to this earth...
she belongs to smwhere else...
n tat is wat she can really confirm abt...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/28/2009 08:29:00 PM

Saturday, September 26, 2009

hate my life...
super super hate it...

hate everytink...
in this family...
notink gd...
onli all bad stuff...

but i wan to thk GOD...
4 giving me strength in everytink i do...
without his strength...
lonelygurl would had died long ago...

thk GOD...
u bought me bac to life again...
thks...
i promise to stay faithful to u always...
always always...
thk 4 everytink...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/26/2009 05:08:00 PM

Thursday, September 24, 2009

many tinks happen to me ytd...
both gd n bad...
but bad tink more then gd one...

the old self...
or in fact the old me...
is bac again...

getting more n more emo...
emo seems to lik me alot...
it refuse to leave me...

n the willing me...
accepted emo in my life...
smhow i was born to be emo...
i get used to it liao...

hav been fasting almost everyday...
always hav a feeling of been lonely n troubles...
try all my best...
but still could nt get rid of it...
i listen all the worship songs in my phone...
at a go...
but it does nt seems to help...
so decided to fast...
but onli when i fast...
then i feel slight better...
but after fating...
the feeling still come bac to me...
i dunno why will hav this feeling...

ytd was bro bdae...
HAPPY BDAE!!!
went to aunt place to cut cake...
cake was delicious...

after dinner...
slacked at aunt hse downstair...
slacked until 12 plus...
then headed hm...

reached hm at 1plus...
did my stuff...
went to bed at 2plus...

2day sch was alrite...
thk GOD...
i bought my jacket to sch...
if nt i will freeze...
really thk GOD 4 the reminder...

stayed ac to 5...
4 maths test n supp...
notink much abt 2day...

lonelygurl realise tat...
without Him...
she wont be standing her by His grace...
lonelygurl again realise tat...
she always or in fact...
every nw n then...
she is always praising Him...
lonelygurl once again...
thk Him 4 everytink He had done 4 her...
thks...
lonelygurl promise to always luv Him n nv others...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/24/2009 04:56:00 PM

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

lynlonelygurl fever had recover ytd...
no longer having fever...
but still having flu n slight cough...

but lonelygurl...
still wan thk GOD for healing the fever n sore throat...
thk GOD 4 the speedy recovery..
really thk GOD 4 tat...
it is more then enough...

went 4 study grp ytd...
with the cg members...
headed to airport to study...

was there frm 1plus-8plus...
had my bs lesson 3 there...
was iven by xianbi..
was veri blessed by the bs...
it was awesome...

thk GOD for the time...
given to me n xianbi to bring up the word of God...
really thk 4 the time...

after bs...
packed up n headed to tam...
xianbi...
sry...
a thousand n million sry to u...

alighted frm the train...
hang out at the station 4 a while...
xianbi talked to us...

b4 i carry on...
i would lik to thk vivian for the milk...
tat u had bought 4 me...
really thks...
i aso wan to thk the rest...
4 the concern they had towards me...
really thks...
aso wan to thks stephanie n ruiyi...
4 helping me out with my maths...
thks guys!!!

after xianbi had talked to us...
i left the members n headed to nico place...
while the rest went 4 fellowship...

went over to nico place...
to help her out with her hw...
chat,work n play...

left her place at 10plus...
headed to anna place...
to meet up with parents...
stayed there till 12plus...

sent aunts they all hm...
reached hm at 1plus...
did my stuff...
off to bed at 2plus...

overall...
my day was a awesome one...
becos they made it...

sch was alrite...
but lonelygurl felt cold the whole day...
thk GOD...
i bought along my jacket...

lonelygurl realise smtink...
she always hav reasons to praise Him...
despite on whether is gd or bad...
she always hav reasons to do so...
lonelygurl felt veri honour to realise it...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/22/2009 04:43:00 PM

Sunday, September 20, 2009

stay at hm 4 2 days...
was running a high fever...
fever went up all the way to 40 plus...
was having flu n sore throat too...

did nt go 4 cg n service...
due to my high temperature...
haizz...

so angry with myself...
how can i sick on this 2 important days...
why my body so weak...
haizz...
lynlonelygurl is so fed up n disappointed in herself...

although stayed at hm 4 2 days...
but did nt hav much ret...
could nt get to slp...
dunno why...
often feeling cold...
my jacket has been with me...
4 the past few days without fail...

hmmm...
really thk GOD 4 wat HE had gave me...

lonelygurl nv realise tat GOD had gave her so much...
she nv really thk GOD 4 wat HE had gave her...
lonelygurl is having regrets...
she promise to find a day...
to really sit down...
n thk GOD 4 everytink...
tat HE had gave her once in her life...
once again...
thk GOD 4 everytink...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/20/2009 04:36:00 PM

Friday, September 18, 2009

haizz...
was still sick...
but still went to sch 4 lessons...
exams are round the corner...
cannot dun attend sch liao...

np was alrite...
nt tat tough...
revise baton drill n learn marching...
nt bad larrh...
but can be better...
hehees...

alrite...
a short one...
blog soon...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/18/2009 04:33:00 PM

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

sch was alrite...
but could nt really concentrate well...
was sick...
but still attend sch...

ytd after tution...
headed to nigel place...
to celebrate his sister bdae...

had a grat time there...
i was aso our cousins gathering day...
did catching up...
had so much fun...

at the end of the day...
we were all worn out...
but was really glad...
tat we manage to do some catching up...
really thk GOD 4 the time given to us...
really thk GOD 4 allowing us...
to be gather once again...
thk GOD...

had sci CA6 2day...
nt bad larrh...
at least manage to do...
really thk GOD 4 the wisdom...
without HIS wisdom...
i wont be able to manage the paper...
thk GOD...

currently...
onli waiting 4 the paper to be return...
hope to get a better marks then b4...

alrite...
shall stop here...
will blog soon...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/16/2009 04:28:00 PM

Monday, September 14, 2009

it had been 10 days...
since i last update my blog...
i apologise to my readers for tat...
really sry 4 tat...


alrite...
shall do some recap...
i believe this post will be veri veri long...
no joking matter...


SAT(05/09/09)
woke up at 8plus...
rush out my stuff...
left hm at 9 sharp...
waited 4 vivian n nigel to arrive...


the 3 of us...
then headed to mei xian place...
to prepare the food...
tat were needed for the competition at Joses place...


on tat veri day...
smtink had a great impact on me...
broke down during cell group...
really broke down...
really dropped tears...


tks to my connection grp n minqi...
i manage to calm myself down...
after cg...
or in fact b4 service...
minqi talked to me all the way...
thks minqi...


arrive 4 service slightly earlier...
did a prayer with Royston n Nigel...
Royston...
thks 4 praying 4 me...
frm the bottom of my heart...
thks...


service was awesome...
was really blessed by the words...


service ended quite early...
went to T1 4 fellowship...
did nt eat...


instead...
had a heart to heart talk...
with wei qing...
she did a prayer 4 me too...
thks 4 the prayer...
enjoy the moment with her...
hehees...


b4 leaving...
we had devotion lesson 2...
did nt copy down notes...
xianbi talked too fast!!!


in the end...
lend frm vivan her bk...
n copy down her notes frm her...
thks vivian...


b4 leaving the building...
took some pics at level 1...
then left the building...


b4 heading to nico place to overnite...
had a slight chat...
with xiabi n nigel at inter mac...
break down in front of them(so malu)...


headed to nico place...
had a slight chat with my aunt...
(face to face)
aso had slight chat with...
xianbi,wei qing n esther...
btw...
is talk to them one by one...
nt conference...


after tat...
went to shower...
off to bed...
did nt really slp...
could nt get to slp...
haizz...


SUN(06/09/09)
woke up at 8plus...
went to shower...
rush down to morning service...
with nico to meet danil...


although the speech was almost the same...
but still feel veri blessed...


after serivce...
went to hav lunch with danil n nico...
at expo food court...


after eating...
nico n i...
headed to ws to meet up with ruiyi...
while danil go to airport to study with his frens...
while waiting for ruiyi...
went to the library to surf the net...
n did sm of my stuff...


waited until 2.30pm...
still did nt c ruiyi...
so nico n i headd bac to nico place...
chat with ruiyi on the phone...
4 a moment...
nt long later...
both of us fall aslp...


both of us woke up at 8plus...
so is lik...
slept 4 4hrs plus...
went to coffee shop...
bought our dinner...
went up to nico place to hav dinner...


wanted to surf the net after dinner...
but bro had already get Fuwei to come n pick me up...
so after dinner...
headed hm with bro...


otw hm...
msg with xianbi,minqi,mei xian,vivian,wei qing,esther n nico...
a lot of ppl hor???
hehees...


when reached hm...
went to shower...
then slept at bro rm...
b4 slping...
had a slight chat with bro...
after talking...
went to bed...


MON(07/09/09)
went to tp...
suppose to go there to sweat out...
but was emotionally down...
so onli go there to talk...
mainly to wei qing...


stayed at tp until 9plus...
after tp...
headed to 201 mac...
with both my cousins,marcus,clarence,mei xian n qifeng...
mei xian n qifeng left after a drink...
the rest of us styed bac a while...


nt long later...
we left the mac...
went to the bus stop...
took a bus bac to aunt place...
pass cousin her wax...
then both my cousins n i...
slacked at 445 4 a while...


after tat...
headed hm...
otw hm...
saw dad...
followed dad to go fetch aunts they all...


after tat...
went to eat...
b4 sending aunts they all hm...
headed hm at 1plus...
went to bath n did my stuff...
off to bed at 3plus...


b4 i carrying on...
i wan to thk wei qing n royston...
wei qing n royston...
thks 4 the words u guys sais to me...
enjoy my day with u guys veri much...
although i did nt play much...
heheees...
thks...


TUE(08/09/09)
went to tp again...
but this time round...
go there is to complete my sch work...

at first...
did nt really concentrate...
play,talk,joke...
after awhile...
we then really sat down n complete our work...

we left tp at 5.30pm...
went to the bus stop...
took bus down to pasir ris 4 fellowship...
same tink...
nv eat...

after tat...
we went to zone-X...
wei qing n i jus sit around...
headed to the toilet...
took pics...
lik the pics veri much...
heheees...

after slacking at ws...
we then walked to pasir ris park beach...
took tons n tons of pics...
with nigel camera...

left the beach at 9plus...
wei qing,nigel n me...
then went to E-Hub...
cup walker there to get bbt...
after buying...
walk to the bus stop...
took bus hm...

reached hm at 10plus...
went to do my stuff...
chat with wei qing on the phone at 1...
end the chat at 1plus going to 2...
off to bed after chatting...

enjoy mt day veri much with u guys...
espeically at the beach...
heheeeees...

hey guys...
thks 4 the fun...
without u guys...
i wont enjoy myself so much...
really thks...

WED(09/09/09)
notink much...
went 4 tuition...
at ngee ann sec...

actually after tuition...
want to look 4 ruiyi they all de...
buy did nt...
as smtink cropped up last min...
so could nt make it...

ruiyi...
sry...
wanted veri much to meet up with u guys...
but...
anw...
sry hor...

THU(10/09/09)
did nt hav any activity...
so call my cousins n wei qing out...
date them for bowling...
my bro tag along...

hmmm...
nt veri happy with my results...
aim to get better result...
the next time...
do wish me gd luck...
hahaaas...

after bowling...
went to cup walker...
bought bbt again...
sm kind of lik addicted to it...
heheees...

went up to level 4...
sat there n wait 4 time to pass...

after sitting for almost an hour...
we left the building...
walk to kfc...
they all had their dinner there...
while i jus sat down there...
wait 4 them to finish eating...

after eating...
they find tat the time is still early...
went to zone-X...
the rest of them went there to play...
was emotionally down...
so did nt played with them...
jus sat at one corner n c them play...

at abt 9plus...
we left the building...
we then slowly...
walk to the bus stop...

waited 4 bus...
headed hm...
otw hm...
met weixin on the bus...
said hi to her...

reached hm at 10...
off to bed at 1plus...

wei qing...
sry hor...
go out wif the boring me...
veri sry lerrh...
hope u dun mind...
spending ur holiday with the boring me...
anw...
thks 4 the fun...
lucky us...
we got pics to keep as memories...
thks n sry hor...

FRI(11/09/09)
went to sch in the morning...
4 CIP n HI supp...
after supp...
slack at corridoor...
with kexin they all...
slack until 10plus...
walk to the bus stop...
took bus 3 hm...

otw hm...
read the bible...
was veri blessed by the words...

once the bus reached my normal stop...
alighted frm the bus...
walk hm...

when reached hm...
did my stuff...
went to bed...
as i was really slpy...

woke up at 3plus...
bath n did my hair...
then went to E-Hub...
to meet up wif ruiyi they all...
to get the bbq food...

after buying...
went to felicia place to bbq...
(of course)took many many photos...
heheees...

left her place at 11plus...
walk to the bus stop...
took bus 3 hm...
reached hm at 12 plus...
off to bed at 1plus...

hey guys...
thks 4 the fun...
without u guys...
it will nt be as fun as it was...
really thks...

SAT(12/09/09)
did nt attend...
the zone event n service...
parents refuse to let me out of the hse...
hate tat...

stay at hm all the way to nite...
parents then force me to go out wif them...
then go lor...

after tat...
went bac hm at 11plus...
chit-chat on the phone...
off to bed at 1plus...

hey guys...
sry 4 nt going to the zone event n serivce...
with u guys...
miss out the fun tat u guys had...
haizz...
but i believe there will be more of it...
hehees...

this super long post...
is enough 4 2-6 short posts...
no worries...
1 more day event n i will end it...
bear with me...

SUN(13/09/09)
woke up at 8...
went to shower...
left hm at 9plus...

took bus to tam inter...
to meet up with nico...
while waiting 4 her...
went to the toilet...
n tie my hair...
ugly me...

quite sm time later...
she then arrive...
hurry to the MRT station...
took the train down to expo...
4 morning service...

was late 4 an hour...
terrible us...
so dissappointed in myself...
haizz...

after service...
met minqi...
had a slight chat with her...

after tat...
headed to the MRT station...
took a train down to habourfront...
to meet up with the CG members...

after meeting up with nigel...
the 3 of us then headed to vivo...
to meet up with the rest...
sad to say...
we were late again...
haizz...

bought the entrance icket...
went to sentosa...
was looking forward to it...

had a great time there...
although i did nt played much with them...
enjoy the photo-taking n cool breeze...

hey guys...
thks 4 the fun...
tat u guys had gave me...
really thks...

alrite...
shall end here...
woah...
a super super long post...
hehees...
sry 4 ur time...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/14/2009 11:33:00 AM

Friday, September 4, 2009

ytd...
sch was alrite...
but quite emo...
dunno why...

after sch...
went 4 counselling with Ms Jenny...
after counselling...
still dun feel veri gd...
dunno why...

this 2 days...
hav been reading the bible...
like it veri much...
the time pass fast...
henever i am reading the bible...

after sch...
headed hm to tak my np black file...
thk GOD...
i wasnt late 4 np...
really thk GOD...

np was fun...
due to the malay fasting...
we played games during the whole training...
although did nt sweat out much...
but still nt too bad...
hope to av more of it...
hehees...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/04/2009 11:28:00 AM

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

this morning...
woke up at 6plus...
woke up late...
oh no!!!

rushed out my usual stuff...
took a bus to sch...
thk GOD...
i was nt late 4 my morning games...
really thk GOD 4 tat...

lessons were alrite...
but during the lessons...
was feeling cold the whole day...
thk GOD...
i hav my jacket with me...

during lesson time...
wei qing msg with me all the while...
thks wei qing 4 msg-ing with me...
although ur body is nt with me...
but ur soul is with me...
tat is gd enough already...
thks thks...

alrite...
shall stop here...
will blog soon...
i believe i will...

-lynlonelygurl-

♥♥| 9/02/2009 11:23:00 AM

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

hmmm....
had a really fun day out...

ytd went to sch...
to celebrate teachers' day...
the performance was onli so-so...
or i should say...
i wasn't really concentrating on the performance...
my body was there but my heart was nt there...

after tat...
went bac to my beloved sch...
wsps...

meet up with pri sch frens...
chat chat with them...
left with nicole at 1plus...

headed hm...
went to bath n do all my stuff...
then went down to meet my cousin nigel...

then went down to my cousin nico...
then we headed to tam inter...
took train down to orchard...

go down to meet up with my beloved...
my beloved E149 members...

went to eat with them...
had so much fun there...
joke,took pics,eat...
n many many more...

after eating...
we went around to slack...
took pics...
took many pics with the members...

will upload the pic other day...
i dun hav the thumbdrive with me...
sry readers...

after taking the pics...
went to watch movie with...
marcus,qifeng,kaisheng,nico,mei juan,nigel,xianbi,royston n da sao...
went to plaza sing to watch...
watch the proposal...

the movie was great...
veri nice to watch...
so watch it...
it is nice...

after tat...
we took bus...
sat with my korkor,xianbi...
had a heart to heart talk with him...

korkor...
this paragraph is specially 4 u...
do read it if u can...
korkor...
really thks 4 listening to me ytd...
n of course the words tat u had said to me...
really thks...
i feel much better after talking to u...
really thks...

overall...
the day was really awesome...
thks to my pri sch frens n of course...
my beloves E149 members...
u guys brighten up my day...
thks...

-lynlonelygurl-

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