lynlonelygurl

2011-06-07T19:03:00.002+08:00

Alright, 06 June 2011 has come to an end. I will like to take this chance to thank a few group of people.First of all, thanks to Marlene, Desiree, Mei Xuan and those seniors plus squadmates who were there on 1st June to celebrate Ashikin and mine birthday. It was seriously a surprise for me, I really never expected it, thank you so much. Second, I want to thank Desiree, Jordan and Mei Xuan for the bear that you people passed to me on 2nd June, when I was on the way up to the toilet. Same thing, I never expected it, thank you very much. Thirdly, I want to take this chance and thank my beloved cell group E527(fighters to heaven)for the small celebration on 4th June. Thank you for the cake, present and birthday cake. It was very awesome and I really love it to the max. Thank you guys! :) I will also like to thank Pastor Ming Jin for his wishes! It was extreme awesome! :) I will also want to thank those people who texted me on my birthday itself and all those who wished me on facebook. It was really overwhelming and I never expected it to be this much, thank you people. I also want to thank my relatives and of course my family members(parents plus brothers) who celebrated my birthday for me on the day itself at my aunt's place. Last but not least, I want to say special thanks to Grace for coming down to Tampines from Bedok just to pass me the birthday cakes. :D I really appreciate all of this alot, alot. :D Thank you people for making 06 June 2011 an awesome and memorable day for me! :D Love you people!

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-05-11T23:40:00.003+08:00

Hasn't really been posting for close to a month . How should I start everything ? To me , everything is in a mess now , my studies , my love life , my friendships . Everything seems to be on the rock for me now .

I can no longer see what I really wants , and what is really ahead of me . I can no longer see who is beside me when I needed someone badly , I no longer know who are my true friends , everyone seems to be a hi-bye friend to me now . Just a hi and a bye and left .

Seriously , what am I suppose to do ? I am really at a lost , I don't know what should I do . I can't choose to be who I am , I am just who I am .

I am really very tired of changing myself just to fit into every group , making everyone hang out with me just because I change for them , I change because of them .

I needed true friends who can accept me for who I am and not what I am .

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-04-20T15:26:00.002+08:00

From today onwards,I am proud to say that the place that I am living in now,is no longer my home.This is only a place for me to sleep and bathe,nothing else.I have nothing to do with anybody or anyone in this flat.They are who they are,I am who I am,they live their own lifes,I live my own life.I am no longer to shed a single tears for this family anymore.None of the people in this place worth me dropping a single tear for them.I m out of this family.

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-04-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

After such a long period of time,it is time for me to start blogging again.I really envy the people around me,their love life is so smooth,going in the direction that they wants.For mine,it is totally in the wrong way,wrong direction and it is super rough.

But no matter what,I want to thank God for the people around me,who are always showing concern to me,who never fails to worry for me.Thank God for people like you guys,if not,I had long given up hope on myself.Thank you people,I will try my best to stand up again.It is a hard fall,anyway,thanks :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-03-30T23:39:00.001+08:00

我没有很想你，只是在高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。
我没有很想你，只是再不高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。
我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。
我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。
我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，我只是看碟看到一半的时候才会想起你，我只是听歌听到一半的时候才会想起你。
我真的没有很想你，我只是在我不想想你的时候想起你。这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你到眼睛湿润。
想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-03-17T04:32:00.002+08:00

一时的同情，会造成更大的伤害。。。

不管自己有多累都不肯去睡觉，因为不想掉着眼泪它进梦里。。。

没有你的日子我不知道着么过，我需要你。。

我很想你。。。

2011-03-17T02:04:00.003+08:00

Alright,since I am waiting for my drama to load,I shall update this little space of mine! :)

Alright,Sec 1 had ended.At first,I wasn't even looking forward to it.I personally find that it is because I am not up to standard to have a group of campers of my own.As a result,I think about the camp negatively.

After the camp,I was so glad that I turned up for the camp! :) My thinking turned out to be otherwise! :) Everything was so positive! :) The group that I had,I had only one word to say about them,they are simply awesome! :) Despite on the fact that I fall sick on the very first day of camp,I decided to stay on and press on.Thank God for such an awesome group,they knew that I wasn't feeling well,so they did all their best to cooperate with me,just to make sure that I will feel slight better,and I will be able to stay and take them all the way to the very last day of camp.Yes,indeed,they made me feel so much more relax and yes,I stayed all the way to the very last day of camp,just because of them.With my campers,they made me feel so relax,I don't have to worry about them at all,they will always make sure that everything that any of the CLs including me,told them what to do,they will always do it without making me scold them.They really impressed me alot,and amazingly,all the words that I said to them,they remembered all of it and all the mistakes that I told them,they changed it immediately.I am seriously very impressed of them.As a result,my beloved group won the best group for the camp.

G4,just to let you guys know,CL Desiree and I are very proud of you guys! :) Well done! :) I really love you guys to the max! :)

And this batch of Sec 1 are seriously a bunch of cadets who are always to face up every challenges and learn every single mistakes.Even some things that they did not do,they will apologise together as a group.And whatever things we tell them,they will remember and not do it again.And they also not show us attitude and give us stupid faces.I am seriously very impressed of this batch of Sec 1! :) Sec 1'11,be prepared for more challenges during your NPCC life in Pasir Ris Sec,I am looking forward to strive hard together with you guys,you guys are really the batch that are our smiling pills.Press on and hold on,I am looking forward to the day when the whole of Squad 1'11 POP.All the best to you guys! :) Love you people to the max!

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-03-04T23:21:00.002+08:00

Ok,I think it is time for me to update this little space of mine after a long period of time of not updating this space but the other space.

Ok,for those of my faithful readers,I had already got back my line,so can start spamming again :)

The days without a line

It was kinda of okay for me,because I manage to concentrate better in class and I managed to hide from the outside world during that period of time.My line was cut at the right time.Although I faced many difficulties contacting my friends and loved ones,but at least without my line,I can better concentrated in everything that I was doing.Why did I said that my line was cut at the right time?I will say that is because at that time,there was kinda of a huge misunderstanding between one of my close friend and myself.It has been a long time since I last shed tears,but during this period of time,I shed tears because of one misunderstanding or I should say,miscommunication.If I'm not wrong,I never once shed tears because of miscommunication,but I did during that period of time.At that moment of time,I felt really lonely,but at the same time,I want to hide from the outside world,in another words,run MIA openly.I managed to sort out my thinkings after that and solve the problem calmly.I'm really glad that my line was cut off at that time,as I really did not want to explain anything to anyone at that time.

I don't want to mention anything about today.It wasn't a very pleasant day for me.But no matter what,I feel bad to this one person.I can't mention her name out due to some reasons.But anyway,I am very sorry for what we did today,I'm really very sorry.

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need love,protection,courage.

2011-02-20T15:56:00.002+08:00

Alright,since I will be away for camp for the next 2 days,I shall spend some time updating this little space first.I shall start from Thursday instead,since I had some memories on Thursday and quite a number of it on Friday itself.

Thursday went to school as per normal,did the same old thing again.The moment lesson started,had a slight chat with Mr Abdillah(I hope I spelled his name correctly :x).I felt that his words really made a lot of sense,but it just don't seems to get into my head.I really thank him for the words that he said to me,but I really need quite a number of time before I can stop all that I'm doing as I had really fallen too deep in.Sorry.

Friday was kinda of a weird day for me?I don't really know how to explain what I mean by that,I just felt so.

Early in the morning,went to school as per normal,did the same old thing over and over again.Lesson was kinda okay for me?But to be frank,nothing seems to get into my head,because my whole mind was filled with only him,nothing else but him.

After lesson,I decided to complete my maths homework first as I did not want to being homework to school on the day of camp,the feeling is sucks.Sitting at the position that I sat,I managed to see you quite a number of time,I really like it a lot.

After that,went for training.To be frank,training seriously _ _ _ _ _! :@ I seriously agree with what ahem said about the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _! :@ They seriously pissed people like me off a lot,come on larrh,I give you face then address you as _ _.Please do not think that you are very big or something,give you face then call you that,if not you are just a rubbish to me,I'm not saying one person,but the whole group of you.Check out the meaning what is a ear stick and what is a ear stud before scolding or screaming like a mad dog at people.I kinda of pity you,because you don't even know the differences and said it out so loud.* EMBARRASSED!* Actually I can choose to make you embarrassed you even more by telling you the differences in front of the whole squad,but I decided not to,because you are already very embarrassed.And please,shouting does not means that you win,it only means that you are a person with no brain and thinks that everything can be solved by shouting. _ _ _ _ _! I never mention any names,so do not assume that you are the one that I am saying or mentioning about.

Forget about whatever that took place earlier on.After training,headed home and get change and headed down to Joses place for cell group meeting.Cell Group Meeting was simply awesome,presence of God was there.It really touched me really deep,thanks Min Qi Mummy! :) After that,stayed at Joses place for a while and headed home.

Had meeting with Pastor MJ on Saturday afternoon,before service started.Presence of God was there,meeting was simply awesome! :) Thanks Pastor MJ! :) Had service after that,service was kinda of long for this week,but it was worth well,because it was mainly about our new building that causes the delay.I'm looking forward to our new building! :)

Supposed to head to North area of fellowship,but due to the time,we did not manage to do it,so headed to Tampines 1 instead.Had HTHT with Shimin! :) I enjoyed it a lot,and thanks Shimin for the words that you said to me,I will try my best to do it :) Thanks anyway! :)

After that,headed to look for brother and headed home.Sorry to those two who stayed at the playground like ah hai,sorry,I really never expected things to become like that,I'm very sorry.

-lynlonelygurl-

I am not looking forward to camp at all,having camp outside school means that I won't be able to see you.I will rather have lessons in school than having camp,at least I still have the chance to see you in school.I miss you a lot! :(

Dear God,I need protection,love,courage,strength.

2011-02-15T23:33:00.002+08:00

After all that took place,I'm tired of everything.

Do not try to contact me through my phone for this few days,I'm uncontactable.Don't need to ever try,just leave me alone.

-lynlonelygurl-

2011-02-12T01:26:00.002+08:00

Alright,since I'm chatting with my cousin on facebook now,and since I am wasting some time,I shall update this dead blog.

It has been a long day for me,started my day at 6.30am and ended it only at 1am plus.Went to school as per normal,first half day was kinda of okay,kinda of happy due to some reasons?I shall not mention anything here,I will mention it in my private blog.

Second half of the day was totally ruined!All thanks to training!I don't know why,I'm beginning to dislike the people there,dislike turning up to that place.The people there,out of 100%,only 10% deserves my respect.The rest of them don't even deserve it.Forget it,I shall not mention anymore things here.All I can say is that,after today training,more and more Cadet Leaders are in my lists of DISLIKE AND HATE!

After training,headed home by bus.Happened to met Esther in the bus,but never talk to her,sms with her :) Can't believe that she actually had the chance to see the cui image of me :O

After that,headed down to Joses' place for cell group meeting.Word was simply awesome,I had a feeling that the sermon was meant to drop me indirectly.I will really need some time to reflect about it all.

After Cell Group Meeting,we 'lao yu sheng' at Joses' place.After that,slacked at Joses' place till 11plus,close to 12.

Walked to Tampines 1 there with Grace,had a slight chit-chatted session with her,before the both of us headed home.

-lynlonelygurl-

I am very disappointed with your actions.I can understand that you are going through a hard time now,I am going through one too,but...Never mind,forget it,I don't want to mention it anymore.From this very moment onwards,I had decided to leave you on your own.I don't want to be someone that when you can't look for others then you think of me,then you come and look for me.And if you manage to find others,you will just leave me alone like nobody business,like you never once know me.Forget it,I'm tired of this kind of life.Take good care of yourself,I won't be there for you.

Valantines Day is 2 days away....I want to buy something for you and give it to you,but I don't have the courage to give you,and I am in no position to do that.The smile that you left in my heart today,is very nice and I will always remembered that.I don't want the day when you started to avoid me come,I won't be able to take it.

2011-02-07T19:02:00.002+08:00

It doesn't mean that whatever your close friends tell you are the truth.At times,they might tell others something that they don't tell you even though they keep saying that you are their close friends,close sisters are whatsoever.Although they might be your close friends,but still,have to be mindful of whatever they said to you,they might not really mean what they said.

At times,they tend to hide something from you,they might think that by not telling you,they wont hurt you or anything.But,stop and think about it,what if they were to find out the truth by themselves or others came to told them about it,wont it be more hurting,wont it be more hurtful?If you guys really mean what you say by close friends,you should share whatever you are going through with them and not keep them in the dark.Stop saying that whatever you do,you are preventing them from being hurt.The fact is that you are hurting them even more than anyone else.It is just that you did not even realised it.

Forget it,I'm tired of every single thing that took place,I'm tired of everything that I had heard.From this moment onwards,I will never treat all the words that I heard seriously.Similar incident had took place 2 to 3 times already,I'm hurt many many times,I can no longer take it anymore.I'm deeply hurt...

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need protection,I need love.

2011-02-02T19:44:00.001+08:00

In a few hours time,it will be Chinese New Year :)

Nothing much to type here,so for more updates,read my private blog if you are invited! :)

Wishing all the Chinese,Happy Chinese New Year! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need strength.

2011-01-22T12:37:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,since I'm kinda of rotting now,I shall take this time and update this little space of mine.Actually it doesn't really matter whenever I got update anot,because nobody will even bother to read it.

It has been a long week for me,I don't know how to start it neither do I know how to end it.It wasn't a smooth week for me,but I managed to overcome this week with the strength and accompanied of my cliques and our Heavenly Father.It is really through His strength that I can overcome all this.Thank God! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

如果我能回到从前，我会选择不认识你。不是我后悔，是我不能面对没有你的结局。

从此以后我们的幸福与彼此都无关了。

原来（爱）这个字与我摇不可及。

静静地想你，放上一段优雅的音乐。

我没有很想你，只是在高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要分享的人。

我没有很想你，只是再不高兴得时候会想起你，你是我第一个想要倾诉的人。

我没有很想你，只是在听歌的时候会突然想起你，只因为那歌词里写的好像我和你。

我没有很想你，只是在早晨醒来的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为梦里出现的人好像你。

我没有很想你，只是在看书的时候会突然想起你，不为什么，只因为那书中的主角好像我和你。

我真的没有很想你，我只是在走到某个路口的时候才会想起你，我只是看碟看到一半的时候才会想起你，我只是听歌听到一半的时候才会想起你。

我真的没有很想你，我只是在我不想想你的时候想起你。这样真好，我没有很想你，我只是想你到眼睛湿润。

想你，但却害怕让你知道，所以不敢也不会打扰你。

只有把你对我说的话藏在心里，想你的时候就回复一下记忆，细细的品，然后不停地在偷笑，悲伤。

在没有你消息的日子里，只有拼命地寻找你的点滴，装做若无其事地打听关于你的一切，然后坚起耳朵听他们说着你的点滴，把这些点点滴滴全都刻在脑海里。

我一直想跟你说我喜欢或爱你，可是我却不能告诉你。

抬头望着这个城市的云，呼吸着这个城市的空气，也会想起你。

想着它也会飘到你那里，哪怕是这样，心里还是暖暖的。。。

此刻，我想你，但只是想你，而不打扰你。

Despite on the fact that I'm still sick in the body,I still turn up to school every single day.Do you know what is the reason behind?The reason is because I just want to take a look at you,I just want to have a chance to see you...

2011-01-18T19:03:00.002+08:00

在你们的心里，我可能是一个很坚强或好女孩，但我始终是人，也是个女生。我只想过普通的生活，做一个平凡的女生。表面上，我可能很坚强，但那只是外表，而我的心里是不停地掉眼泪，不停地滴血。

我是个女生，我也想像普通的女生，找到她爱的人也同样爱她的人，找到自己的幸福。我似乎找到自己喜欢的人了，但我没有勇气也不敢告诉他，甚至向他要电话号码的勇气也没有。

我的心里很想你，脑海里只有你的画面，没有别的。没有人真正的了解我的感受，只会叫我不要的喜欢他，但真正了解我的人会发现我已经喜欢上他了。我知道他不是对的人，但我已经喜欢上他了。喜欢就是喜欢，没有为什么也没有原因。真正喜欢上一个人室说部处原因的。

我告诉一位朋友我无法走出去了。朋友告诉我，我这么进去，就这么出来。我告诉朋友，我无法做到，因为我已经掉进去了。

-lynlonelygurl-

如果我没错的话，我已经爱上你了。

2011-01-14T23:59:00.002+08:00

Tired tired tired! :( This few days,I had really stretched myself alot,even to the extent of attending lessons in school despite on me falling ill.Stretch myself really to the max :) As a result,did not managed to have much rest at home,and my body seems to be getting weaker and weaker each day :(

This few days,I have been thinking alot.I really don't know why I really wants,and what I really need.I really need time badly.

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need strength,love,courage,healing,care and concern.

Do you know why I stayed till so late today?I might say that all I want is because of the CIP points,but the truth is,I stayed till so late is because of you.Is because I just want to see you.Do you know?Do you even bothered?I don't think you even cared or bothered.I'm really thinking,should I stop it?

2011-01-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

Alright,since I am waiting for my songs to be uploaded,I shall not waste my time,and take the time to do some posting bah.

Hmmm,today weather was super cold,had been kinda of freezing for the first half of the day?Somewhere near there bah.After school lesson,met up with Angie and Weiyan,then slack at level 3 with them for about 20 plus minutes,then went to NP room to get some of my stuff.After that,headed down to canteen with Shirin and Mei Xuan Jie.

After that,headed back to NP room to take full uniform,then headed to the toilet at the library there and changed into full U.This is the first time,changing including packing and doing of hair,spend more then 30 minutes! :o Normally is within 30 minutes! :O Hmmm,it is time for me to do some speed up le! o_o

Today we had CCA open house.I really worn myself out,had been standing and walking alot.Hmmm,overall,had a great time with my juniors and squadmates. :)

Alright,I shall end here bah,I don't know what to write le.

-lynlonelygurl-

I wonder if I had really fall for you already.I want to know why are you around the area where I was at earlier on,and leaving around the same timing as me.I kinda of miss you?

Dear God,I need strength.

2011-01-06T18:15:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness,super embrrassed!!!

Wah,seriously cannot it,seriously can't help it by laughing out loud!Lucky I haven make the first move sia,if not sure gg.com!

Alright,beside this,lets talk about the day.Lesson as per normal,today whole day,was feeling cold.I could hardly concentrate in class,all thanks to the weather! :@

Tomorrow is cca open house,if i'm not wrong,it is for all the uniform group,as well as NPCC.I'm praying hard for healing.Will be having POA lesson tomorrow,I can't afford to fall sick!

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I'm praying hard for healing to fall on me.Dear God,I need encouragement,love,courage.

2011-01-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

Alright,this is my first post of the year 2011,but it doesn't matter whether I got update anot,because this is a dead blog.

Anyway,Happy Belated New Year! :)

I don't have a good start for the year,on the very day of New Year,I was in tears.I don't want to mention what took place in my life,but it wasn't an easy one for me.A new year,a new beginning.I don't want to be affected futher.

For this year,mainly I will want to concentrate on my studies and serving the Lord.This is my two main purposes.The rest of it,can wait.

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need strength,determination,protection.

2010-12-29T12:18:00.002+08:00

Spiritual Warfare!!!

What a way to end 2010?Problems,troubles are popping out when others are celebrating the end of 2010 and the start of 2011.People are out there enjoying themselves while I'm here,kinda of avoiding the outside world?

The world is changing.No,I should say the people around me are changing.Be it my normal friends or close friends,everyone is changing.I don't seems to know anyone in this world at all.Everything and everyone seems so near yet so far away from me.It might seems that it is reachable,but the moment when I want to grab hold of it,no matter how far I stretch my hands,I just can't grab hold of it.It is unreachable.

I hide myself from the world yesterday.I never really went out,I never really did much.All I did mainly,were tearing and blaming myself for this and that.I don't know what really took place in my life,but eveything seems to change for the worst for me.

I'm trusting God for a change in my life and in me! :) Thank God! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need wisdom badly.

2010-12-28T03:37:00.002+08:00

It has been a long long time since I last updated this blog,since I'm rotting now,I shall update it bah.Hmmm,frankly speaking,I very envy the people around me,they can let out their feelings in their public blog,but I can't.Don't ask me why,I just don't feel like saying it out here.

Frankly speaking,during this period of time,although I have a lot of fun,but I feel very burden and kinda of disappointed.I had fun,yes,but kinda of more suffering then fun.During this period of time,especially the week that just past,I don't feel peace in my heart at all.I don't know why,I just can't explain it out.

I want to leave this place for the time being,I'm tired! :(

-lynlonelygurl-

Why am I always falling for the wrong guy,I hate myself for that!

2010-12-07T03:11:00.002+08:00

Alright,this will be a short post because I'm just waiting for facebook to load.

Hmmm,I slept only at 6am this morning,was planning to wake up at 12pm,but did not manage to.Kinda of plan failed!

Instead,woke up at 3plus,had 12 missed calls and 6 new messages.So speed reply the messages and calls.Kinda of woke up late,so after speeding,went to shower and stuff.Left home at 4plus and headed to work.

Today worked at Woodlands,kinda of expected it.Hmmm,sales wasn't very good,did not managed to hit my target but was kinda of close to it.

Alright,I shall end here,wrong atmosphere in me.

-lynlonelygurl-

Bro brought back alcohol from tua(if I'm not wrong).He brought back a total of 23 bottles,each containing a total of 8.4% extra strong alcohol.I hope I can drink all in a night and be drunk,at least free from all of those stuff that is troubling me right now.

2010-12-06T05:23:00.002+08:00

Alright,it has been quite some time since I last posted.Since I'm kinda of bored now,I shall update this little space of mine.

For the first 5 days of December,spent 3 days celebrating my loved ones birthday! :) First day of December,celebrate my dear sister,Ah Ting's birthday! :) Third day of December,celebrated my dear cousin,Nigel's birthday! :) Fifth day of December,celebrated my dearest mummy birthday! :)

This few days,had really been rotting alot with my family members and relatives,really thank God for the time! :) I also want to take this chance to thank God for all the wonderful memories that He had given me all this while!Thank God for everything! :)

Hmmm,I wanted to upload pictures in facebook and my blog,but I don't really have the mood now,so I will upload some other time.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-12-01T02:37:00.002+08:00

Hmmm,I shall update my blog now since I have some time to spare.Oh man,my blog is super dead,nobody is tagging.Readers,please reas and tag,okay?Don't read only and run away,please tag! :)

Alright,I shall update about my day.

Hmmm,it wasn't a good morning for me as some stuff happened and ruined my mood for the whole morning.Instead of staying at home,I went over to Jia Hui's place to slack with them.Only left Wei Qing and Nico there as Esther and Sabrina went home early as Esther wasn't feeling well.I'm supposed to be there to be chit-chatting away with the girls but in the end,I spent the time watching the girls sleeping and watching television programme.Looking at them sleep,unknowingly,I fallen asleep on the sofa too.But luckily,I only slept at half an hour there,or else it will be super unglam for me.After that,I woke Jia Hui up and Jia Hui woke Wei Qing up.I was blur for a moment,I asked Jia Hui,'Why need to wake Wei Qing up?'Jia Hui replied,'I also don't know,just wake her up.'.So in the end,I disturbed them from their sleep.

We sat down,watched television programme,chit-chat and ate Jia Hui's birthday cake(Blueberry cheese cake)made by her sister and mother.It was simply delicious and I really loved it to the max! :)

After eating,we rotted at the sofa for a while before I headed home with Jiejie.The moment I reached home,rested for a moment and went to do some paper stuff all the way until 4plus.At 4plus,Jia Hui,Wei Qing and Nico came over to my place for a while as Jia Hui took some books while Nico came to look for me before heading down to work.

We went over to Loyang Point to buy some drinks.After much dicussion,Nico and I decided to take cab down to Serangoon MRT station as if we take bus down,we will be super late.So we sent Jia Hui and Wei Qing a lift home before heading down to Serangoon.

After we reached Serangoon,we went to meet up with the working cliques.After that,we walked to Serangoon Bus interchange and took bus down to workplace.We kinda of alighted at the wrong stop and ended up looking for the place in the rain.Although every single one of us caught in the rain,but I think we enjoyed ourselves runninng here and there in the rain.

Supposingly I booked 4 trolleys from Darren but company only gave us 3 trolleys today as our sales wasn't very good for the past few days.So instead of working with only Nico today,I worked with Nico and Edmund.

I had a great time working together with Edmund and Nico.I believed today we really put in a lot of our effort in doing today job and we went to a total of 4 blocks.Today we really worked like siao,but we enjoyed it.Throughout the journey,we were like laughing at every single thing that we can laugh about.Although it sounds that we are a bit screw loosen up there,but we were not,we were just trying to bring the atmosphere up.Today we sold a total of 11 boxes.Well done guys! :) We will work together more and earn more money together! :)

After working,we waited for Nico to end her conversation with Shunquan before leaving the area there.So we were like following Shunquan and his friend to the bus stop but after checking at the bus stop,Shunquan told us that we were at the wrong direction,so the whole group of us make a U-turn and went to the opposite bus stop instead.Our working cliques took bus 315 back to Serangoon MRT station,each of us take two seats.During the whole journey,I did not mention a word at all,just say down there silently.

After we reached Serangoon MRT station,Nico wanted to go fellowship with them but I decided not to,as I was kinda of tired.So Nico and I took bus 81 back to Tampines.A long ride,Nico took the time to sleep in the bus,while I sat there doing my own stuff.

After alighted at Tampines,took bus 3 home,unpacked my stuff,bathe,and here am I blogging away.

Alright,I shall end my post here.Hmmm,I won't be uploading photos today as I am too lazy to upload.Sorry.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-28T02:46:00.007+08:00

Hmmm,it has been 2 days since I last updated my public blog.At the same time,I realised that I'm updating my private blog every single day but not my public blog.Oh man,I must really start updating both my blogs regularly.

For the past 2 days,what have I been doing?Oh my goodness,I can't really remember,short term memory le.Oh,I remember already.For the past 2 days,I have been spending most of my time with my relatives.From my start of the holidays till now,I did not really get the chance to fellowship with my relatives as my holidays first started,some of my cousins were still having lessons in school,at the same time,really worked alot.But thank God for the time that He had given me to spend with my relatives. :)

We did not have cell group meeting today because our beloved sisters in christ,Grace and Stephanie,went for water baptism! :) My dear bf and ah girl,I'm so proud of the both of you,once again,Congrats!!! :) This is a new walk with God,continue to do mightier things for Him and be living testimonals! :) Jiayouu!! :) Frankly speaking,I'm super super inspired by them! :) I also want!But it will take a long time for my turn to come,but I am willing to wait! :) I know it is only a matter of time that my turn will come,I am very excited for the day to arrive! :)

After water baptism service,we went for a quick fellowship at the Kopitam there.After that,some of us left for service first as time was running out.We were still late for service for about 5 to 10 minutes.Service was awesome,the word was inspiring! :) 9 'P's!!! :) I really love the word alot,thank you Pastor Kong! :)

After service,headed down to Tampines 1 for fellowship.I feel so much better after having a group briefing once again! :) The feeling is amazing! :) I just can't expressed it out! :)

Hmmm,we played game after eating.Although we only manage to play for a short while due to the time,but I believe every single one of us enjoyed ourselves during the game! :)

After fellowshipping,waited for Nigel at Tampines bus interchange with the 4 beautiful sisters,Mei Juan,Stephanie,Grace and Nico.Unknowingly,Nico kinda of fallen asleep while waiting.After Nigel arrived,Nico,Nigel and I headed down to my aunt's place for steamboat.It was a relatives gathering! :) I had a great time there,talking rubbish with my relatives! :)

After that,I told my uncle to send me instead of waiting for my dad as I was kinda of tired.Anyway,thanks uncle! :)

Alright,I know it has been a long time since I last posted photos.Hmmm,since I had the cable with me today,I shall upload some photos.

Photos time! :)

Above are some of the pictures that were taken this afternoon during and after water baptism service.There are more,but I'm too lazy to upload all of it.I will upload it up in facebook instead.Check it out in facebook! :)

The second part of the pictures were taken last sunday,when I went to Sentosa with my cliques.I have others,but is my solo pictures.So I will upload in facebook instead of here.So,do check up on my facebook account! :)

Thank you for everything you had done for me! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

It has been a long time since I last ton.Hmmm,tonight shall be the night that I shall ton again.Hmmm,went to work in the evening earlier on.I tag with Jermaine,Nico and Nigel came with us to 'disturb'.Many things happened while working,but manage to earser it off with all the jokes that the 4 of us had.

Hmmm,I will decided to ton tonight because I will be going down to my cousin,Nico,school later to accompany her to take her PSLE results.I will be meeting her quite early,so I decided not to sleep for the night,and spend some time ton-ing.

I want to take this chance to thank God for everything that He had given me all this while.Thank God for giving me the time to spend with my members and cousins.Thank God for strength all this while through working.Thank God for memories that He had given me.Thank God for financial blessing through working.Thank God for love and care.

Thank you for coming down just to send me home and make sure I'm safe always.Thank you for making the effort to come all the way down to where I am despite on having a long day outside.Thank you so much! :) I will never forget all the love and care that you had showered me with.Thank you so much! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-24T03:01:00.002+08:00

If one day I decided to go to a place far far away,will you wait for me to return?
If one day I decided to hide myself from everything,will you come and look for me?
If one day I decided to put everything down and run away,will you run with me?
If one day I decided to out a stop to everything,will you join me in it or you will stop me?
If one day you found me crying by the roadside,will you stop by and comfort me?
If one day you found me alone by the beach,will you come and accompany me?

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-23T02:34:00.002+08:00

I don't know,this few days,can't really sleep in the night.Whenever it is time for me to sleep in the night,many thoughts will run through my mind and keep me awake.Unknowingly,I slept at 5plus last night because of all the thoughts that came rushing to my mind.I don't know how to describe the thoughts,both negative and positive thoughts.

This few days,has really been spending more of time working at outside.Yesterday woke at Tampines,today work at Jurong West.Hmmm,sales wasn't that good,but manage to earn a bit.Hmmm,I seriously need another job badly.I need money badly,I own alot of people money and birthday presents.Oh man,I need money badly.

Hmmm,this few days,manage to spend some time with my cousins.Although my cousins are still young,but afterall,they are just a bunch of kids that like to joke about.Hmmm,having chit-chat sessions with them are really a nice one as you can get to know them more and know what they are planning or trying to do.I really want to take this chance and thank God for giving the time
to spend with my cousins despite on my busy time.Thank God! :)

Thank you for sending me to work and home every single day :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-22T01:22:00.002+08:00

Unknowingly,this is my 400 post for this blog.Phew,what a long long day today.I woke up at 11am this morning just to get myself ready for Sentosa Trip with Esther,Wei Qing,Jia Hui,Fionna and Sabrina.And of course,be my brother free alarm clock.

I left home at 12plus,reaching meeting point,White Sands,at 12.51pm.And amazingly,I was the earliest and the only one on time,the rest of them all late.After everyone had arrived,we headed down to Sentosa by train.Wanted to go to Sentosa staight by went to Vivomart first to get some drinks.

We decided to go to Palawan Beach but when we reached there that time,there wasn't any wave.So we headed to Siloso Beach(I don't know if I spell it right anot).There was so much better.I really had a great time there playing with the water and splashing of water :) We played all the way to 6plus,then went to bathe and get changed.We stayed in the toilet for more than an hour to get every single one of us to be ready.Before leaving Sentosa,took some group photos.

After Sentosa,we headed down to Bugis for our dinner.Wanted to have our meal at Just Asia,but due to the time,we went to Pastamania instead.After eating,wanted to go and buy a cup of bubble tea from Koi but the shop had already closed.So instead of drinking Koi,I drank Starbucks instead.Oh man,super addicted to Starbucks,had really been spending quite alot of my money on Starbucks.

After buying Starbucks,took bus 12 back to Pasir Ris.It was a super super long ride for me,I don't know why,I just felt this way.Alighted at Downtown East and took bus 3 home.

Sorry for not being able to spend my night with you girls,other time bah,it seems to be the wrong day today.

I was kinda of shocked when I knew that you and your cliques were at Sentosa too.But luckily,both our cliques,did not manage to see each other,or I believe the both of us will feel very
weird.Sorry arh,I know that you and your cliques were waiting at the MRT station for me,but I
decided to take bus instead.So sorry towards you and your cliques.Anyway,thank you for coming down to meet me at Pasir Ris all by yourself.Thank you for just that 45 minutes for your time.

-lynlonelygurl-

Joke of the day :)

2010-11-21T02:04:00.002+08:00

I had a real long day today.At first wanted to go down to Gongshang Primary School the fun fair there to support my dear cousin,Nico,as she was selling some stuff there.In the end,I did not go over as I was super exhausted.Dear Nico,so sorry for not being able to keep my promise to you and go down to support you.I promise you,this thing will never happen again :) So sorry.

Woke up at like 12pm and was rushing out my stuff like mad as I don't want to be late for Cell Group Meeting! :) Thank God,I managed to reach like 5 minutes earlier then the starting time.Cell Group Meeting was awesome,presence of God was there,Word was super powerful! :) I really love it to the max! :)

After cell group meeting,headed down to Expo for weekend service.I was kinda of looking forward to that place as I wasn't there last week due to NP camp.Pastor Phil was simply awesome! :) Astmosphere was great,I was impacted by the word of God! :)

After service,went to Tampines 1 to fellowship.Combined fellowship with E526&E149 :) Fellowshipped all the way to 10.30pm,then headed down to cousin's place with beloved Nigel :) Slacked at aunt house downstair at the way until it was time for Nigel to go home.I then went up to aunt's place to look for my family members.Stayed there till 1plus,after that,here I am,blogging away at home :)

How am I supposed to describe my true feelings today?Disappointed?Upset?I did not choose for my eye to be like that,I never expected my eye to be like that too.This is not what I want and this is not what I'm asking or ever looking for.Do you guys have to be like this?It might be funny for the first few times,but,come on,I'm a human.I have feelings too.Did you considered how I feel?Do you guys even bother how I feel?Unknowingly,I became the joke of the day.You guys had a great time laughing out,but for your information,I'm hurt...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-11-18T17:15:00.002+08:00

Alright,I don't know how should I start my post.Hmmm,an off day for me.My working cliques and I decided to give ourselves an off day after what took place yesterday.It kinda of affected my partner,Leeling,and my mood.We decided o give ourselves a break today and have a good rest at home.Hmmm,I suppose Leeling went back to her dreamland again.

Recently,I have really been checking on Ginny and Wei Xiang's blog.Such a sweet and loving couple,yet it somehow ended.I feel so sorry for them.I just kept tearing by reading both of their blogs.Maybe I'm too emotional,but Wei Xiang is really super sweet towards Ginny.I believe all the readers that read their blogs,agree with me.Wei Xiang,stay strong,I believe Ginny want you to be strong.Jiayouu :)

After reading both of their blogs,I decided.I will not go into a relationship for the time being until I find such a good,sweet and tiongxim boyfriend like Wei Xiang.

At the meantime,I will spend most of my time,seeking the face of God,spending more time with the members as well as my studies.As for relationship,I will throw it aside and concentrate on God first.I want to seek His kingdom first! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

I will not go into a relationship for the time being until I find a tiongxim one.To those of you out there(you know who you are),try harder.Until you think that you are almost like him,then come find me.

2010-11-16T01:15:00.003+08:00

Ok,I'm officially back from MIA.During this period of time,y the grace of God,I know myself much better.I managed to know what I really want and what am I expecting for.At the same time,I also manage to spend more time with some of the members through working.I also manage to spend more time with my family and relatives.I really want to take this chance and thank God for giving me this time to spend more time with my loved ones.During this period of time,I faced many problems with my personal feelings.But thank God for Him,I managed to walk out of every single problems because He hold my hand and walked with me through the valley of deaths.If not for Him,I think I will have given up hope on myself during this tough time.Thank God for everything that He had given me and placed in my life.

Alright,I shall update about my condition.I just came back from camp yesterday and by the grace of God,I'm promoted to the next rank(sgt).I paid a very high price for it,and that was my left eye.During the camp,I injured my left eye and it was hurt badly.I went to the hospital this afternoon to do a x-ray on my eye.Ms Soh accompanied me there.Thanks Ms Soh for accompaning me there and sending me home.Doctor said that there is internal bleeding in the wound as the bone was rubbed against my flesh.It will take quite some time for full recovery.I'm praying hard for a speedy recovery in my eye.But no worries guys,doctor gave me some medicines to stop the swelling.

Alright,I shall stop here,goodnight readers :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-25T16:27:00.002+08:00

Recently,too many things had happened to me or on me.I think it is really time for me to sit down and think through over all of it.

I will be on MIA from my blogs.Can contact me through phone,but I might not reply.I need a rest.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-25T02:45:00.001+08:00

I woke up at 11plus on Saturday.Went to do my stuff and headed down to Expo to meet Min Qi Mummy for bible study lesson.While walking in to the hall,saw Daniel.So the three of us,chatted and walked in together.

When we reached the hall,Mummy and I chose a spot and gave me bs.After bs,Mummy went to Conference Room 3 to get everything ready with the other cell group leaders for the prayer meeting afte that.While I went over to Expo MRT station to meet up with Jermaine 公主,Saunder and Nico.After meeting up with them,brought them to Conference Room 3.Waited outside for a moment then went into the room.

Prayer Meeting was awesome,Pastor MJ laid hands! :) Presence of God was there! :) Thanks Pastor MJ! :) You are simply awesome! :) It is really my blessing to be in your zone! :)

After Prayer Meeting,we went to the hall and booked seats for the remaining members who were not there yet.Service 2 started at 5.30pm sharp.Praise&Worship was super awesome! :) I enojyed that a lot.Pastor Tan's word was amazing,I enjoyed his words alot.Thank God and Pastor Tan! :)

After service,had briefing there.After briefing,E527 headed down to Bugis to fellowship.Jermaine 公主and I accompanied Nico to buy her food.Jermaine 公主and I ate a bowl of dessert each as we did not have much appetite while Nico had 4 bowls of cold desserts,1 bowl of hot dessert and a plate of fried prawn noodles for her dinner.After eating,we went to shop for abt half an hour at Bugis Street,sisters one group,brothers one group.After that,it was photo time! :) We took many photos using Ruiyi's camera.We also took some emo photos.We took photos until 11plus.Then Saunder,Clarence,Grace and I train-ed back to east area.Grace alighted at Bedok,Saunder alighted at Tanah Merah while Clarence and I alighted at Tampines.

Daddy came to fetch me,then went to Bedok with parents and brother as they haven eat yet.After eating,headed back home.By the time I reached home,it was already 1plus.Off to bed only at 2plus,close to 3am.

On Sunday,I woke up at 8plus.Immediately went to rush out my stuff and headed over to Danil's place to pass him the card that was from E527 :) After that,bus-ed down to Expo to accompany Leeling 公主to go for Service 3.Sitted together with E526.

After service,chit-chatted at foyer 3 for quite some time then headed down to Bedok to buy the steamboat dishes.Marcus,Jermaine and Nico went over to Bedok and meet us.In the end,only Marcus,Grace,Nico and I shopped for the dishes while Jermaine and Leeling 公主went to KFC as Jermaine 公主could not take the smell.After paying for the dishes,we took cab to Joses place as time was running out and it was raining.Marcus,Grace and Leeling 公主shared a cab while Nico,Jermaine 公主and I shared another cab.

Right aftr we reached Joses place,helped the sisters with the food.I had a great time handling the food with the sisters! :) We only started eating at 3plus.We ate and played games at the same time.We ate all the way to 6plus.Then went to the living room to play 有种说当然.In the process of playing,had slight fever.We played at the while to 7pm as Joses had to rush off to work.We really enjoyed ourselves playing.

After that,talked to Mummy for a while with Jermaine公主and Leeling公主.After talking,some of them played guitar while the rest of us sang worship songs.We stayed at Joses place until 9plus.Then Mummy,Jermaine,Grace,Leeling,Nico and I headed to Tampines interchange.After that,headed to look for one of my friend at Tampines area.

Reached home at 2plus,off to bed at 3plus close to 4am.

Thank you for accompaning me to Expo today morning and gave me a bottle of drink.Thank you for trying to cheer me up by in vain.Thank you for sending me home.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-22T19:11:00.002+08:00

Today woke up late for school.I was supposed to wake up at 6am,but I woke up at 6.30am instead.After waking up,went to shower immediately,then daddy sent me to school as he don't have to fetch students today due to PSLE marking days.On the way to school,daddy fetched Alicia,Joy and Huining to school from the bus stop too as they were on the way to school too.

School went on as per normal.First 2 lessons,check the mark script and did 2 different surveys.I was super disappointed with my marks.After checking the marks and doing the surveys,chatted with Suryani Jie.I had a great time chatting with her and I enjoyed it to the max! :)

After chatting,we had our recess break.Chit-chat with Alicia,Joy and Ke Xin.After that,went back to class.Something happened,but we still have to arrange the tables and chairs as 2A1 classroom will be used for 'O' level examinations.

After arranging the classroom stuff,we went to the hall for two different talks.One of them is from one of our senior that graduated in the year of 2001.She came to tell us about her business and shared with us about her journey for becoming a boss.I seriously find that she is a very strong lady,with strong determination and perseverance.I'm seriously very proud to have a senior like her.Ohya,do support her in her business,the website is http://www.stirringhearts.com.sg :)

After the first talk by my senior,we had a talk about our skin care,from Simple.During the talk,students from 2A1 that were sitting at the back,really talked a lot of craps.But,I indeed learnt something from Simple.After that,Simple gave us a sample of the facial tissues.Each person is only allowed to take one packet of it,but 2A1 students who were sitting at the back,most of them took more than one packet.I also took more than one packet.

After the talk,we went for a break before npcc training.Went for npcc training.We did not do much this training,we only had PT(Physical Training) and games.We had a great time playing with one another.But,I do have some opinion about the games.Ok,I'm not pinning points or fingers at anyone,but I'm just saying what I think.So don't get offended in one way or another.I personally find that everyone of us,should have more sportsmanship.It is only a game,there isn't a need to get so worked up over it.Chill,relax! :) Anyway,I had fun playing with you guys! :) Thank you for the fun! :)

During the game,there was some problems that happened.I'm very curious to know what happened,but after an incident,I decided not to ask about it and not to bother about it anymore.I just did what I can as a friend,out of concern,I went forward and asked you whether are you okay anot.You did not answered me back and you even stared at me.Eh,come on,I'm just showing concern to you as a squadmate,as a friend.If you don't want to answer,then just don't answer.Is there a need to give me that stare?I don't own you anything or what,I'm just trying to show concern to you.Since you do not want to appreciate what I'm doing,then forget it.I'm not that desperate to know what took place.Anyway,I won't be laying a single hand in this matter anymore.If any problems occur again,you guys will have to solve it on your own.I'm not bothering about it anymore.

After training,headed straight home.Rested for a while,then went to bathe.After bathing,decided to blog,so here am I.

Alright,shall stop here,will be going to my brother's friend's place to slack.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

Alright,just another short post.

In life,we can't please or make every single human beings happy or like who we are.This is normal,this is all by nature.I would prefer that every single one just be who you are,and not because of one person or a special group of people,then change who you are.Come on,think about it,if you change yourself just because you want to make this particular person or a speical group of people to like you,you might be able to fit in that group,but at the same time,you are driving your other groups of friends outside away from you.The reason is simple,you are no longer who you are anymore.So my advice to all my readers out there,no matter who do not like you or have problems with you,do not be shaken by them.Always remember that you are who you are,you are not given birth to ask every single one in the world to like you.Afterall,a true friend is someone that accept you of who you are and not someone that expect you to change this and that.All the best to my readers! :) Jiayouu!! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-21T16:02:00.002+08:00

Phew,had a long long day in school today.Started the day with PE lesson.We did not ran today,as it was still drizzling.We stayed at the Indoor Sports Hall,level 1 for PE.We started off with warm up(standard for us).After that,we played game as it was the last PE lesson of the year.Most of us did not really played,just sat down there and see the rest of them played.Alright,standard,I did not play,I was one of them who sat down and eye-power them.It seems quite fun but you won't know how fun it is unless you played it.

After PE lesson,we went to change first as teacher had not arrived yet.But the time we reached classroom,Mr Lim was already there.He wanted to give up watch 'Fighting Spiders'.But while loading the video,he somehow lost some of our classmates examinations script,mainly those who went for NCC yesterday.Instead of watching the video,we talked about the scripts.

Half an hour had past and it was time for recess.It seems quite weird during recess,everyone was quite silent,it seems that there wasn't any topic to talk about.But Alicia managed to come out with a topic to talk about and that was how do we think we can get for our Geography papers.

After recess,we had Geography lesson instead of Home Economics/Design&Technology.Mr Ng gave us back our papers.I was super disappointed with my grades,as I expected for higher marks than the one that I got back.But thank God for Mr Ng,he managed to squeeze out half a mark for my paper,resulting that I get a grade B instead of a grade C.Thank God and Mr Ng! :)

After geography,we went for Chinese lesson.Since we had already gone through the papers,our Chinese teacher gave us watched movie instead.We watched 'Nezha'.While watching,Jolene and I were texting away.After the first episode,we watched Mr Bean as we still had some time left.We had a great time laughing out with one another.

After Chinese lesson,went back to class for Science papers.Ms Chan gave us back our Science papers.I was kinda of relieved after getting back the papers,although the marks wasn't very high,but thank God,I managed to pass the paper.Thank God for His grace and wisdom! :)

After school,headed back home.

Overall,thank God for the day and my results that He gave me! :)

Ohya,for the time being,I won't be uploading any photos or pictures as I don't have any cable that allows my phone to be connected to the laptop.After I get the cable already,I will start to upload photos or pictures.

Friendship among us isn't a smooth path now,but with God,I'm sure we will be able to overcome it! :)

I still miss you badly and the time we used to share.I seems to have forgotten all about you,but just to let you know,I never once had forgotten about you.

Thank you for your morning call and your morning messages,you brighten up my day! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-20T19:51:00.003+08:00

Well,I wanted to update blog earlier this afternoon,but brother was using the laptop,so I wanted for my turn to use the laptop in the room.While waiting for him to finish using,I fallen asleep in the room.So,did not manage to update blog until now.

School started at 8.20am today,as usual,only went to the parade ground at 8.30++.The whole of Secondary 1 to 3 students sat at the parade ground till 9plus as teachers' meeting only ended at that time.Time table were as usual as before.First lesson was Maths.Ms Tan returned us back our papers.I managed to pass the maths paper for SA2 overall,but the marks wasn't my target at all.After that,had Literature.Ms Jumiah returned us back our papers.I was kinda of okay with the paper as I expected to fail the paper,but thank God,I managed to pass Literature paper.

After Literature,we had recess.We had Chinese lesson after that.Chinese teacher returned us back our papers.I was super disappointed with my grades.Chinese grades are dropping but manage to pass.I'm super super disappointed with my Chinese results.We had History lesson after that.Mr Halim returned us back our History paper.Just as I expected,I failed my History paper.I never expected that I only failed my History paper by 1 mark.I expected to fail badly for my History paper.Seriously,thank God.After giving out the papers to us,we had another 2 more periods of History.Mr Halim gave us watched movie.Bernard and Kai Xin was talking to each other in Hoikken behind me.It was super funny,had a great time laughing at them,but can't feel the happiness in my heart at all.

Supposingly,we should have Independent Studies.But Mr Lim won't be in school tomorrow as he will be bringing his class out for Post-Exam activities so he took the 30 minutes and gave us back our papers.Same old thing,super disappointed with myself for getting this kind of grades.I totally forget to mention,received Home Economics paper back too.I was quite shocked to receive the paper,I never expected that I will pass the paper as during the paper,I just wrote all that was on my mind that was related to the question.Thank God that I managed to pass my Home Economics paper.

After school,went to staff room and returned Ms Nadiah back all the Home Economics paper.Headed right home after that.

Overall,I want to thank God for my SA2 results.Although I failed my History paper,but without His wisdom,grace and mercy,I won't be able to pass those papers.Thank God! :)

Miss the time that we had previously.

Ohya,forget to mention!Thanks arh,yesterday early in the morning,come all the way to my house downstair and pass me a green pen as you know that my green pen spoil.After passing it to me,you went home.Thanks arh,for making the effort to come down to Pasir Ris from Bedok Reservoir just to pass me one green pen and go back to Bedok Reservoir after passing it to me.Thank you very much,really love you to the max! :)

-Lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-19T17:05:00.001+08:00

I found a nice blogskin and decided to change it as it has been a long time since I last changed my blogskin.

Although school ended early,but I don't sense the happiness in me.I feel weird.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-18T23:11:00.003+08:00

Yesterday around 7plus,left home and went to Downtown East bus stop and waited for Nico.She super cute,meet me at 7.30pm,and yet she only arrived at 8.30pm.After she had arrived,we walked to Pasir Ris beach as I was kinda of feeling down due to some issues.

The moment we reached there,we were kinda of feeling super high instead of down.In the end,we went high at there.Sat by the beach at the way till 9.30pm.After that,we headed to Cup Walker and I bought a cup of pearl mik tea.After that,headed to KFC with Nico as she needed to help her sister and mum to buy food.The moment she reached there,she joined the queue.When it was her turn to buy,the staff told her that what she wanted to buy had already sold out.In the end,Nico went to 7-11 and bought cookies and puffs.

After buying,we took bus 3.At first,I wanted to alight at Tampines Junior College bus stop,but Nico was too lazy to alight,so we took bus 3 all the way to Tampines interchange.Just as I was about to alight from the bus at interchange,Jermaine 公主called me.She talked to me all the way until I reached Tampines coffee shop.公主,thank you for chatting with me on the phone and sharing with me all your stuff.I enjoyed myself talking to you very much.I'm looking forward to more of it! :)

After I hung the call with Jermaine 公主,accompanied both my brothers to wait for Nico to finish her food.After eating,Nico,both my brothers and I headed to the playground to wait for my dad to come and fetch us.While waiting,Nico saw her sister and went back home with her sister.Anna Jiejie and Angie came down to talk to us,after they had gone to the ATM machine.

Not long later,Daddy arrived.So we went back home together.On the way home,chatted with Nico on the line.Chatted quite a lot with her.Off to bed at 2plus.

Today woke up at 9plus,as had a doctor appointment at 11am.Instead of going there by ourselves,daddy sent us there.After consulting the doctor,on the way to the foodcourt that time,saw Wei Yan.Both of us were shocked to see each other there.

After eating,headed down to AMK instead of Bugis as Leeling 公主 not feeling well.In the end,only Jermaine 公主and I went out together.We went to watch Takers.It is a movie with no ending,Jermaine 公主and I rated 3 out of 5.

After watching,Jermaine 公主and AMK central as the both of us were freezing.We wanted to drink bubble tea from Koi,but the queue was super long.In the end,we headed to The Dessert House and have dessert.The both of us had Mango Paradise.It was super nice to drink! :) It is highly recommanded to all of you! :)

After that,Nico arrived.We headed to Yishun,Northpoint and slack.It was an enjoyable trip and really had a great time laughing.I enjoyed my trip with the group of them and I'm looking forward to the next one! :)

After that,Nico and I headed to Bishan and took the circle line back to Paya Lebar.After alighting at Paya Lebar,we took East West line and alighted at Tampines.Nico walked back home from there while I took bus home from there.Thank you for accompany-ing me home! :) I enjoyed the trip with you! :)

I miss your message..
I miss your call..
I miss the time when we were close..
I miss you..

Thank you for stalking me all the way from Outram Park to AMK,from AMK to Yishun,from Yishun to Tampines! :)
Thank you for coming out only when I'm alone! :) Love you to the max! <3>

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-17T16:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was a real long day for me.I don't know if I should end the day with a smile or a sad face?

I woke up at 10plus,went to do my stuff.I left home at 12plus.Looking at the time,I was afraid that I might be late for CGM,so decided to take a cab down to Joses's place.Right after I boarded the cab,received a message from Min Qi saying that CGM timing changed.As I was already in the cab,so jus took it down to Joses's place.When I reached there,nobody was there yet,so I decided to wait downstair.I bought a bottle of green tea and waited at the table there.Not long later,Min Qi,Mei Juan and Angela arrived.Min Qi and I went up to Joses's place first while Angela and Mei Juan went to buy their drinks.

After quite some time,all the members arrived and CGM started.A short sermon but a powerful word.Thank Min Qi Mummy! :)

After CGM,Mei Juan,Angela and I shared cab and headed down to Expo Hall 8 for CIC.We were late for a few minutes.Lesson was awesome,was really impacted by Pastor Jimmy!Thank Pastor Jimmy! :)

After CIC,saw Sun.Then we decided to take a photo with Sun(picture is at the top).After taking photo,went to the toilet to do my lens,as my lens causes some problem to my eyes.Decided to change my purple lens to my blue lens.The blue lens for my left eye was too dry,so did not manage to be it in,plus tt eye was really red.So only put the blue lens for my right eye.Not long after I stepped into the Hall,right eye kept on tearing.So decided to take it out and not wear it.

Service 2 was awesome! :) Pastor Kong preached! :) Love it to the max!Pastor Kong's sermon

was simply awesome,was greatly impacted by it! :) Thanks Pastor Kong,love you to the max! :)

After Service,celebrated Serene's birthday in the Hall.Anyway,Happy advanced 15th Birthday! :) After celebrating,went to Tampines 1 rooftop to fellowship.I enjoyed myself very much fellowshipping with Ah Pang,Leeling,Jermaine,Marcus and Clarence.Thanks Ah Pang for all the 'education'. :)

After that,celebrated Xianbi's 20th birthday there! :)

After fellowship,stood outside Bakerzin and spend time with E527,E526 and E149 :) Spent quite some time talking to Min Qi Mummy.

Mummy,Jiayouu!!! :) I know it is not easy for you now,but tough times don't last,but tough man does! :) Jiayouu Mummy,I will always be by your side and I know that you can overcome it! :) Jiayouu,I will always be praying for you! :)

Accompanied Kaisheng and Grace to wait for their bus,spent quite some time talking to Kaisheng and I enjoyed it.After that,took bus 293 with Clarence and Nico to playground to wait for my father to come and fetch me home.During the waiting period,some quite some time fellowshipping with Nico.Nico,we shall have more if it! :)

Father came at 2plus,reached home at 3plus.Off to bed only at 4plus.

I miss those times

when we used to talk to each other

on the phone throughout the nights

with all kinds of topic.

Everything between us seems to be changing.

I feel that we are drfting apart from one another...

I miss those times.....

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-10-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

Alright,after 1 month and 4 days,it is time for me to step out and update my dead blog.A blog which has lesser and lesser tags :(

I wanted to update my blog earlier this morning,after my last paper.But last night,received news that there will be training today.So went for training(although I did not want to go at all,as I had already arranged my appointment) and as a result,did not managed to update my blog.

Anyway,so sorry Nigel,did not manage to keep my promise today and go down to your area and look for you.I'm so sorry,as I have to attend training as tests are conducted.So sorry,will make up to you other day! :)

After 3 weeks of studying studying and studying,End-Of-Year examinations has finally come to an end.I feel kinda of relieved but worried for my papers too.But,thank God for his wisdom and strength,I did not face much problem with most of the papers.PTL! :)

During this period of time,I faced quite a lot of friendship problems.I realised that no matter how close a friend is to you,someday or somehow,she will kinda of backstab you from the back and acting like a kind soul in front of you.In another words,two-faced.Friendship problems allow me to have a clearer view of people around me.Friendship problem also taught me that not all friends around you are kind souls,not everyone like who you are.

After much thinking,I decided that I don't want to treat someone better than others,I will treat everyone equally,won't better to you or others just because you are a close friend of mine.So,all the links on my blog,will just have their names(except for some,will add the relationship at the back).I will decided to do so,it mainly because of two reasons.One of them is the friendship problems that I faced recently.The other one is because of someone's blog.I kinda of get offended by the way she link-ed her people,her friends.Of course,I won't be metioning the name.

No photos will be uploaded today,do not have the mood and lazy to upload.Will upload on the next post :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-09-11T04:30:00.000+08:00

Woah,it has been a long time since I last blogged.Hmmm,can't really find proper time and computer to blog.Hmmm,I had already decided.I shall not raked up the past and mention about the past.

This period of time without blogging,isn't an awesome one for me.Life wasn't as happy as before,life wasn't as easy as before.Over all this while,had really been through a tough time,but thank God,I'm still alive.Over all this while,I won't dare to say that I had grown a lot more mature then before as I personally felt that,I'm still not suitable to use the word 'mature' to describe my character.I'm still far away from the word 'mature'.

At times I really wonder why God chose to put me through so many tough times in my life.But as times go by,I really began to realise that God chose to put me through tough times for a reason,He won't put me through tough times without a reason.At times,I might not really know the exact reason why God put me in tough situation,but I believe and know that He has His reason.I believe that God put me through tough times,He will be there with me,to go through all that I'm going through.

All this while,I really made a lot of mistake and had really learnt a lot of valuable lessons.Although the lessons are free,but I had to pay a price for every lesson.The price that I paid,wasn't an easy one but I manage to pay for it with the help of my Heavenly Father,beloved friends,beloved brothers and sisters in christ.
Rising up to be a CGC,is one of the greatest glory in my life.I want to take this chance to thank God for giving me a chance to start a fresh new page and giving my beloved Cell Group Leader,Min Qi,a vision for me to be a leader.Thank God for giving me a chance to share the love that He had for me with others more.

I really want to thank God for sending beautiful angels into my life to guide me through my journey.Without God and all this beautiful angels in my life,I won't be standing here and I surely won't be who I am today.Beautiful angels like E527 and my cliques really stood by my side.E527 is really awesome and amazing and I'm proud to be part of it! :)
E527,lets fight all the way to Heaven as a whole cell group and continue to do greater things for God!Jiayouu! :)

GRACE CHEW!Specially for you only!
Ah Girl arh,thank you for being part of my life and making a difference in my life.Over all this while,I really felt very loved by you.You really treated me like a close sister,showering me with love and care like nobody business.Just take recently and say,you really go and take the extra mile and stayed by my side when I felt downcast.Beside from others(I suppose you know who are they),you are really the one that stood by my side most of my darkest moment.You never fail to stand by my side and encourage me up.All that you had done for me,can't see by all,but I seen it.Thank you so much for being an awesome sister(Ah Girl),and just want to let you know that,I'm really very blessed by you and I really love you to the max! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Photos time! :) Enjoy! :)

God bless you guys! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-08-01T02:54:00.002+08:00

Heyheyhey readers! :) so sorry for not update after such a long long long long long long long time! :( I know its so unlike me for not updating my blog.So sorry.No worries guys,I'm fine.Hmmm,I wanted very much to update my blog many times,but just could not find a 'proper' computer and the right time to update my blog.But no worries,how I felt for some days,I had already saved my feelings in my handphone.So once I have found the computer and time,I will update my blog.But I will back-date my post.

Anyway,all the best to my readers and God bless you guys! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-06-16T14:36:00.002+08:00

12 days had past since my last post.I will said that for the past 12 days,it has not been an easy one for me.But I want to thank God for showing mercy to me,and taking over all control in my life.

MON(14/06/10)
I woke up at 6plus and went for Np training.It was also my first day going back to school during my June Holidays.I was hoping that I don't need to go back to school during the June holidays,but due to training,I have to.Training was kinda of relax for me.This was one of the best training in the whole of my Np training since Sec 1.As I was in the reserved for the fancy drill,I just sat there and see them trained.Ms Soh saw us and took us for a ride in her car.The 'us' meaning,Desiree,Syafiqah and me.Ms Soh went to Tampines NPC while we waited for her in her car.We did lots of things in the car.We chatted like nobody business,explore her car,played with her soft toy doggie,tell ghost story and of course,sleep in the car.It was really good to sleep in the car as the aircon is really cold and the weather is cold too.We went back to school at 11plus.Thanks Ms Soh,for bringing us out of school during training time and the free ride.

At 12plus,I took my test,amazing I passed my test and was promoted.Thank God for that.After taking test,headed home alone.On the way back,many thoughts came to my mind.Stayed at home for the whole day.

TUE(15/06/10)
Woke up at 11plus,I was late!!!Rushed out my stuff and went out to meet up with the cliques.We headed to Sentosa to celebrate Esther birthday.Due to some reasons,I was emo-ing on the way there.When we reached there,I put all the things that was bothering me aside and played well with my cliques.After bathing and such,when we were walking back to Vivo to take train to airport to fetch Qifeng,was emo-ing again.But overall,it was a fruitful and enjoyable day.After fetching Qifeng,did not stay behind and accompany her with the members,because parents want me to be home.Afterall,thanks guys,for the day! :)

WED(16/06/10)
Happy Birthday Esther! :) May all your wishes come true! :) Spending my day with Pastor MJ Zone,because there will be a BBQ! :) I believe it will be a day of memories! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

Should I give up on you?More and more people are liking you,even the one who is closest to me.

2010-06-04T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hey readers,I'm here to update my blog!So sorry for not updating my blog for such a long period of time,so sorry.

Anyway,it has been a real tough time for me during this period of time.I faced many problems in my life,be it family or friends.But i really want to take this chance to thank all my beloved one for standing by my side and going through thick and thin with me.Thank you so much guys! :) I love you guys and I will never forget all the things that you guys had been doing for me and of course,encouraging me with your words.Thank you once again..

-lynlonelygurl-

It is time for me to put an end to everything,including my past.I don't think I will be able to do so.I'm badly hurt by you.

2010-05-21T20:26:00.003+08:00

Hey readers,I'm currently at Jia Hui's place,updating my blog.I guess is from my previous post,that people are tagging at my chatbox.Although is only three of them,but I'm really glad that 3 is better than nothing.Don't worry guys,I will be fine as time pass.Don't worry about me.

Today is quite a long day for me.School as per normal.In the late morning,don't know what took place,all of a sudden had fever.And the worst thing is that,there is still training in the afternoon and sec 4 are having their POP(passing out parade).So despite on having the fever,I still went for training,but was in the shelter all the while.Actually I went for training because of someone that I wanted to support.But the sad thing is that,I did not see her there at that time.I was kinda of disappointed but did not mention anything at all.Anyway,thank you to all my beloved Sec 4 Cadet Leaders.We can become who we are today,you guys have a part to play.Thank you guys for giving us hell and memories at the same time.Thank you to all and all the best.

After that,had a long photo taking session.It was kinda of cool but I wasn't feeling well,so did not really enjoyed it as much as the others do.But never mind,its okay.

Alright,I shall stop here today.I won't be uploading photos today because I'm at Jia Hui house now.Pictures will be uploaded on the next post.Thank you guys and love you guys! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

I think it is time that I accept the fact that you are no longer the one that I once know.But I cannot believe it that you are changed from the person that I once know.But frankly speaking,I'm super disappointed with the words that you had mention.I think it is because of the time,people will change as time pass.The only thing I can do now is to accept it and pretend like nothing took place.I will be strong in front of others and act as if nothing bad took place in my life.

2010-05-16T19:40:00.008+08:00

Dear readers,I won't be updating my blog as often as before.I'm kinda of busy with stuff now.

I'm just so tired.I don't know what is really happening to me now.I'm getting tired of everything in life.It just seems so aimless for me to still stay on this planet earth.Maybe because of some people and some thing,I'm willing to press on for them.I really cannot forget about all the past,even if I really take a step of faith out and forgive this person,I might not be able to forget it.After all,the person that hurt me deep in my heart is someone that have a high position in my heart.The hurt is there,I can never forget about the hurt.

Ok,forget about all this.I shall upload overdue photos.Let the photos do the talking...

Taken on 29 March 2010,in the MRT train.

Alright,i shall upload the others next time then.

-lynlonelygurl-

I'm so disappointed by your words,I never expected that you will say this kind of words.You made me so disappointed in you.All the while,I respect you so much,and yet,just that moment of your words,you made me disappointed in you totally.I think you don't even know what mistake you did,I'm super disappointed in you.From this moment onwards,I will look at you differently.Don't blame me for that,you forced me to treat you in that way.

2010-05-10T20:17:00.002+08:00

Alright alright,it has been a long time since i last posted a post.My readers are complaining that my blog is so dead,but it is not at all,thanks to the spammer.

During this period of time,many thing took place in my life.This is also one of the reason why,i never really update my blog.I don't really have the mood to do so.Sorry,my dear readers.

During this period of time,many negative thoughts are often in my mind.I won't say that I grow up a lot from all this,but I received a lot of care and love from my dear brothers and sisters in Christ and my secondary school cliques.Thank you guys for really standing by my side when I feel really down and helpless.I feel the love from you guys,thank you so much.

I won't say that the matter in my life is getting better,but no matter what,I will stay strong for my Heavenly Father and you guys,thank you once again.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-04-05T22:49:00.002+08:00

Alright readers,this is my first post for the month of April.I'm suppose to post many pictures and update a long post.But I'm so sorry to say that I had hurted my right wrist and is currently using only my left hand to type.So it is rather unusual for me.It will be a short post as my hand still hurts.Sorry guys!

No pictures today as my hand still hurts as mention above.Sorry readers!

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-03-28T01:07:00.005+08:00

Hey my dear readers that has been following me all the way! :) I'm sorry for not updating my blog and reply-ing to all the tags.I'm super super sorry.Currently my house internet got some problems,so I cannot update blog or reply tags.Sorry.

Hmmm,I shall let the pictures do the talking then.

The next few pictures are the pictures taken during the holidays or during the period of time when I never update blog.

This is indeed just a bottle of Green Tea.But this green tea is bought by Anna Jiejie and Angie for me.Thanks Jiejie! :)

Previously,I just colour this for nothing.As I was bored during lesson time,so I coloured this.It is a bit unbelievable as it really requires a lot of effort and time.It takes me months to complete this colouring.During the period of time when I was colouring,I suddenly thought of this.I think that this reflect about a life cycle.As all of you can see that,in front of the black colouring,there are a few bright colours in front of it and behind of it.In life,we might be starting our life with the brighter moment of our life,buy as time pass,we might be in the darkest moment of our life.But if we choose to stay in that darkness,we will never get to see the other more colourful colours in the future.So no matter what happened,it might be your darkest moment of your life,but take a step of faith out and step out of it.You will be able to see more colourful colours.So come on guys,Jiayouu!!!Press on,no matter what!!!Jiayouu!!! :)

This is a picture of my eldest brother acting to be real attractive in the camera.

Alright,thats all for today.More photos will be uploaded as soon as possible! :) Stay tuned! :)

Thank God for all the blessing...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-03-12T23:52:00.002+08:00

Alright,it has been 10 days since I last updated my blog.It was kinda of a weird feeling to me as I had never once never update my blog for more then 5 days.This time,it two times.But anyway,this will be a short post.I'm really exhausted.

I went to school as per normal.School was alright.As it was the last day of Term 1,teachers are all 'giving presents'.And we can only accept it but never to say no to it.I think many should know what it is already.Time flies,10 weeks had past,and all seems like it had all just happened yesterday.

After school,went for NPAP briefing.After that,headed to Debbie's place to change.We intended to take cab to Ngee Ann Sec but could not hired one,so instead of that,we walked to Ngee Ann Sec.By the way,I did go for training,but is not the normal training that I had for the previous few Fridays.I went for NPAP training at the west side of Singapore.Training was kinda of ok,time flies fast.Training was tiring but still bearable,on the way to and back,the other cadets were joking and it lifted the atmosphere up.Thanks guys! :) By the time we reached Ngee Ann Sec,it was 7plus nearer to 8pm.I walked to the bus stop and took bus 3 home.

When reachd home,rested for a while,bath and did my stuff.I watched the channel 8 9pm television programme.After that,was preparing to go to bed as I could hardly open my eyes.But mum pulled me out and forced me to come to aunt's place with her.So I came along and slept in the bus.Not long later,we arrived and here I am,blogging away.

I'm so looking forward to tomorrow cell group,service,sun morning service,sunday Sentosa trip(maybe) and youth meeting with Pastor Kong on up coming Monday.I'm looking forward to meet up with Sonia as well.She called me up just now! I was shocked but happy too,as she told me that she will be going for the monday service! :) I'm looking forward to Monday! :) It had been weeks and months since I last saw her.I miss her badly.

Sorry readers,no pictures today.I'm too lazy to upload.But I promised,the next post will be a post with lots of pictures,but it will take a long time as I will busy.

-lynlonelygurl-

I regretted not treasuring the time when I have with you two.
I regretted not spending enough time with you two.
I regretted not collecting enough memories with you two.
Now that everything had change between the three of us,we can never be good friends once again.
I had let you two down,but you two did not let me know my mistakes and allow me to carry on with it.
Now that the misunderstanding that you two had for me,we can never be friends once again.
I'm sorry towards you two.

2010-03-02T18:01:00.002+08:00

Written on 25 February 2010,Thursday

How is the feeling like of walking out of school alone,walking to the bus stop alone and taking bus back home alone?Well,I had experienced all this in a day.Normally,I will walk out of school,bus stop with the girls,but sad to say,they all had cca today.

Alicia and Ke Xin have choir today while Joy and Huining have basketball training today.It seems so weird to me that like the girls are having their ccas today while I dont have mine and when i,m having my cca,they are not having theirs.Yupp,its true that I still have my squadmates with me.

Although during break time we will sit together and joke and spend time with one another,but,I just feel that I am drifting away from my squadmates.I dont know why I have this kind of feeling,but I just feel that.Maybe just being sensitive,I just feel that my squadmates that sat and joke with me during break time,are not really because they want to sit with me,but just for the sake of doing so.I dont know why,I just felt so.

Well,I not only have this feeling,I also feel that I'm drifting away from my schoolmates.It is like,ya,they will find topic to talk about or keep the conversation going,but its just like,no matter how I tried,I still cannot squeeze into the conversation and keep it going with them.I also felt that some of my friends are not truly want to be-friend with me,they just make friends with me so that they can make fun of me and think that I wont treat it seriously.Although I dont say much or dont even say when I'm laughed at,but that does not mean that I dont mind and allow them to carry on what they are doing.Well,everytime they laugh at me because of something,I dont say anything but deep down in my heart,I'm dripping blood/tears.

Alright,I dont have the mood to post pictures.I will post it other time..

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-03-01T20:30:00.005+08:00

Hi readers! :) A warm greeting to all of you! :) Time flies,it is already the month of March in 2010.2 months had officially past and more up coming months.Today is the first day of March.I send all my blessing to every single one of you who is reading this post currently.It might not be a good 2 months for you,but I just want to let you know that,afterall,the months had already past and dont think about it anymore.Dont let the past thinking or things that taken place affect you for the rest of 2010.Move on and create good memories with your love ones.For those of you who had a great time over the past 2 months,good for you.I hope you guys have created good memories with your love ones.Hmmm,if you think that all that you had collected is not enough,well you still have more months coming up.Cherish and treasure the next few months and create more awesome and good memories! :) Good luck for you! :) Best wishes! :)

It was a long day for me yesterday.But I did not regret spending my time outside and instead of that,it was an awesome day for me.I went for morning service with Royston,Felicia,Jia Hui,Serene and Sabrina.Service was awesome! :) I enjoyed service with them very much! :) I was blessed by the word! :)

After service,went to the Watsons sale with Royston,Felicia,Jia Hui and Sabrina.Serene went back home first as she have papers today.Qifeng came to meet us at the sale.After shopping at the sale,I think that the stuff there are super cheap.Everyone is encourage to go there and grab some stuff.It is really very cheap.

After the sale,Jia Hui,Qifeng,Felicia and I headed to Xianbi's place for make up cell.It was awesome! :) The presence of God was there! :) After make up cell,we stayed at Xianbi's place for a while.We were chit-chatting away and had a great time.By the way,when we reach,Vivian and Hoi Haan were there too.Mei Juan joined us there too! :)

After that,headed back to Pasir Ris with Felicia,Vivian,Hoi Haan and Jia Hui.Took bus 3 back home.When reached home,rested for a while and came to use the computer.I wanted to use the time to update blog,but mum told me that we going to aunt's place in a while time.So I did not update my blog yesterday.Use facebook for a while and went over to aunt's place.I had a great time fellowship-ing with my relatives and spent the last day of Chinese New Year with them! :)

After that,came back home.I did my stuff and off to bed at 1plus.

School was alright.But I was really sleepy during Maths and IS lesson as it were before recess.I was like,really slipping into my dreamland,my eyes could hardly open.But,I still manage to stay awake.After school,Alicia accompany-ed me to Singma and buy black hairbands.After that,she accompany-ed me to take bus 3 home.Thank you Alicia! :) By the way,I forget to take back my ez-link card.I will take it back tomorrow.

When reached home,had my lunch and rested for a while.After that,went to take afternoon nap as I could hardly opened my eyes.I woke up only at 6plus.When wake up,rested for a while,watched television programme and here I am,blogging away.

Alright,its photos time! :)

This were some of the pictures that were taken yesterday.

Huining,here are some of the pictures of E149! :)

Thats all for today! :)
Bye guys! :)

Thank God for grace upon my life...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-28T01:11:00.004+08:00

Sorry readers,for not updating for the past few days,was kinda of busy.I did not update on Tuesday because I got tuition in the night and I took afternoon nap in the afternoon.I did not update on Wednesday is because I was sick in the body that day,so I decided to take a break and not update my blog.I did not update on Thursday because I did not have time to do so.I reached home from school at around 3plus?Then I went to pack my stuff then went for evening prayer meeting.When I reached home,packed my np stuff and revise my notes.I did not update on Friday is because got np training,after that went to watch Dear John with Qifeng,Xianbi,Hoi Haan and Ah Boy.

Thursday's Prayer meeting was super awesome!!! :) I like it a lot.Really prayed long,and enjoyed myself there.After that,did not went to fellowship with Grace,Xianbi,Qifeng and Joses.I went to Tampines 400 plus to photo copy Geography notes from Huining.After that,headed back home.I packed my np stuff,revise the notes a little and went to bed.

After training on Friday,went to Tampines Mall Golden Village and watched Dear John with Qifeng,Xianbi,Hoi Haan and Ah Boy.I like the movie,I think it is nice,although there are some part that really goes out of point,but overall,I think it is still nice.Out of 5 stars,I will give 4 stars. :) After movie,headed home with Ah Boy,Qifeng and Hoi Haan.We took bus 3 home.When reached home,brother was home,so he surely wont allow me to me computer de.So never use.

I went for Cell Group and Service today.It was really awesome,I really sang my lungs out! :) I was blessed by the word as well! :) Something happened after that.For people who knew what happened,dont worry,I'm alright now.Thank you for your concern! :)

After fellowship,send Nico back home.In the end,we sat outside her house area and chit-chat away until my eldest brother called me.So took cab back home with brother,he forced me! :( When reached home,rested for a while then went to shower,and here I am blogging away.

Alright,photos time! :)

This was the picture of Riverwalk when I went for Evening Prayer meeting on Thursday :)

This were the overdue photos taken with members of E149-The Third Generation,as I dont have any latest photos,so upload the overdue one.I have more of it,but I'm just to lazy to upload.I will upload it another time.Anyway,enjoy the photos! :)

Alright,that's all for today.More photos will be uploaded! :) Stay Tuned! :) By the way,my blog now very high,because got spammers!!!

Thank God for grace,mercy and everything.Thank you Lord! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-22T22:49:00.005+08:00

This post will be slightly different from the rest.It had been 5 days since I last updated my blog.Sorry readers,I was busy doing visiting to my relatives and collect hong bao(s).So dont have time to update blog.Sorry.Hmmm,I wont be doing flashbacks today as I dont want my post to be too long and I dont have the mood too.

Over the past 5 days,have been doing visiting and a lot of walking here and there.I managed to spend some time with my secondary school friends,primary school friends and of course,my cell group members and friends.Really thank God for giving me the time and strength over the last few days.Over the last few days,I hardly sleep more then 4 hours per day as I will be home at around 3plus or 4plus,and have to wake up at 7plus or 8plus to get ready for visiting for that day itself.But true enough,my God is a real God.He stood by my side and gave me strength to press on for the day even if I dont have enough rest.Thank You Lord! :)

School was alright today.Nothing much.After school,headed home.Rested for a while then went to shower.After that,do my stuff and headed down to Pasir Ris MRT station to meet up with Erin to move down to Riverwalk for evening prayer meet.Prayer meet for awesome! :) I enjoy praying and feel much better after praying.After that,we walked back to City Hall MRT station and took train back.When reached Pasir Ris,went to buy bubble tea and headed home by bus.When reached home,rested for a while and here I am blogging away.

Alright,photos time! :)

This are some of the pictures taken during Chinese New Year visitation :)

This picture were coloured by Nigel,Nico and me :)

This is the the design of the name :)

For people who enjoys spreading rumors about others
I dont care who the heck who started all this rumors saying that I put hair extension.For those people out there,can you all please grow up?Can you all stop spreading rubbish around?You all think by doing so you can win people heart and get them to be your friends?Come on,that is the most foolish way to make friends.And for the person who started all this,I want you to know that I never put any hair extension.Yes,indeed,I did thought of putting.But after much thinking,I decided not to.Firstly,my hair is long enough,for what stupid reason I should put extension?Secondly,why should I waste that kind of money why I am happy with my hair length?Even if I have that kind of money,I will never want to do that.After all,it is still fake hair. It will drop eventually.Why not just save up the money and use the money to do something more useful and can lasts long?Use your common sense and think.For the person who started all this,if you had already put hair extension or you intend to do,I will have totally no comments over it,as it does not concerns about me at all.And for people who are not happy with me,just come to me straight,dont pass messages here and there,it is time to grow up.In life,we can't pleased every single one,why not just be yourself and pleased yourself?Stop all childish and coward acts,it irritated others.

Alright,thats all for today.More pictures will be upload as soon as possible :)

Thank God for everything....

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-17T14:43:00.004+08:00

SUN(14/02/10)
After blogging,I went to help my mum with the arranging and stuff.Only mum and I were at home,dad and second brother went to the lion dance troupe while eldest brother went working at Tampines Mall Golden Village.

It was kinda of a challenge for me as my mum gave me timing to do certain stuff as I like to do things slowly.But thank God,I manage to complete 'my task' within the time given and I still have more time to do stuff that my mum did not told me to help with.At 6plus,my 5th aunt and family arrived.At that time,mum and I were really busy preparing the dishes for the steamboat,we did not have time to entertain them.So mum and I told aunt and family to help themselves to the delicacies on the table and the drinks that are at the store room.And you know what my aunt asked me,'Are you ill?You are having a flu.'.So I went,'Ohya,I'm having a bad flu.I only gotten it this morning when I woke up.'.

After helping mum out,I gave my cousin tuition.I told him to bring his work along as he wanted me to go over to his place to help him out with his work.But instead of that,I told him to come over to my place and helped him with his work as I really could not left the house without completing 'my task' that was given by my mum.As I was helping him out,I was like,'Oh no...I had forgotten all my primary school work!!!'.But I still manage to gain back some while and after teaching.After he had completed his work,I kinda of have a feeling of going back to primary school,the work is super manageable.Haizzz,grow up too early...

After tutoring,cousin went to eat with his family members while I went to the kitchen to help out a little.After that,it was my turn to have my meal.Not long later,eldest brother came back home.He went to shower and joined me to eat.As something happened before,so I ate my meal in a rush.Right after I finished my meal,brother friends arrived.So he went to open the door as I refused to open for his friends.

Not long later,all my relatives arrived at my place.My place was worst then the market.It was super super noisy.At 11plus,brother friend went back home as they were afraid that they might missed the last bus.Some of my cousins left earlier then the rest.Before leaving,we took a cousin phone.It is currently in the camera.I will upload it as soon as possible.So cousins and I went to play blackjack.Hmmm,I had forgotten whether I win or lose money.(Getting old liao)

After playing,went to chit-chat on the phone with my cousin that had went home earlier from the rest.I had fun debating with her sister's boyfriend(cousin's boyfriend).The way he talked is kinda of cute?and the way he answered the questions.It really made me laugh out loud!Hahah.

After chatting on the phone,I went to eat again with my cousins.(Ohya,btw,my appetite is back once again but it still relapses every noe and then,no warning given.)We chatted and eat at the same time.I enjoyed doing so as I have time to talk crap with my cousins.Hahah.All my relatives left my place at 3plus going to 4.After they left,brother went to bed immediately as he still got work the other day.So mum and I cleared up the place.Mum and I went to bed at 5plus going to 6.

MON(15/02/10)
I woke up at 11plus this morning.I was woken up by Nico's call.I wanted to wake up at 11.30am but Nico called me at about 11.08am.It was just 22 minutes difference,but the 22 minutes can give me more strength then before.Haizz,forget it.

So I wake up and do my stuff.Nico and Nigel came over to my place at 1plus.The three of us rot at the living room until 3plus,before the members arrived.So we were kinda of like angry?

The members stayed at my place until 6plus,after they had completed the washing up and I had completed preparing and changing.My theme for the day was total black.I had so much fun with the members at my place!Listening to Nico and Xianbi quarreling with each other in a joking manner and listening to the members' jokes and laugh over it.I like the time we spend together although it was not a real long one.Sorry guys,I knew that my house was kinda of bored without any games or what,but I hope that you guys enjoyed yourselves at my place.We took a picture at the lobby,but the picture is currently in Qifeng's photo,so I cannot upload the picture.I will upload the picture as soon as Qifeng had uploaded it in facebook.

After that,Nigel,Nico and I took cab to Nigel's place as my leg was hurting.Nigel paid for the cab fare.Thank you Nigel! :) Other day then treat you something really nice,yea? So we went up to his place and in his room immediately after all the greeting and stuff.We listened musics there.Not long later,my aunt came to me and asked me to help my cousin in her spelling and dictation.It has been a long time since I last spell this two words.

As I was teaching her halfway,my uncle asked me to helped him at the kitchen.So I went to the kitchen and helped him while I get Nico to take over me to teach my cousin.After helping out in the kitchen,I went back to the room.

Not long later,all my relatives arrived.Blah blah blah...My relatives and I left Nigel's place at 3.40am sharp.During the time from 8plus to 3plus,we played blackjack,watched television programme and eat over there.Overall,I won a total of 15 bucks.

By the time I reached home,it was already 4plus.I went to pack my stuff and off to bed at 4.45am sharp.

TUE(16/02/10)
I woke up at 10plus.I was suppose to wake up at 9am instead.Obviously,I woke up late.So I rushed out my stuff.By the time,it was already 11plus.I meet Ke Xin at Tampines MRT station at 11.30am.So I was like,'Oh dear,I'm super late.'.So I rushed cab down to Tampines and meet up with her.

After that,the both of us headed to Simei.When we reached Simei that time,I told her that we were kinda of late.When we reached the meeting point,it was 11.46am.And the only person that was there was Wisely.So Ke Xin and I went to 7-11 to get some drinks.By the time everyone arrived,it was already 12.17pm.

People who met on Tuesday for Visiting

People who were early,I thank you for being punctual.The rest of you.Hmmm,the next time,please be punctual.If you guys were like late for 5-20 minutes,I can understand.But there was people who were actually late for more then half an hour.And there is not the worst thing.The worst thing is that people can still give me lame excuses like,'The bus larrh,come so late.'.Guys,I think it is time you all grow mature and respect each other more.You guys should had respect each other time and not come as and when you like and made the others wait for you like a dumb.Please,respect each other.Do some reflection,guys.

After all had arrived,we headed to Zhen Lao Shi place as a class.We had fun joking there.We left Zhen Lao Shi place at 1plus.We headed to East Point and ate there.We headed back to Tampines at 2plus.We headed to Grace's place after that.We played cards game there.Bluff,Blackjack and many more.We left Grace's place at 4.05pm.

We headed to Kai Xin's place after that.Same thing,we played Blackjack there.I only stayed there till 4.30pm as I need to go and look for my cousin.Sorry guys,never join you all till the end.Sorry.

Headed down to my cousin,Veron place(Nico eldest sister).I went over to help her out with stuff.Not long after I arrived,Kong and Wong arrived but they dont know how to walk in.So I went to fetch them at the bus stop.Nico entertain them,while I move in and out of the kitchen,helping her sister and entertaining them as well.

Not long later,I received a call from Serene saying that they are reaching Tampines interchange.So I went over to pick them up while Nico stayed behind to entertain them.

They all left the place at 7pm sharp.After they had left,Nico and I watched movies from her eldest sister's laptop.Watched for a while and we went to blk 406 to have our dinner.It was kinda of weird.After eating,we went back to Veron Jiejie house.I used her laptop all the way to 10pm.After that,I walked to Tampines interchange and took bus 3 home.I fallen asleep in the bus.But thank God,I managed to wake up before I miss the stop.Thank You Lord! :) I reached home at around 10.46pm.I rested for a while then went to shower.After that,packed my stuff and watched television programme.Off to bed to 2plus.

WED(17/02/10)
Went to school as per normal.But I was nearly late for school as I was still at Pasir Ris at 7.59am and reporting time was 8.25am.But thank God,I wasn't late.

School was kinda of alright.Pasir Ris Secondary celebrated Chinese New Year today.2A1 went for the carnival first.Sorry arh Angie,never go to your class and support you.Sorry hor,other time larrh.Hahah.

After the carnival,we went back to class for class activities.By the way,Mr Yeo brought his two princesses to school.They are so pretty and adorable!For the first half of it,it was kinda of a yawning period for me.But the second half,it was kinda of a challenge for me as we had to rush out the lantern.

As we were lining up outside class,Mr Yeo was like saying,'It is not whose lantern is the nicer but which class made the most number of lanterns.'.So I was like,'Huh?!'.When to the hall for the concert.Hmmm,okok larrh.No other comments.

Walked out of school with Alicia and Ke Xin;walked to the bus stop with Alicia.Chit-chat with Alicia all the way back.When reached home,cut out the shape of the card,go online and check out some stuff and here I am,blogging away.

Hmmm,will be meeting up with my relatives(father's side) later at 7pm for a reunion dinner.I am looking forward to it. :)

Alright,it is time for photos! :)

Hmmm,this two pictures were taken in the cab when we were on the way to Nigel's place.

This picture were taken on 30 January 2010,at Simei(East Point).Xianbi and Jia Hui

Overdue photos! This were some of the black and white pictures that I took when I was at City Plaza,waiting for my brother to choose and buy his clothes.

Alright,that's all for today.More pictures will be uploaded,stay tuned! :)

Thank God for everything,especially healing.Thank you Lord! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-14T14:43:00.008+08:00

Hmmm,I decided to blog now as I have some time to spare.Normally,I wont be at home during the first day of Chinese New Year as I have to go down to my grandfather's place.But this year slightly different,I will only be going down on Wednesday.As my aunties and uncles are currently at Malaysia and they will only be back on Tuesday night.So grandfather told us to go down on Wednesday instead of today.Hmmm,I'm currently rotting at home,waiting for my relatives to arrive.They will only be here at 7plus onwards.So I have some time to spare.

Hmmm,i'm super excited for this year Chinese New Year.I will be receiving more Ang Pow this year as I'm going to really use my 15 days of Chinese New Year to do visiting and visiting.I will use the money to do use stuff.I'm not going to mention anything at all.Heheh.

I shall upload photos bah.Since I have like no topic or story to share.
Photos time!!! :)

These are the photos that I took when I was on duty on the 7th February 2010 at CHC JW.

The whole lift was mine and I was super bored.So I took my phone and take photos.Most of the post are the same as I have limited time.Because the lift will stop at different level,then almost every level,there will be people moving in and out.So I took the time when nobody is the in life that time and snap a shot of it.

Next up,overdue photos!!! :)

The Story of E149

Alright,I shall stop here.Will blog again soon with more photos!!! :)Stay tune! :)

Thank God for everything.....

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-14T01:28:00.007+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to all my readers! :) I wish all of you here good luck in everything you do,forget about all the past events,find a day and correct time,think through about about your past actions and laugh over it!Let the past be past,welcome the present and future! :) May 2010 be a blessing year for all of you! :) Make 2010 a year where you have tons and tons of good memories with your friends,sisters,brothers and family members! :)

THUR(11/02/10)
2A1 had their Literature test.I totally got no comment about it.After that,had DnT.I accompanied Mr Yeo to the workshop to cut the wood.It was this day then I realised that machines are so awesome.I'm serious,I never once realised it until this day.After cutting the wood,were back to the room.As the wood need to be soak in water,so for the rest for the lesson,I just sat down there and chit-chat with Tiffany as she did not bring her stuff for DnT.I learnt more about her. :)

After school,went to Tampines 1 with Alicia and Ke Xin.We really enjoyed the time a lot.We really crap a lot,had so much fun crapping with them.So cool! :) At 3plus,Alicia and Ke Xin accompanied me to the bus stop and they walked back to school after that for their choir.I want to have more crapping session with them.It is really damn fun listening to each other 'no sense' joke.Super fun and funny! :)

When reached home,rested for a while and went to showered.After that,went down to White Sands to meet up with Jia Hui.I wanted to meet at Mac,but after thinking,I decided not to.So I went to the library instead.While waiting for her,I chiong Suryani Jie birthday card.Jie's card is the one that I took the longest amount of time to do.I dont know why,maybe because I too busy with some stuff.At 5plus going to 6.she arrived.I told Jia Hui to help me to look after my stuff while I go do something.After that,when I completed my stuff,I completed Jie's card and taught Jia Hui some Maths problem.After that,we took train down to Tampines to meet up with Qifeng.We went to Pastamania to have our dinner.We have a great time talking and testing our memories.I enjoy it very much. :) After that,accompanied Qifeng to do some shopping.

Jia Hui and I left Tampines at 9plus going to 10pm.When reached home,rested for a while.Then went to pack my stuff and completed my unfinished work.Headed to bed after that.

FRI(12/02/10)
School was kinda of ok.Did not have any comment of any lesson.I'm just too tired to do so.

After school,headed down to White Sands Primary School.Meet up with Da Jie at the bus stop.Then the both of us waited for Jia Hui over there.We were kinda of waiting until we really feel like killing her lorrh.Haizz,never mind.After she alighted from the bus,we went in to White Sands.It was crowded with ex-students.Staying there for less then 10 minutes,we were chased out by a teacher.I dont want to mention names,students who were there will know who.After that,went to the minimart and meet up with Yiqi.Then we went to 7-11 to buy drinks.Then we went to blk 185 and slack over there.Korkor and ex-6Gs members came over and joined us.I slacked at there all the way to 3plus.Then I headed home.

When reached home,rest for a while then went to shower.After that,packed and do my stuff.Left home at abt 4plus.Walked to the bus stop and took bus 12 to Expo for Chinese New Year service.Met some of the members in the bus.Vivian came over to talk to me.Thank you Vivian! :)

After that,alighted from the usual bus stop;walked in.Saw Minqi mummy and friends there.So walked up to them and watched with them.After that,went in to chop seats.

Chinese New Year service was awesome!I like it a lot and was super blessed by the word;The 10 Laws of Harvest. :)

After service,had a group debrief.After that,Royston brought me to look for MingJin.On behalf of E149,I passed the gift to MingJin.I was super nervous at that time.After that,went back for group debrief.I agreed with what Xianbi said. :) After briefing,the rest of them went for fellowship while Danil and I went to the second service with the second batch of them.Thank you Qifeng for the Valentine present! :) I like it very much,thank you! :) I believed the people who went for the fellowship enjoyed themselves there.Sorry that I cannot joined you guys.

Second service was awesome! :) I managed to copy down notes then I did copied down during the first one.After the service,Danil gave a short debrief.Awesome and good job,Danil! :) Keep it up,I'm so proud of you! :)

After that,all of us headed down to Tampines.Danil sent them to the bus stop and he went home while I accompanied Jia Hui and Fionna to Mac to eat.After eating,we walked to Tampines 1 bus stop and I took bus 3 home.When reached home,rested for a while.Then went to Chinatown with parents.After shopping at Chinatown,went down to fetch brother up.Brother and I fallen asleep in the bus.Parents then went down to Tampines Giant.Brother and I did not realised it until the both of us woke up(at the same time)due to the coldness of the aircon.Brother off all the aircon and the both of us went back to sleep while waiting for parents.We reached home at 5plus.I packed up stuff and do it,went to bed at 6plus.

SAT(13/02/10)
Woke up at 11plus.Whole family took turns to shower.We left home at 1plus.Headed to my grandfather's place for lunch.We reached there at 1plus.Eat,eat,eat,chat,chat,chat.We left grandfather's place at 2plus going to 3.We headed to Tampines Mall to see if we can get the last minute clothes anot.Thank God,we managed to get it.After that,we headed to Bedok interchange to buy some casual clothes.Then headed home.Prepared the dinner with the whole family.Had the dinner at 7plus.Watched television programmes.After that,here I am,blogging away.

Alright,it is photo time!!!

These are the photos that we took on Thursday.

Readers,we are not emo-ing,we are just reading the magazine that Qifeng was holding on.

There are more,but I will upload other time.

This is a Valentine present from Jeanette Jie.

This is a Valentine present from Albinia Jie.

This is a Valentine present from Qifeng.

Thank you for the presents!!! :)

Alright,I shall stop here.I will try to upload more pictures the next time.

Thank God for everything! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-10T16:59:00.004+08:00

Alright readers,people are complaining that my blog is too wordy and no pictures at all,it is kinda of dull.Hmmm,so I had decided,I will try to post at least some pictures per post,ok?Starting from today.But before uploading,I will continue to type what I want to first.

School was ok.I did not call in to prayer conference this morning.I was kinda of running a slight fever.But despite on that,I still turn up to school,as I need to hand up my homework.I was thinking,'Hmmm,if after that,still feeling uncomfortable,I shall sign out of school.'.But I was kinda of feeling much better after recess,so I stayed in school.And guess what,it turn out that teacher was absent from school today.Haizz...

Once I reached parade square,Bernard pass me the feedback that I needed on Monday instead of today.I was like,'Oh,ok.Thanks.'.Then went up to the hall as a whole class and level.

First two period was PE.The same thing,did running first.We suppose to run 5 rounds in 13 minutes.But I ran 5 rounds in 15 minutes,estimated of 1 round 3 minutes(so horrible).Guess what was the punishment?It was to run 10 rounds around the floor ball court,as in the place where we sat every morning before heading back to class.Did not really want to run after the 5
rounds of the track.But Mr Ow was having lesson beside us,so cannot debate with Mr Iskandar.So the group of us who failed together,ran the 10 rounds together.After that,we went to the hall to look for rest and meet with teacher.

Mr Iskandar gave us a choice,whether to play badminton or take a rest.Faith,Grace,Tiffany and I decided to take a rest.So we were like suppose to take a rest,but instead of that,we were chit chatting with Mr Iskandar,as he walked around us aimlessly and one of us randomly talk to him and we began chit chatting away.

After PE,had maths.Wah,totally cannot concentrate,sweat were dripping and dripping like dont know what,and yet Ms Tan was still at there teaching away.But manage to pull through for the one period.Thank God! :)

The rest of the day,was kinda of ok.Nothing special or much,so I shall not mention anything.After school,went to S-11 to eat with Alicia,Joy and Huining.Huining left slightly earlier then us as she need to go back to school and help to do some stuff for the class.Not long after she left,the three of us left S-11 as well.We walked to the bus stop.When we reached the bus stop,Joy then thought of her black file.So she went to take her black file while Alicia and I waited for her at the bus stop as we were too lazy to walk back with her.After she arrived,we took a short break there and boarded the bus when the bus arrived.

When reached home,watched television programme and here I am blogging away...

Alright,it is photo time! :)
Me and Erin!

Casuarinians and me!(Photo 1)

Me,Ah Boy and Erin!
(It was suppose to be only Erin and me but Ah Boy appeared from the the back)

Andrea and Me!

Casuarinians and me!(Photo 2)

Me and Leeling!

Me,Erin and Ah Boy

Alright,I shall stop here.I will upload more photos and update more often to see more pictures! :)

Thank you Lord for giving me time,strength,care,concern.love,grace,mercy,healing,good memories and every single thing!Thank you Lord! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-09T16:18:00.002+08:00

SAT(06/02/10)
Went to Joses place for normal Cell Group Meeting.On the way there,saw Leeling and Erin.So walked to Joses place with the two beautiful sisters.When we reached there that time,we saw Royston.He was eating noodles down there.So the three of us sat there with him.Soon,E149 members began to stream in.So we all gathered at downstair.As some of them were late,so we waited down there till 1.30pm instead of 1pm.

So we went up as a group,but two different lift as too many people.We played a game up there,I dont know to spell the name.Qifeng kena forfeit.She pulled Xianbi along as well.Guess what they did?They did the Nobody dance taught by Joses.Before teaching,Joses say it was kinda of different from the normal one,a bit...So Royston said,make it under NC16 can liao.So Joses taught them the dance and Qifeng and Xianbi did the dance.It was super funny.Members there really laugh out loud.After that,we got ready for Cell Group.

Cell Group was super awesome.We really laugh out loud at Royston's action and was blessed by the word.Thank you Lord for the word and time.Thank you! :)

After that,we walked to 201 there.Stayed there until 4.30pm.Then we headed to the bus stop.Once we reached the bus stop,the bus arrived.So we boarded it.When we reached there that time,half of them stayed outside to finished their food while the half followed Xianbi in the hall to book seats for the rest.I was one of them who tagged in to the hall.So I went in to book seats.After that,helped Xianbi to arrange seats for some the members.I saw beside Jeanette Jie and Leeling.I enjoyed sitting with them.I was blessed during service.I like the word a lot.Thank you Lord for blessing! :)

After service,had short debrief.After debrief,we slacked a while at the hall,before heading to Conference room 1 for MJ welcome party.Welcome party was awesome! :) I enjoyed myself there very much! :) After the party,e slacked at outside for a while,mainly taking pictures with the juniors.Hahah,I sound so wrong.Sorry.

After taking pictures and stuff,Jerold and I send Leeling to the MRT station.On the way there and on the way back,Jerold told me lots and lots of lame jokes that really made me laugh out loud.Thank you Jerold! :) By the way,I saw one of Jerold unusual side.Hahah. :) After sending Leeling to the MRT station,Jerold and I went to the taxi stand and look for Nigel,Jeanette Jie and Albinia Jie.Jerold and I 'send' them off in the taxi.After that,we walked back to Hall 1 to meet back with the rest.So when we outside the Hall 1 with Royston,Royston told us that,this is the first time we leave the hall so late.By the way,that time when we left,it was 11pm sharp.

So we walked to the bus stop together,Jokes and craps.Hahah,I like it and want more of it.Hahah.When reached the bus stop,sat at the seat there with Ah Boy,Royston and Jerold.Chit chatting there.First time talking to brothers happily and long.Thank God that it was E149 brothers! :) Bus 12 came.Ruiyi,Clarence,Danil,Mei Xian,Qifeng,Ah Boy,Marcus and me took bus 12.(If I never remember wrongly,should be all)Everyone except Jerold and Danil alighted at 201 bus stop.Clarence and I took bus 38 and alighted at 200plus there.We walked to the playground.Chit chat for a while,then Clarence went home as my mum and aunts were there.

After that,Dad sent Shawn to Tampines 100plus.We headed to dont know where after that.After that,went back home,do my stuff and off to bed at 3plus.

SUN(07/02/10)
Woke up at 11plus.I was suppose to wake up at 9.30am!!!So when I woke up,I was lik,'Oh no,I,m running late!'So I quickly rushed out my stuff and took bus to Tampines.I rushed to Urban Write to get some papers first.After that,I speed walk to the MRT station to meet Marcus.It turned out that he was at Pasir Ris.So I waited for his call to board the train.After calling me to board the train,it turned out that he was at the back of the train while I was at the front.So we just stayed at where we were,and decided to meet at Pionner instead.After the train past City Hall,I managed to get a seat.So I sat down and do some paperwork.

Not long later,Marcus messaged me 'Hi'.So I lifted up my head and was trying to look at the end of the train.But it turned out that he was 1.5m away from me.So I kept my papers and stand with him.Not long later,we alighted at Pionner.Marcus went to buy his drinks while I went to get a bread to eat.After getting,the both of took bus 241 to Jurong West City Harvest Church.

When we reached there,we started work immediately.Marcus left earlier as he got something on.So I stayed there for my duty.I took some photos of myself when I was on duty.I will upload the pictures other time.I enjoyed myself there.I like the people there.When I was there,I can feel the warmth and love.It is really like a very big family.The people there,despite on their age,they are still very willing to serve and help out.The brothers and sister there were very very caring towards me and the old people there.I made 2 news friends,Mavis and Laoda.This 2 sisters are very awesome.Mavis and I enjoyed doing our duties together.Laoda took very good care of me when I was there.Thank you Lord for giving me 2 more awesome sisters!Thank you Lord! :) Over there,I had a brand new experience and really enjoyed myself there very much,although I was kinda of being abused over there.Thank you Lord for giving me the chance.

After leaving City Harvest,Laoda walked to the bus stop with me,she even direct me the way.Thank you Laoda! :)

Took bus 241 to Pionner MRT station.I then took the train back to Pasir Ris.A total of 1hr plus train ride.But Albinia Jie accompanied me all the way(as in messaging larrh).By the way,sorry Jeanette Jie and Albinia Jie.I never go there and meet you all.So sorry,next time ok?By the way,welcome Albinia Jie and Jeanette Jie to our big family,E149! :) I am so proud of you two. :)

Took bus back home from Pasir Ris MRT station.I reached home at around 9plus.Rested for a while,then went to shower.Pack my bag and do my homework.At 11plus,started to do Stephanie BF birthday card.I did all the way to 2am sharp.After that,pack up the place and off to bed.

MON(08/02/10)
School was kinda of alrite.Had maths common test.Still manageable.Thank God for wisdom! :) After maths test,I was kinda of exhausted.So keep on wanting to sleep.And you know what,my jacket was with me.So I took my jacket and cover up my pencil case and I slept on top of it.It was kinda of cool?Hahah.

After school,went to S-11 to slack with Huining,Ke Xin and Alicia.We had fun there!Hahah.After that,the 3 of them went back to school,while I went to meet up with BF.I was kinda of early,so I went to Urban Write.At 3plus going to 4,I received BF message and walked to MRT station to meet up with her.After deciding where to go,we headed to that place.And it was Burger King.BF and I chit chat and eat there,I did most of the talking while BF just listened. At 4.45pm,we left the place.Before stepping out,I pass BF her birthday card.Then we walked to MRT station;BF went to the platform to meet Mei Xian while I went back to school.Anyway,Happy Birthday BF! :) I hope you like the card that I made for you,although it was kinda of ugly.Sorry.Thank you for spending time with me on your birthday!Thank you BF! :) We shall have more of it,yea?Make it in the night for the next one,more romantic,hahah.. :) Once again,Happy Birthday BF! :)

I reached school at 5pm sharp.Accompanied Huining to wait for Alicia and Ke Xin to dismissed from Choir.I thought today got drama again,but Mr Ng was there,so no drama.Haizz,sad...So we left Pasir Ris at 6.30pm sharp.Huining,Alicia and I took bus 3 back.When reached home,packed my stuff and off to study.I fall asleep eventually,at 9plus.

TUE(09/02/10)
School was kinda of ok.Test was kinda of hard?I could do hardly a question.Haizz,prepare to get 0 mark,prepare for the worst liao.I was kinda of sleeping during lesson time,including History.Although Mr Halim's jokes and actions were funny,but I was still super sleepy.I managed to sit up straight with my eyes close when I heard Mr Ow's voice.First time in year 2010,I feel sleepy during History lesson.So readers,can you all see how much sleep and rest I needed badly?But thank God,despite on how tired I was,He still continue to give me strength and time to at least sleep for a while.Thank you Lord! :)

After lesson,went to Library with Alicia and Ke Xin,as Alicia need to return her storybook.After that,we went to the canteen.Left school at 2.10pm.Alicia and I then took bus 3 home.

When reached home,rested for a while then bathe.And here I am,blogging away.Alright,shall stop here,time for tuition.

Thank you Lord,for giving me time,chance,strength,mercy,grace and everything.Thank You Lord for everything! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

It was kinda of weird without you in school.

2010-02-05T21:12:00.002+08:00

Went to school as per normal.I had chinese common test at the start of the day.I was kinda of like,sleeping after I completed the paper?And it was like,still got half an hour or less,so I decided to take a short nap.Guess what?Normally,I manage to wake up on time,as in when teacher say,'Time's up,stop writing'.I never fail to wake up whenever teacher said that,but I failed it today.

Mr Ng was collecting the paper,so I was still in my dreamland.He wanted to take the paper himself but he did not manage to do so,not because I was sleeping on the paper,ok,is because my paper is under my pencil case.Then it was kinda of heavy as Mr Ng had already collected some of them.So I kinda of like shocked when I wake up and saw him right in front of me.So I quickly leave up the pencil case and he took the paper himself.I was kinda of ps.I dont know why,I just feel that.Maybe I know why,because after Mr Ng had walked away with my paper,those girls that were sitting near me,suddenly turned and look at me.I was kinda of ps.Sorry guys,I did not want that too.

After common test,lesson as per normal.Geography was the official first subject.As Mr Ng was only left with half an hour,so he gave us tips on the Geography test for next Tuesday.By the way,I am having my Geography and History test next Tuesday.Have to finish both papers within one hour;History only got one question but it consists of 10 marks,Geography got only one question but got many different parts,a total of 15 marks.Hmmm,I was kinda of worry for the test,I dont want History to repeat itself again.

After Geography,had recess.It was kinda of a wash up time for me.I was awake after recess.Dont
ask me why,because I dont even know why either,I am looking for the answer too.After recess,had Science lesson.We copied notes for the first period,and we did our theory workbook for the second period,but it was kinda of a free period for us,as not many of us did the questions in the book.After that,had English period.I was kinda of super tired in class.I just rest my head on the table and close my eyes and let my mind rest.After resting for a while,I woke up and started doing the English work.It was kinda of weird to me,but I know,it is by the grace of the Lord.Thank you Lord! :)

School ended.Went down to the canteen with Alicia,Ke Xin and Azlin.Azlin and I put our bag at one table and went to sit with Alicia and choir members.They went to music room at 1plus.So I went back to the table and waited for Weiling and Siying.After that,we went to change.Not long later,Yun Jie came over to join us.We were kinda of like high,we kept on laughing away,we dont really know the reason why.After changing,went for training.

Np training was really tiring,but it was kinda of fun,especially Sir Andrew punishment.It was kinda of funny.We had a smile on our face after the punishment.PRSS NPCC Squad 2 will know why.Hahah.I believe most of us enjoy the punishment,yea?But,hehe,I dont need more of it.

After training,I was still thinking whether want to meet Sweetheart(Jia Hui) out for dinner.But my legs were kinda of weak,so I did not do that in the end.Sorry Sweetheart,other time ok? :)

Hmmm,I shall end here.I am looking forward to tomorrow Cell Group and Service and meeting up with the members,especially Ruiyi.Kinda of feeling weird without the Secondary 3 in school.

O Lord,thank you for everything that you had once given to me in my life;the time,strength,love,care,concern,grace,mercy and many many more.Thank you Lord for everything.I will continue to do greater things for You and for Your kingdom cause.Thank you Lord once again! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

Haizz,it has been a day since we last message.Why I never message you,you also dont know how to message me first?Haizz,I dont want to always be the one to start the first move.It is really tiring for me.I am still waiting for your message.

2010-02-04T16:39:00.002+08:00

Everything is as usual.Just that this morning Alicia got choir,so she took the 6.30am bus instead of the 6.50am.I dont really get use to see Alicia in the early morning,because she like to sleep in.Hmmm,had English common test today.Was kinda of manageable.Thank God for wisdom and strength.I was closing my eyes and writing at the same time.I just could not open my eyes.Thank you Lord,for being my eyes.

After school,accompany Alicia,Ke Xin,Roxanne and Susila to Long John Silver.We went there and slack.So Ke Xin was kinda of playing with the leftover.So the teenager sitting beside Roxanne was kinda of disgusted.So her eyes kept on looking at us,or in fact staring at us.So we were like,let her look lorrh,what can we do...

After that,we went to Min -toons(I dont think I spell correctly,it look kinda of weird) to get sweets.Then Ke Xin and I were way to happy,because we manage to piss that teenager.I know we were kinda of perverted.But people who were there,will know what happened and why we are feeling happy despite on the fact that we pissed someone off.After that,they went back to school for their choir practice and I took bus 3 home.

Thank you Lord,for giving me time,strength,love,care,concern,wisdom and every single thing.Thank you Lord! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

I look very alright from the outside,but in me,I'm still hurt and bother of that matter.I want very much to tell you how I feel,but I decided not to.I no longer have the courage and guts to do so.

2010-02-03T17:14:00.002+08:00

It seem to be just another day,but I have a weird feeling.This feeling came before,during the period of time when I was super emo.Now it is back again.I seems to be in a lost forest,I wanted very much to move out of it,but I just could not.Something is pulling me back,but I dont know what it that thing that is pulling me back.

Everything seem to be the same;the surroundings,the people,the place,the environment.But I just have a feeling that I dont belong here,but somewhere else.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-02-02T22:51:00.001+08:00

How will you feel if every single moment,you receive hope,and all of a sudden,in a minute,it all gone?

2010-02-01T17:39:00.003+08:00

Today is Ruiyi's Birthday!!!Happy Birthday to you!Hope that all your wishes come true! :)Sorry for not giving you any presents,so sorry.Anyway,I hope you like the card that I made and give you.Went to school as per normal.But there is one thing that was different.

NCC cadets are away to camp.
1)I miss the noise made by Bernard,Zacvin,Zi Hao,Xavier,Alvin,Muhaimin and Hamizan.
2)I miss Hamizan saying,'Class stand,class greet.'.
3)I miss Suryani Jie calling me 'meimei' and letting me copy the notes when I copied slower then the rest.
4)I miss Suryani Jie lending me her handphone to play in class.
5)I miss Suryani Jie asking me,'What time did you sleep last night?'.
6)I miss Suryani Jie saying,'Ok,you sleep a while first,later teacher come then I tell you.'.
7)I miss Hafizah,whenever she is helping Mr Lim to give out the english worksheet,and when she is at the side of my table,she will give me a stare for a moment and suddenly burst into laughter and say,'You so cute sia!',and pass the worksheet to me.
8)I miss Ira Jie when her voice travels all the way from the top right hand to the bottom left.
9)I miss Xavier saying,'Can you speak louder?I cannot hear you.',and whenever he say that,Suryani Jie and I will laugh away.
10)I miss the boys when they disturb us(the normal 6 girls)during recess time.
11)i miss Hamizan saying,'Guys,tuck in your shirt,I dont want to serve detention.'.
12)I miss Bernard making cute cute sound during lesson time.
13)I miss Suryani Jie giving me a big hug when she first step in class for the day.
14)I miss the CWC members when they giving debrief to the class and in the end,they will be talking to themselves.
15)I miss Suryani Jie when we started passing message to each other despite the fact that she is just sitting behind me.
16)I miss Suryani Jie when she started to give me good advices to certain issues.
17)I miss the noise that the guys made during recess time;it was way too quiet.
18)I miss the noise that the guys made during English period.
19)I miss Suryani Jie saying,'Never mind,I tomorrow then help you to do'.
20)I miss the class noisy-ness;I hate the class quiet-ness.It is super weird.
Without them,the class is super quiet and I dont like it.
With them,the class is super noisy buy I like it very much!!! :)

After school,went to 3E4 to pass Ruiyi her birthday card.After that,went to the library to return
the book and renew one of them.Then walked to Tampines Mall Mac with Alicia and Ke Xin.We were kinda of joking on the way there.But I like it a lot.Then had a meal there.After eating,we were like,everybody do their own stuff.Then at 3.36pm,we walked back to school.On the way back,Susila,Ke Xin and Huining were playing the bang-ing game.So they were some kind of like,screw-loosen.So I went over to Roxanne and Alicia side.

Alicia,Roxanne,Ke Xin and Susila went for their choir practice,then Huining and I went to the library.We left the library only at 4.44pm.So we walked to the bus stop.We randomly talk about a topic.

When the bus stop reached her bus stop,she alighted from there.And not long later,I alighted too.I walked back home.Did my stuff and here I am,blogging away.

Thank God for strength,healing and everything.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-31T21:17:00.002+08:00

Guys,this will be a short post because my brother want back his room.

SAT(30/01/10)
Went for Cell Group and Service as usual.I enjoyed Cell Group a lot.Woah,sang a number of worship songs.Woah,so cool!Like it to the max! :)I was blessed by the word.Hmmm,a challenge to our big target.But I believe E149 can do it! :)

After Cell Group,went for service.Service ended at 8.05pm.It dragged slight longer then before.But I enjoyed Service a lot.I was blessed by the word.

After Service,we went down to East Point to fellowship.After that,we celebrated Vivian and Ruiyi birthday.After that,wanted to go chill out wit Ruiyi and Clarence de.But in the end,only chill out for 10 minutes.Then brother ask me to go home with him.So went back home with him lorrh.Sorry Ruiyi and Clarence!

SUN(31/01/10)
Today is a special day,because today is Vivian birthday!!!Happy Birthday Vivian!

Hmmm,I wanted to go for morning Service de.But mum refuse to let me go out.Sorry guys!Stayed at home the whole day!Haizz...
Guys,I spoke less then 20 sentences with my mum...

Thank you for everything...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-29T22:30:00.002+08:00

Woah,the more I see my new blogskin,the more I like it!Thanks Qifeng,for always rushing me to change my blogskin.Now I have changed it already,I hope you dont mind me putting this blogskin.Frankly speaking,it is a lot nicer then the previous one.Thank you Qifeng! :)

School was kinda of ok.But you know what,this is my first time,feeling so tired on Friday.I never once feel tired on Friday before because of NPCC.But today was a total different thing.

First lesson was Geography.I was kinda of sleepy while coping down the notes.Can you imagine,I almost close my eyes and copy down the notes?I was really tired.I could hardly open my eyes.But thanks to Mr Ng's experience,it woke me up totally and make it laugh out loud with Suryani Jie and Sabrina.Thanks Mr Ng,for the 'loud alarm clock'.

After that,it was recess time.It was a slacking period for me.Hmmm.kinda of like the place where I sat,the cool breeze.Hehehe,I like it alot.After recess,was Science period.Class 2A1 had our Science test.I was kinda of worry for the test as I did not even study for it.But thank God,the test was still manageable.We were suppose to hand up the paper by 10.55am.But I completed the paper by 10.48am.So I took the last 6minutes plus to do some sleeping instead.I manage to wake up when the teacher said,'Ok class,stop writing and I will be going down the rows to collect the paper.'.Hahaha.

After Science,had English lesson.I told myself,'Die liao,I sure sleep during English lesson de.'.Guess what,I did not sleep during English as I was doing multi-task.Wondering what I was doing?I was reading the teenage magazine,messaging and doing the worksheet that teacher had given us.Multi-task.Thanks to the multi-task that I did not sleep during English lesson.

After that,I went to look for Marlene and the rest.And we went down to canteen together.So I went to put down my bag and went to the drink stall to get myself a cup of milo.So there was this 'cute' boy and his friend that happen to stand beside.This was what happened:
(C:'cute' boy,F:friend,M:me)
C:What CCA you join?
F:I joined volleyball.What about you?
C:Ahya,I join that CCA lorrh,that one lorrh.
F:Huh,which CCA you meaning?
C:Ahya,NPCC larrh,still got what?
M:(stared at C)
C:The girl standing beside you very familiar lehh.Where I see her before arh?(mentioning me)
F:I dont know her.
C:Oh no,she is my NPCC senior.Oh no...
M:(turned to him and knocked my head)
C told F:Erm,I go off first,I dont want to drink already.

After getting my drink,I walked back to the table and was laughing away.So when I went back to the table,I told Marlene about it ans she went laughing away with me.That boy damn cute lorrh.His ways of talking and actions really make me laugh out loud.Hahahahahahaha.After that,went to change then went for training.

Training was kinda of ok.Although it was slight tough,but overall,it was still acceptable.And by the way,they gave me a souvenir and that was the wound on my knee cap.It was kinda of scratches and there were slight blood flowing out too,but it was still bearable.That was my souvenir after doing 30 pumping.

After training,went back home with Mei Xuan Jie in the bus.Did our usual stuff and tt was to chit-chat.Chit-chat all the way until I reached my house bus stop there.Then headed back home.Unpacked my stuff and chatted with Weiqing Baobei on the phone.Sorry Baobei,for my tone.Sorry!After talking,went to bathe.Then watched television programme and messaged away.By the way,I am still messaging away.And here I am,blogging away.

Thank God for strength,grace,mercy,time and everything that He had given me.

-lynlonelygurl-

I think through over it.I decided to continue to be friends with you and treated all they had told me like a rubbish and dump it in the bin.

2010-01-28T20:05:00.001+08:00

Hmmm,actually I dont want to change my blogskin.But it was specially request by Wong Qifeng!So I change my blogskin into this.Kinda of like this blogskin.

Wong Qifeng,this blogskin better liao hor???

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-28T17:35:00.003+08:00

What is a true friend?
1)A true friend is someone that stands by your side when you are feeling down.
2)A true friend is someone that you can put my trust in,and tell her my true feelings.
3)A true friend is someone that can give me good advices when I needed them.
4)A true friend is someone that will never betray you.
5)A true friend is someone that will never treat what you say as rubbish.
6)A true friend is someone that will stand up for you when you are bullied by others.
7)A true friend is someone that will spend enough time with you.
8)A true friend is someone that will wake you up from your 'sleep'.
9)A true friend is someone that will share your joy and sorrow with you.
10)A true friend is someone that understands you.

I shall not talk about my day,as it is a bad one.So no use mentioning it.

After school,came back home with Mei Xuan Jie.I was talking to the all the way from Tampines to Pasir Ris.When I reached home,I did not even mention a word.I went to the room,wanted to sleep.But I was tossing and turning on the bed.I just could not sleep.I played the song 'Mirror Mirror' all the way.I was tossing and turning from 2plus until 5plus.I then decided to come and blog.I shall not toss and turn anymore.

Hmmm,will try to do all homework later.Have to ask my friends what are the homework,I only remember that Maths got homework.I am not too sure about the rest,but I will ask my friends.I dont want to go school again without knowing there is homework or unfinished work.I am tired of this kind of life.Teachers are getting sick and tired of it too.My parents will be called in to school soon.So to prevent all this from happening,I shall just do my homework and hand it up.

I am still waiting for Albinia Jie message!!She say she will message me after her school.Hmmm,not too sure what time her school ends,hmmm,just wait for her message bah.Dont disturb her as she might still be having lessons in school.

-lynlonelygurl-

Forgetting a person is not an easy task.Especially when it is a friend that you only know for 2 days.It takes a long time to forget a person.The more you dont want to think or remember of the person,the more you will think of that person.The more you try to keep yourself busy to not to think of that person,that person image will eventually flow through your mind.If you tell yourself to think of the person,the person image will still appear in your mind.It will really take a long time for me to forget about you totally.I will not be able to do so.But I dont have a choice over this anymore.I no longer have the right to choose anymore.From what our friend told me,you are the one that made this decision.I will respect your decision.Give me time to forget you totally.Time can prove everything.Give me time.

2010-01-27T22:32:00.004+08:00

Hey readers,this will be a short post,I not feeling well and I am not in a good mood either.Overall,school was alright.After school,went to Tampines 1 to slack with Ke Xin and Hui Ning.After that,Hui Ning and I took bus 3 home.When reached home,talked to Hui Ning on the phone.Then went for tuition.Nothing more.

Albinia Jie,Jeanette Jie and Suryani Jie,thank you for all the words and advices you said to me.I will remember it and not think about it anymore.I know that despite on the fact that I am losing a friend,but I know that no matter what happen,you 3 will stand by my side and overcome this with me.Thanks Jie! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-26T23:05:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night,accompanied my brother to Tampines Mall and get his phone.His friend tagged along.Not really tagged along,because he also go there and get the broadband thingy.So the fact is,they go together.After getting all their stuff,we went to have dinner.Then went back home.I packed my bag and off to bed.

School was alright.Kinda of beginning to like History lesson.Thanks to the way how Mr Hailm taught.Thank you Mr Halim! :) After school,went back home with Alicia.When reached home,took a break and message with Sonia.Message until 4plus.Then she never replied my message liao,I think she go and work bah.I went to bed eventually.Wake up at 6plus.Went to shower and do my stuff.Dad sent me off to tuition.

Kinda of dont like the lesson.I think it is because of the sitting plan bah.During lesson time,was messaging with Albinia Jie,Jeanette and Jia Hui.I only started messaging Kinren at the end of the lesson.

After tuition,dad came to fetch me home.So went back home with dad.On the way home,was still messaging with the same people.Hmmm,I enjoyed messaging with them,especially Jie and Kinren.I realised something,Jie like to end her message with 'haha' and the way Kinren typed his message,it damn funny lorrh.He kept on saying not fair.Hahah.Damn funny.

When reached home,had my dinner.Then started to do my homework and packed my bag.By the way,I am still messaging to some of them.

Alright,shall end here.It is getting late.

Thank God for mercy and letting me know such an awesome friend.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-25T15:13:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,since I have some spare time with me,I shall do blogging first.Just in case that I might be busy later on,and I might not be able to blog.So might as well do it now,anyway,I got nothing to do now.

Hmmm,school was kinda of alright.Had maths lesson for the first lesson.Had a so called test in the early morning.I was kinda of super sleepy in the morning.And I failed my test.But teacher say she not going to put the marks as CA or something because 3/4 of my class fail the test.Thank God for that.

School was alright,but kinda of having mood swing again.Dont know how to explain.Hmmm,go home right after school.Never follow Alicia and clique to slack,kinda of feeling down.When I reached,did my stuff,and here I am blogging away and messaging with Ruiyi and Weiqing.

Hmmm,feel like messaging to Albinia Jie,but I suppose she now still in school.Hmmm,later then message her bah.Kinda of being addicted to messaging her.Never message her like kinda of weird.I dont know why.

Hmmm,later maybe accompany brother to Starhub to get a free phone.Brother ask me to go alone.But I told him see how first.Hahah,I very bad hor.Hahah.

Alright,shall stop here.Will blog again whenever I have the time.

Thank God for mercy and grace.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-24T23:53:00.005+08:00

So sorry readers,I was kinda of busy with stuff,so I did not really have the time to blog.So sorry.I was still thinking whether want to blog anot as the time is running out.But never mind,I shall sacrifice some of my sleeping time to blog then.

FRI(22/01/10)
I enjoyed Geography lesson alot.Although we were kinda of like chasing after the train,but at least,I was totally awake during Geography lesson.All thanks to Mr Ng cute and funny drawing.Overall,lessons were kinda of alright.But the weather was super cold.And the worst thing is that I did not bring my jacket to school.I sat beside the window.I wanted to close the window but did not in the end.

After school,had npcc training as usual.Training was kinda of alright.Had crime prevention test.The test is like common sense,not so much of knowledge.I was still worry-ing about the test during break time,but it was kinda of wasted.But never mind.I will rather have an easy test and wast my time studying then to have a difficult test.I will most people will choose that.Hahah.

Npcc training ended at 5plus.I went home alone as Mei Xuan Jie got to stay back for Campcraft briefing.But Weiling walked with me to the bus stop.Thanks Weiling! :)

Once I reached home,unpacked my stuff.And rushed to the bathroom and take a hot and nice shower.After showering,went to tie my hair and stuff.Left home at 7plus.Walked to the bus stop with both of my handphone.Once I reached the bus stop,5 minutes later,the bus arrived,it was by the grace of the Lord.Alighted outside Pasir Ris MRT station.Then walked to Superdog(outside) to meet up with Nico.When I was there,I saw Erin and friends plus Xianbi.Nico was just standing at the side.So I accompany her to the toilet just to see the mirror.After that,walked back with Nico and Erin friends.Sat at the other table,behind them.

Was kinda of slacking at there.Actually I went there for my BS de,but Xianbi did not give me in the end,due to time.So while Xianbi was giving Erin and friends BS,Nico went to walk walk at the night market there.She actually want me to go with her,but I have to take care the bags so I could not go with her.So she went there alone.Sorry.Not long later,Kong arrived.So we slacked at there.

-Fast Forward-

Xianbi,Nico and me left the place at around 10.We left there after Nico's BS.Hoi Haan,Erin and friends left early.After leaving the place,Xianbi walked Nico and me to the interchange.Thanks Xianbi! :) We walked to bus 3 there.Took bus 3 to TPJC.Alighted at there,took bus 29 to my cousin place.At there,Nico had her dinner there while I was chatting on the phone with Felicia,Kenneth and Qifeng(not so much).

After chatting,sent Nico to her eldest sister place.After that,I took Bus 3 back home from Tampines interchange.I dallen asleep in the bus.But went the bus turned to my house bus stop there,I just happen to wake up.So I immediately press the button and alighted from the bus.Thank God...Reached home at 1plus.Change out and off to bed.

SAT(23/01/10)
Woke up at 9.22am.Wanted to go down and meet Felicia and Kenneth.But last minute,did not go there as my handphone spoil.So I went down to Tampines Mall to repair my phone.After that,went down to White Sands to meet up with Felicia and Kenneth.After that,the three of us took bus 12 to Danil place as CG was at Danil place.

We had a great time there.Playing the games,P&W the Lord,and of course,we were blessed by the word.

Left Danil place at 3plus.Then went to Coffee Express 2000.After that,we walked to the bus stop and waited for bus 12.When bus 12 arrived,we all boarded the bus.Saw Nigel and seniors in the bus.Their name are Jeanette and Albinia.So glad to meet the two of you.

Service was awesome.I was super blessed by the word.Thank you Lord and Pastor Kong.After service,we had a short debrief,then we sang birthday song for Fufu.Happy advanced Birthday,Fufu! :D After that,we took bus 38 to Tampines interchange.Brought Nigel,Jeanette and Albinia to the foodcourt to see what they want to eat.In the end,they went to Long John Silver to get their food.After that,Nigel went to food court and get his food and drinks.After that,I accompany them to Open Plaza.After that,Nico and I went down to MOS burger to look for Esther and Weiqing.We chatted at there until 10plus.Then Nico and I walked Esther and Weiqing to the bus stop.After that,we walked back to the interchange to meet up with Ruiyi and Clarence.So sorry,u guys waited for the both of us.

After that,we took bus 28 to Clarence house there.Then we alighted from the bus.We walked to the playground.Chill out at there until 12plus.Then Clarence walked us to the bus.Nico and I took bus 293.She alighted one stop after that then I alighted at the interchange.waited for bus 3 for quite some time.Then walked to Tampines 1 bus stop and took bus 21.Then took bus 21 home.By the way,I was messaging with Albinia from 12plus all the way until she wants to go bed at 2plus.She was really awesome.Really message until like siao lor,the both of us.I reached home at 1plus.Message,bath and do my stuff,off to bed at 3plus.

SUN(24/01/10)
Actually wanted to go for morning with Erin.But I woke up late,so in the end,I never go.So sorry,Erin.I woke up at 9.53am.So I started messaging with Albinia.When to bath and do my stuff.Left home at 4plus.Took bus 3 to E-Hub to meet up the members for study group.By the way,I was still messaging with Albinia Jie.So went there and study,chit-chat and of course joke.By the way,I stopped messaging with Albinia Jie until 10pm as she is off to bed.Wah,power lorrh,we message since 9plus in the morning until 10pm.Power,heheh,I know a lot more about you and I believe you know more about me too.Hahah.

At 10plus,we started to pack up and leave Superdog.Went to NTUC first.After that,walked to interchange with Jerold,CK and Ruiyi.Wah,I really laughed out loud about Ruiyi and Jerold jokes and actions lorrh.Damn cute lorrh.

Then took bus 3 back home with Ruiyi and CK.Thanks for accompany-ing me.When reached home,changed and do my stuff.And here I am,blogging away.

Alright,shall stop here.It is already 1.02am.

Thank God for mercy,grace,time and everything.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-21T19:08:00.004+08:00

So sorry readers!I was kinda of busy this few days doing my personal and school stuff,that is why I did not update my blog.So sorry.Alright,just start my blogging as I still have test to study and my homework to do.

TUE(19/01/10)
School was kinda of ok to me.Nothing much,everything seems to be the same but there is slight changes.But I will not mention the changes here but I will mention it in my private blog.After school,went back home.As the time was still kinda of slightly early to my appointment time,so I took out my bookmarks and started colouring away.At 4plus,I kept the table and went to shower and do my stuff.After that,went to opposite White Sands Primary School bus stop and meet up with Fionna Jie.2 of her friends were with her.So the 4 of us took bus 81 to Tampines.We met Pei Yee in the bus.Hmmm,so long never see her liao.Kinda of miss her and my Primary School cliques.Hmmm,shall find a day and meet up together and chill out.

We alighted at the interchange.So we were like,walking around aimlessly as we dont know where to go first.So I was like,in front and the 3 of them were at the back.So I was like taking lead.And the sad thing is,I have a weird weird feeling and I dont know where to go.So we walked and walked until outside the MRT station.Then Fionna friend went to buy drinks there.After then,we decided to head to Burger King.The friends and Fionna sat there and eat while I was talking away with my cousin,that just came back from Hong Kong,on the phone.We chatted all the way to 6plus.After that,we hung the call.One of Fionna friends went home while the other tagged along with her.So the 3 of us went to Starbucks to meet up with Qifeng.Chit chatted over there.

We chatted all the way to 8plus.Then Fionna mum came over to look for her.So Fionna and her friend went with Fionna mum.So Qifeng and I stayed there for a while more.After that,Qifeng took cab home and came back to buy her camp stuff.I went over to Tampines 1 to do some window shopping while waiting for my parents to arrive.After they arrive,we went to walk walk.Walked until 10plus,then went to Bedok blk 85 market there to eat.We met my so called uncle there.So we sat with him.During the meal,only my mum and uncle chatted,(my dad joined in a few sentences)while I just sat there and listen to what they talked.We left the place at around 11plus.Reached home at 12plus.Packed my schoolbag and stuff.Off to bed at 12plus going to 1.

WED(20/01/10)
This date is dad birthday.I did not get anything for him this year because I got no money to buy present for him.Sorry dad,I will get it next year.School was kinda of fun.I like PE lesson a lot.Jogging and playing the floor ball.It was kinda of fun playing in a big group together.Looking at the actions and tricks that my friends did,really made me laugh out loud.Hahah.

Art lesson was kinda of a good one.As I did some listening and work during lesson time.Hahah.Overall,school was alright.Kinda of looking forward to next week PE lesson.Hahah.

After school,came back home.I watched television programme and chatted on the phone.Went out with parents at 8plus.Reached home at 10plus.Did all my homework and stuff.Went to bed at 12plus.

THU(21/01/10)
School was alright.I dont feel tired during any lesson,including DnT lesson.The first time in 2010.Hahah.After school,walked to Burger King with Susila,Alicia and Ke Xin.Huining and Joy did not come along as they got basketball training.We kinda of enjoyed our time together.Joke and gossiping.Hahah.I enjoyed the time together.We shall have more of it in year 2010.Hahah.

Walked to interchange with them.I took bus 3 home.On the way home,I did not do anything,just sat down there,praying away.I like it a lot.I want and must have more of it.

When I reached home,do some of my personal stuff and here I am,blogging away.

Thank you Lord,for everything you had given to me in my life...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-18T16:38:00.003+08:00

I woke up at 5.50am.I was still thinking of sleeping for a while more,but after much thinking,I decided not to.So I headed to the bathroom with my clothes.After bathing,looking into the mirror,guess what I saw?My right eye is super red.Just then I realised that I am having a saw eyes.So I was like,'Oh no,I hope mum allow me to go as normal.'So I went into the room and told mum about it.She told me to let her see.After that,guess what she said?Just go and put eye drop.so I was like,'Yes,school as per normal for me!'Hahah. :D

I rushed out my stuff.Walked to the bus stop at 6.30am sharp.Reached the bus stop at 6.32am sharp.About 5 minutes later,the bus arrived.Boarded the bus.Guess who I saw in the bus,I saw Tiffany in the bus.But I did not sit with her as someone was sitting beside her.

So I sat with people I dont know in the bus.naturally,I never talk to them.For the whole bus ride,I was messaging with Tiffany and Alicia.Tiffany and I were real lame,we were just a seat away from each other but we chose to send message instead of talking.Hahah,kinda of like it.

I reached school bus stop at 6.52am.The time was still early.So I waited at the bus stop for Alicia's message.At around 6.57am,Alicia messaged me and told me that she is in bus 21.So I crossed the road and went over to wait for her at block 235.When she arrived,we sat there and chatted till 7.17am.At 7.17am,we walked to school slowly.

School was kinda of alright.Nothing much today.Everything was almost the same.The only different is my feelings.I am not going to mention anything here.

After school,came back home straight.Bath and did my stuff.And here I am,blogging away.

Thank God for his strength,grace and mercy.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-17T23:49:00.003+08:00

Hmmm,just received a message from Felicia Yim.Prayer meet is cancelled due to something. :C
I was so excited for it and it turned out...
never mind...

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-17T20:21:00.005+08:00

(Song that was playing:No Boundaries by Kris Allen)

SAT(16/01/10)
I woke up at 10.50am.I was suppose to send 4 of my cousins to the airport as they are leaving to Hongkong.But in the end,I did not send them off.I went to Cell Group instead.I was kinda of like feeling guilty.I was suppose to send them off and in the end,I did not.Haizz...

Looking at the time,it was still kinda of early.So I sat in front of the television and watched some drama.It has been a long time since I have the chance and time to watched the television programme in the morning.I normally dont have the chance as most of the time,I wake up on the dot.Watched,watched,watched.Watched all the way to 11.20am.So I was,time flies.

So I went to shower.Did my stuff.Then do my hair,face and eyes.My target was to leave home at 12.15pm.But I failed to do so,I left home at 12.30pm instead of of 12.15pm.And guess what,the moment when I was approaching the bus stop,the bus left right in front of me.So I was,'Oh no,I think I will be late.'So I waited for the next bus at the bus stop.The moment I sat down,my handphone began to let out my handphone ring tone.And it was Xianbi who was calling me.I was like,'Oh no,I hope it is not anything bad.'So I picked up the call,thank God,he called and asked whether will Theresa join us for Cell Group and Service a not.After asking and replying,the both of us hung the call.So I listened to the song 'No Boundaries' by Kris Allen.I listened all the way to the next bus arrived.The moment I boarded the bus,my handphone ring tone began to ring again.So I picked up the call.It was Nico.So I chatted with her all the way until I reached Joses house bus stop.Alighted at the bus stop.

It was kinda of a weird feeling.I walked to Joses place alone.So out of boredom,I messaged Hoi Haan and asked her where is she,So she replied me and tell me that she still at home.So I was kinda of shocked,so I asked her what time Cell Group started and at where.She told me that it started at 1pm,at Joses place.After that,she told me that she will be late.So I was like,ok.

(Song that was playing:最熟悉的陌生人)

So I waited for a while at downstair.Not long later,I saw Stephanie bf,with Alex and Raymond.So the 4 of us,went up to Joses place together.When we went up that time,most of them had already arrived.People such as Erin,Danil,Jerold,Minqi mummy,Xianbi,Royston,Mei Xian,Su Chi,Marcus,Ruiyi,Qifeng,Ah Boy,Karis,Leeling,Gary and Felicia.hmmm,should be all,I think I got miss out a few people.Sorry if I leave any of you out.Not long later,Kenneth and Grace.After they arrived,we played a game before the first Cell Group of 2010 began!Marcus was the one that taught us the game.The game was fun.It was mainly about how you caught the feeling and passed it on the the next person beside you.And the last person have to catch the ball at the end to declare which team is the team for the game.I like playing the game and playing with the members.Thanks Marcus for introducing us to this game.Thank you!

After that,we started the first Cell Group for 2010.(I missed the time when we did not have Cell Group.)Cell Group was awesome!I enjoyed praising and worshiping the Lord with the members.
After that,it was testimonials time.I was touched by Danil's testimonial,It was an awesome one.After that,Royston began to share the word of God with us.I was blessed by it.Thank you Lord,thank you Royston!

After the Cell Group,as the time was still quite early,we went to 'our usual coffee shop' there to fellowship.Standard,never eat.Sat with Ruiyi,Marcus,Minqi mummy and Su Chi.So we just randomly talked about one topic.I did not really joined in the conversation,mainly just sat there and listen to them.

After that,we walked to the bus stop.Not long after we reached the bus stop,bus 12 came.So we boarded to bus.When we reached there that time,it was like 4.25pm.So we were like 1 hr 5 minutes earlier.So we waited outside for a while,then we went in.We found seats at Bravo terrence.(I dont think I spell correctly.)We booked a total of 4 rows of seats.Hmmm,I think in the end we dont have enough seats.I am not too sure about it.At 5.00pm,we had service prayer meeting.It lasts for 15 minutes.After that,Mei Xian came over to pray for me.Thank you Mei Xian!After that,I just sat there like dumb and turned here and there.

At 5.30pm,service started.We started off with Praise and Worship.I enjoyed it very very much.After that,come the usual service.City Harvest was really high upon hearing the news that Pastor Kong told us.By the way,Pastor Kong is back with us.We got the land!!!We are going to have our own building very soon!!!This is all by the grace of the Lord.Overall,service was really awesome!!!Many of us were blessed by the word and high over the news!!!

After service,had our regular briefing.We also celebrated Grace birthday there.After that,they all prayed for my great-grandmother.Thank you guys!!!No matter what happened,I know that you guys are always by my side and encouraging me,I will stayed strong for the Lord and you guys.I will continue to Jiayouu de!!!Thank you!!!

After that,we had individual connect group briefing.I am so proud of Hoi Haan's group!Attendance for their group is 10.Congrates and well done Hoi Haan plus her group members!After that,we took connect group pictures and individual connect group pictures.After that,we walked to the bus stop and took bus 38 to Tampines interchange.Qifeng sat beside me.We did not talked to each other for the first half of the ride.Qifeng was doing her stuff.I looked out of the window.The other half,we chatted a bit.So Qifeng was like,'Dont emo larrh.'So I went,'No larrh,I where got emo.'So she said,'Have.Dont emo larrh.'After that.then we chatted a bit.

When reached Tampines interchange,I accompanied Danil,Gary,Leeling,Karis and Clarence to the food court there to buy their food.In the end,only Gary and Clarence bought their food while Leeling bought a cup of drink.After that,Danil went to but bubble tea while the rest of us went to open plaza to meet up with the rest.Only Minqi mummy and Mei Xian were there.So Leeling and Gary sat down there while I accompanied Grace to get her drinks.After that,accompanied her back to put the drinks.Then I went to look for Erin and her friends and accompanied them to walked around.We went to Popular.

After going to Popular,we went back to open plaza to look for them.But they were not there already.So we went over to the food court to look for them with the 'news' that Danil leaked to us.Hahah. :D So Erin,her friends and me sat at the same table.So we all chatted together.We chatted all the way until we left the food court.So I was like talking to Danil,then Jerold was somehow behind us.So I told him,'Lets go.'So he was like,'Why your lets go so random?'So I was like,'Huh,very random arh?'So he replied,'Ya.'Somehow he overtake me and walked in front of me.He did not zip up his bag.So I told him,'Jerold,you never zip your bag.'So he was like.'Huh,never zip arh?'Then I replied,'Ya,you never zip.You are inviting thieves.'So he replied,'Huh invited?No la,not that kind.'So I went laughing away.After that,we took life down to level 1.We wanted to squeeze everyone in the same lift but could not as overload.So instead of taking one,we took 2 different lifts.

We chit-chat for a while outside Cheers then most of them left.Grace,Mei Xian,Ruiyi,Clarence,Xianbi,Joses,Desmond and I stayed back.Xianbi was talking to Desmond so the rest of us formed a group and started joking and laughing about.Grace,Mei Xian,Ruiyi,Clarence and I walked to the interchange at 11.10pm while Xianbi,Joses and Desmond walked the other way.Grace took 22 back,if I never remember wrongly.Then Mei Xian,Ruiyi,Clarence and I took bus 28.Clarence,Ruiyi and I alighted at the same stop.Ruiyi and I went to Clarence's block downstair to chill out.We enjoyed the coolness and time there.Had some kinda of 'heart-to-heart' talk.Not long later,brothers and Shawn came down too.So Ruiyi,Clarence and I just laid down on the slide and enjoyed the coolness.After that,dad sent Ruiyi home.Then we headed home.

When reached home,bathe and did my stuff.Off to bed at 3plus to 4.

SUN(17/01/10)
I was supposed to wake up at 7.30am.But instead of that,I woke up at 8.15am.So I was like shocked.Immediately headed to the bathroom and shower.Did my stuff and left home at 9.10am sharp.By the way,I am meeting Jia Hui and Fionna at 9.10am for morning service.So I walked to the bus stop and meet up with them.I went to the back of the bus stop to do something and told Jia Hui to inform me if bus 12 come.So in the end,I completed my stuff before bus 12 comes.

When bus 12 arrived,we boarded it and went up to sit.As we were some kinda of like exhausted,so Jia Hui and I slept in the bus while Fionna helped us to keep a lookout of Expo Hall 1.When we alighted from the bus,it was 9.55am.So we walked in fast and went to look for Qifeng.The moment I put down my bag,service started.

Service was awesome.Although the word was the same like yesterday,but I was blessed and was very high over the news although I had already knew the news.After service,had a short briefing.After briefing,went to Expo food court to fellowship.Left at 1.30pm with Jia Hui and Fionna.I wanted to stayed there longer but after that,they were all going to the same place but not me.So I left with Fionna and Jia Hui instead.Fionna's mum came to fetched her.So Jia Hui and I walked to the station to take train.All of the sudden,I feel like eating Long John Silver.So I get Jia Hui to accompanied me there.

We chatted while eating.After eating,Jia Hui went to meet up with her family members as they were heading to Bukit Batok,Natalie's place.So I went over to interchange and took bus 3 back home.On the way home,I fall asleep in the bus.But thank God,I manage to wake up just a turn before my stop.So I alighted from the bus and headed home.When reached home,changed out.Wanted to do blogging,but went to take a nap instead of blogging,as I was really tired out.When wake up,watched a while of television programme and here I am blogging away.

Alright,shall stop here.It is getting late.Oh no,I haven even packed my school bag for tomorrow.I am so excited about tomorrow prayer meeting.Can't wait for it to come.Super excited!!!

Thank you Lord,for giving me strength to pass every single day.Thank you Lord,for giving me,such a wonderful family of awesome brothers and sisters.Thank you Lord for E149-the third generation.Thank you Lord,for allowing me to be part of this family.Thank you Lord for everything.

-lynlonelygurl-

I will continue to Jiayouu de.Thank you guys!

2010-01-15T23:22:00.003+08:00

THU(14/01/10)
Hmmm,does this day look familiar to some of you?This date is the day of my gan-jie Edwina's birthday.Jie,Happy belated Birthday.I hope you like the present and card that I gave you.

I was still thinking of whether want to go school anot.But the Lord gave me the strength and let me attend school as normal.Thank you Lord!

School was alright.But was kinda of angry before DnT lesson.Something really happened and that really change my mood for the rest of the day.But thank God,DnT was the last period of the day.I wont say what happen.After all,it had already over.But if that person could apologise to me,I will forgive and forget about it.It does not mean that if she never apologise to me,I wont forgive her.It is just that my trust and faith in her will be lower then before.

Hmmm,actually wanted to go have lunch with Alicia,Joy,Ke Xin and Huining after DnT lesson.But due to that matter,my mood was totally ruin.And in the end,I never go with them as I dont want to spoil the mood there.So I took bus back alone.

I took an afternoon nap.From 3plus to 5plus.I was suppose to wake up at 4.30pm instead of 5plus as I had something to do.But I was really tired as I only slept for 2 to 3 hrs per day due to some work.So I woke up late,my timing was shifted to slightly lately.

When I woke up,I watched television programme until 6.30pm.Then I went to take a shower as I feel like sleeping again.After showering,chatted with Jia Hui on the phone all the way to 7plus.Then went to do my stuff.After doing,went to watched television programme until 8pm.Then chatted with Sella on the phone all the way to 8plus going to 9.After the call had ended,I went to pack my school bag and completed my last minute assignment.

At 10pm sharp,had prayer conference.Sorry guys,I cannot pray with you guys as I was at home.So sorry.But thanks guys,I enjoyed the prayer conference a lot.Thank you!!! :D

After prayer conference,went to pack my np stuff and do some of my stuff.Off to bed at 12plus.But toss here and there all the way to 2plus to 3.So I only slip into my dreamland only at 3.

FRI(15/01/10)
I was kinda of tired today.I dont know how to explain.Both physically and emotionally.But I told myself,'Get back up Lynette!Today is a long day!'.So I woke up at 5.40am.Did my stuff and do last minute packing.Left home at 6.30am sharp.

Sat with Mei Xuan in the bus.So the bus arrived at the normal bus stop at 6.50am.So I get Mei Xuan to sit with me at the bus stop until 7am until the school is brighter.She kinda of dont really want but in the end,she sat there with me.Thanks arh.

So at 7am sharp,the both of us walked to school.She accompany me to classroom to put my np stuff while I chatted with her about something.After putting,she went to look for her friends while I went to new foyer toilet to wait for Alicia.After she arrived,we went back to the toilet a while then went to parade square.

After parade square,went back to class.First lesson(three period) was Geography.At first,it was kinda of bored.But the pictures that Mr Ng really made us laughed out loud.for the last period,as most of us was really tired,so he showed us his honeymoon pictures.Hmmm,he and his wife so sweet lorrh.Jealous,hahah.Just kidding.

After that,it was recess time.Kinda of like every recess time.2A1 students sat at the back at joke at each other actions and stuff.Like it a lot.Hahah.Thumbs up! :D

After recess,had Science period.Same old things,copied down notes,then Ms Chan explain to us.Science lesson was ok.After Science,had English lesson.For the first 5 to 7 minutes,I was t the toilet slacking.Just when there to waste some time and smell the air without teachers.Hahah. :D
After that,went back class to do corrections and stuff.At 12.15pm sharp,Mr Ow made an announcement.Saying that we need to carry out chairs to the AVA room.So we stacked up the chairs and some friends bring them to AVA room(mainly was the guys).The rest of us,went out the library there and waited for the bell to ring.

At 12.30pm,the bell went off.So everyone began to leave the place.Azlin and I went to 2E3 and waited for Mei Xuan.After she had dismissed,we went to the canteen.Slacked at there until 1.15pm.Then went to third storey toilet to change into full npcc uniform.After changing,went back to the canteen to keep our stuff and take our bags.

Npcc training was alright.Not really training larrh,mainly is briefing and lecture.Npcc ended at 5pm.After that,went to change and leave the school.In and out,in and out.After that,took bus back with Mei Xuan.Told her a lot of things in the bus.Mei Xuan,I really hope that you can think through my words and bear them in mind.

When I reached home,unpacked my stuff and went to shower.Left home at 7plus.Went to Loyang point to do something first.Then went to bus stop and took bus 3 down to white sand to Superdog to meet up with Qifeng,Xianbi and Jia Hui.

Went to Mac to eat first.After that,went back to Superdog,as Xianbi said that the atmosphere here was good.So I went to bought my white pen,left Xianbi and Jia Hui there.After buying my pen,I went to Cup Walker and buy milk tea.After buying,went over to look for them.Half way through,Sella messaged me and tell me that she can make it on Sunday.PTL!

So I continued listening to the bs that Xianbi was giving Jia Hui.After the bs,Xianbi prayed for Jia Hui.After that,he left Pasir Ris and headed to his house area there to buy guitar string.So Jia Hui and I went to the Palsa Malam(I dont think I spell it correctly).Shopped at there until 10plus.

Then accompanied Jia Hui to wait for her bus,after that I took bus back home.When reached home,did my stuff,and here I am,blogging and facebook-ing away.

Thank God for strength and grace.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-13T18:48:00.004+08:00

I woke up at 7.02am today.I was suppose to wake up at 6.40am instead.As I was not feeling well in the early morning,as in 4plus,so I woke up.Then only went back to sleep at 5plus.So I woke up at 7plus instead of 6plus.Let brother bathe first.

After bathing,went to do my stuff and last minute packing of school bag.I walked down to the bus stop to wait for bus.A minute after I sat down,my stomach began to act up again.So I was like,'Arrgh,timing so good arh,just reached here only then pain liao.'So I just sat down,keep pressing hard on it and try to make myself feel better.The more I press,the more pain I felt!!!

Not long later,the bus arrived.So I boarded it.At the next stop,there is a guy in wheelchair coming up.So I and two others girls are standing there.So the bus driver came down and asked us to move a side in a rude way.So both the girls and I refused to move due to his bad attitude.After seeing the guy in wheelchair,the three of us decided to give way to him,so we moved to a side and let him turn in.By the way,I dont know the two girls.Hahah.

Alicia did not board the bus where I was in.So I alighted at the usual stop,walked to school alone.When I reached outside the general office,I did not see anyone there so I walked to the new foyer there,thinking that they might wait for each other at the side gate.When I reached there that time,the gate was closed.So I called Ke Xin's handphone.She never pick up the call.So I decided to go to assembly area to look for Jolene as she was there.When I reached that time,the four of them were there.So I walked up to them and sat with them.

Not long later,we went up to the hall.I was reading the Face-To-Face book and talking at the same time.Read,read,read,talk,talk,talk.At around 8plus,sang the national anthem song and said the pledge.Teachers they all then walked in slowly.So we just sat there and waited for them.

We finally managed to leave the hall at 8.55am.Went down to parade square to look for Mr Iskandar.He brought us to Indoor Sports Hall to put our bags.Then he brought us outside PE room to take our height and weight.I was kinda of worry to put my bag there,due to what happened yesterday.But I still put my bag there.

After taking height and weight,Mr Iskandar told the girls to run three rounds as the girls were already done.So we ran first.After running,we played hand ball.The game was kinda of fun but did not have much fun as many of the girls during the game that time,they stopped playing.But overall,the game was fun.

After PE,had maths lesson.Like what Ms Tan said yesterday,she will be giving us quiz today.So she gave us quiz.We did it for the whole of one period.She wanted to do question 6 with us but due to the time,question 6 was our homework.

Went to change,then went down for recess.During recess time,I really laughed out loud at the 'joke'.Hahah. :D After recess,it was mother tongue.So went back to class and take our bags.After that,went down to Mother tongue room 3 for lesson.During lesson,did chinese composition.Did not managed to finish it on time.So take it along with me,but teacher say must hand up before 3 or must stay back for detention.So went back to class to put my bag.Then take my Art stuff and went up to the art room.Really laugh out loud at my drawing.Super unglam lorrh...

After art,had Science lesson.Ms Chan gave us graph pad to draw out the graph.After copy-ing down the question,went to draw the graph out.By the time,it was already next lesson liao.So took the paper home and do the questions lorrh.Next lesson was English.I did not pay attention in class.Instead of that,I rushed out my composition.Just before lesson end,when I was still doing my composition,Mr Lim say those that never copy cannot go home.So I was like.'Huh,must copy arh?'.So I passed my paper to Suryani jie and ask her whether can she help to copy anot then I rushed out my composition.Thank God,jie agreed to help me.So she helped me to copied and I rushed out the composition.

I managed to complete my composition when the bell rang.It was by the grace of the Lord.Thank you Lord.So I went to put the composition in teacher pigeon hole.Then I went to Urban Write to buy paper.I get Alicia along,and Hui Ning tagged along.After buying,we went to the bus stop and waited for bus 3.When the bus arrived,we boarded it and chatted all the way home.

When I reached home,I packed my stuff and did my things.And here I am,blogging away.

Thank God for time that You had given me to spend with my friends.Thank God for strength that You had given me for the whole day.Thank God for taking away the pain in my stomach during school time.Thank God.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-12T15:00:00.002+08:00

I had been waking up late this few days,same thing happen today again.Hmmm,must really start waking up earlier and go to bed earlier.Or one of the day,I will sure be late for school.I dont want to be late for school in the first month of January.Or in fact,my target for the year is,dont late for even one day and try to go to school everyday even if I'm ill.

I miss the 6.35am bus today.I saw the bus but my bag was way too heavy,so I did not give chase.It is also why I never bring my jacket to school as well.I arrived at the bus stop at 6.38am.So I sat at the bus stop and waited for the next bus to come.Guess what time the bus come?The bus only came at 6.50am.It is like 15 minutes after the previous bus.But that driver told me that the bus will come every 6-8 minutes.He bluffed me!!!

So I boarded up the bus.Thank God,I managed to get a seat in the bus.So I sat down and started messaging with Alicia.We only stopped messaging when the bus is reaching the bus stop that she normally is.So she boarded the bus too.She did not sat beside me as someone took her seat.So she stand instead.Sorry arh,never accompanied you to stand.Sorry.

Just then when the bus is reaching the normal bus stop Alicia and I usually alighted,I felt sleepy.My eyes kept on wanting to close.But I kept forcing it to open.Alicia and I sat at the bus stop for a while after we alighted from the bus as the time was still kinda of early.After sitting for about 7 minutes,we walked slowly to school.The moment I stepped into school,my stomach started to pain.(It has not been here for a long time,now it is back.)So I went to assembly area and sat at the parade ground.I thought things will be better if I take a seat.Instead of getting better,it got even worse.More and more pain.Plus that principal was giving speech there.I was sleepy at that time too.Can u imagine,my stomach is really hurting me and my eyes are closing?

But at 8plus,principal finished her speech.(thank God,finally!!!)Then did the usual stuff,walked back to class after that.Sat down for a while,rest my head on the table.Ms Nadiah thought I was sleeping so she get Sabrina to wake me up.So I was like,'Huh,I not even sleeping,how to wake up?'But I just sit up and did some stupid stuff to try my best to ease the pain.After PW,it was Science.I did not bring along my note book and I did not tell Ms Chan about it until she walked over and asked me.So she was really angry as we were not responsible and not honest.So she made the few of us stood outside of the class and copied down the notes.Not long later,it was recess time.So Ms Chan released the students and told us to get in and she chatted with us.Anyway,thanks Ms Chan.

Break was kinda of fun.Seeing me letting my friend play some guessing game,and both Alicia and Joy playing with Alicia's Iphone.I enjoyed today break time a lot.Thank you Lord for the time.

When I go back to class,I found out that my pencil case was missing.But I thought that my friends were playing pranks again.So I did not inform Hamizan or Ms Tan about it.A while later,nobody came to return me my pencil case.I was really furious.So I get Suryani to tell Hamizan about it.So Hamizan walked up to teacher and told her about it during class work.So teacher was like asking me questions and ask me to check my bag again.Then Hamizan told the class about it and asked them to check their bags.Just then,Bernard said that he lost his calculator as well.So everyone was like,checking their bags.Then Ms Tan told us some stuff.

Just then,Mr Peh walked past.So Ms Tan told him about it.So he brought me and Bernard to Mr Tony's office and inform him about it.Mr Tony's 'joke' really made me want to laugh out loud in his office but thank God,I did not.So after telling him about it,Bernard,Mr Peh and I went back to class.Mr Peh told the class something and asked the both of us to keep a lookout as well.

When we reached classroom that time,Mr Halim was already there.So I clear my table and took out my history book.Mr Halim gave us some time to revise.After revising,it was time for my first test paper for year 2010.The paper was kinda of easy but I got no confidence in passing it.Haizz.

After the test,we had history lesson.Did the work in the workbook,from page 1 to 6.(If I never remember wrongly.)After doing,we studied from the textbook.Hmmm,kinda of like the way how Mr Halim taught us.We will sure laugh at least once in his class.He will surely make the class laugh at times.Hahah.

After history,had ACE lesson.As we did not have the RICH file this year,so every ACE lesson is a slack one.Mr Yeo showed us the results for the survey that we took early in 2010 and gave us some briefing.After that,I read the Face-To-Face book.Stopped reading at times and do my own things to keep myself awake.

Stayed packing my bag at 1.53pm.Then looked at the clock and wait for the bell to ring.Once the bell ring,went to the toilet.Alicia,Joy,Ke Xin and Huining tagged along.After that,Alicia,Ke Xin and i walked the same way out to school.Then Alicia and I speed walk to the bus stop as the bus was almost turning.Thank God,we managed to board to the bus.On the way home,I chatted with Alicia until she alighted from the bus.On the way to Pasir Ris,the bus all of a sudden jerked and some of them did not managed to balance themselves,I am one of them.

Not long later,I alighted from the bus and walked home with my bag.My bag was kinda of light without my pencil case in it.I kinda of dont get used to it.When reached home,did my stuff.Then mum chatted with me about brother course.And here I am,blogging and facebook-ing away.

Right now,my pencil case is missing.I am going Popular later to buy some pens or I will have no writing materials with me for school tomorrow.The person who take my pencil case is so....I have got no comments but if it is someone that I know,I can only say I am so disappointed in you.

Thank you Lord, for the time,given to me,to spend time with my classmates and friends in school.Thank you Lord,Although my pencil case was stolen,but Thank God,my handphone and wallet are still with me.Thank you Lord for that.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-11T19:00:00.002+08:00

I went to school as per normal today.I woke up late again.But thank God,I managed to reached the bus stop at 6.38am and catch the 6.40am bus.Thank you Lord.

When I reached the bus stop,Alicia was not there yet.So I message her and asked her where is she.So in the end,I meet her at the traffic light beside Pasir Ris Secondary School.We went in by the side gate as the side gate was opened.

The first period of the day was Maths.Looking the questions,without even reading it,I wanted to give all of it up.But I told myself,'Hey Lynette,no harm trying out the questions.You might get all of them right?Even if you get the wrong answer,you can also try until you get the correct answer or you can get help from your teacher or friends.No harm trying.'So in the end,I tried out the questions.By the grace of the Lord,I managed to get all the questions right.Thank you Lord,You always have faith in me even if I dont have faith for myself.Thank you Lord.

During mother tongue lesson,teacher told us jokes about last time students.My friends and I really laughed out loud.By the way,I also managed to learn new chinese words during lesson.It is by the grace of the Lord.

Overall,school was alright.Really thank you Lord,for always having faith in me and giving me every single chances to learn new things or words every now and then.Thank you Lord.

After school,went to the office to look for the staff there.After that,walked to Burger King to look for Alicia,Ke Xin,Joy and Huining.Chit-chatted and joke with them there.Stayed there till 2.43pm.After that,walked to Tampines interchange.When I reached there,bus 28 came.I know that this is the grace of the Lord.

Went over to Qifeng's place.As she wanted to meet.Qifeng told me many things there.Thank you Qifeng,for your words,your encouragement,your determination towards me and many more.Really thank you very much.I will bear all of that in mind.

Left Qifeng place 5plus.Accompanied her to the bus stop to wait for bus.After she had boarded the bus,I crossed over the bridge and waited for the bus that I wanted there.Not long later,the bus arrived.I boarded the bus and messaged with Jia Hui all the way home.

Jia Hui arh,sorry arh.You sick that time I dont even know.It is when Qifeng tell me then I know.
So sorry.Anyway,take good care of yourself and I will be praying for you and your sister.Dont think too much,tomorrow will be a better day.Think positive!I will be here for you.

When I reached home,watched television for a while and here I am,blogging away.Alright,shall stop here.Tomorrow got History paper,it is time to do revision.

Thank you Lord,for the words that woke me up from my dreamland.If not for Your words,I will still be in my dreamland.Thank you Lord,for the strength,grace and mercy.Thank you Lord.

-lynlonelygurl-

I am still waiting for your reply.

2010-01-10T22:02:00.003+08:00

SAT(09/01/10)
I woke up at 12.34pm.I wanted to wake up at 1plus or so,as I was really worn out over the whole week of activities and the fact that I am not getting enough sleep.But I could not get to sleep after waking up,so I decided to wake up.I surf the net all the way to 1plus going to 2.I off the computer,went to take my shower.Pack my stuff,and off I go.At that time,it was 3.00pm.

I went over to E-Hub,to check how much does lamination costs.After checking the price,I went to Tampines Mall and check out the price.Hmmm,that was not my budget.But due to the time,I just did the lamination there.While waiting for it to be done,I went to the top floor,to get someone birthday present.After ordering the present,I went back to the shop and get Marcus's certificate back.I was smiling away when I got it back.Thank God that I managed to help Marcus to laminate his certificate at the very last minute.Thank God.

After that,as the time was still kinda of early,I went over to Popular and bought some pens and markers using the vouchers.After getting the stuff,I was kinda of like a bit late.So i speed walk to the MRT station.On the way up to the platform,I saw Qifeng.But I only called her when we reached the platform.She was kinda of shocked to see me there.So the both of us went to Expo together.On the way,we had slight chat.Come on,it is normal.When we reached there,nobody was there yet.So we sat at the stairways,and continue to chat.Waited there for quite a while,then the both of us decided to to walk to Hall 1 without the rest.

When we reached there,I went to get myself a seat that they had booked.Guess where I sit?I chose a seat beside Qifeng.So I put my bag down and went over to Marcus and pass him his certificate.He was kinda of thankful to me and wanted badly to know how much it costs.But I did not let him know how much it costs.Marcus,you are welcome.

During Praises,Qifeng and I kept looking at each other and smiled to each other.I dont know why we did that.I think we are just trying to be random to each other.

Service was awesome!Pastor Tan shared an awesome word!He shared about visions.Thank you Pastor Tan and Lord,I was blessed by the word.Thank you.

After service,had regular group debrief.After group debrief,had connection group debrief.Xianbi was talking about the service earlier on and inviting the new friends.After that,we had slight prayer before leaving.Danil led in the prayer.Well done,Danil!

Went to Tampines 1 to fellowship.Took bus 38 there.Was chatting to Royston and Qifeng in the bus.They were really random.They chatted about contact lens at first.They were mainly giving their ideas about how they feel about wearing contact lens and whether they want to wear a not.I joined in the conversation too.They chatted about studies next,as in what kind of course and what are needed to fit the course.This time round,I just listen to the conversation and seldom give comments.I listen attentively.heheh.

By the time we reached Tampines,the time was already 9.00pm sharp.So I accompany-ed Nico and Ruiyi to get their food at Tampines Mall.We accompany-ed Nico to MOS burger to get fish burger first.After that,Nico accompany-ed Ruiyi to get her food while I went back to the shop and get the present.After that,I went over to meet them.Nico wanted to get another fish burger.So I accompany-ed her down to get her burger while Ruiyi went to get her food.After getting her food,Ruiyi came down to basement to look for Nico and I.After that,we went to Tampines 1 rooftop to meet up with the rest.

By the time we reached there,it was already 9.45pm.So Nico and Ruiyi quickly started eating.I just sat there and see them eat as I dont feel like eating.By the time they finished their food,it was about 10pm.So the security came to chase us out.So we packed up the place and leave the building.We hang out at the entrance for a while.Until 10plus?I dont remember the time.

After that,we walked to interchange to take bus.Accompany-ed Stephanie boyfriend and her brother,Raymond to wait for their bus.After that,Mei Xian,Ruiyi,Marcus,Clarence,Nico and I waited for bus 28.So I was like asking Marcus whether is he satisfied with the lamination anot.But I dont how to pronoun the word.So I had a hard time trying to pronoun the word and ask him.Just then,Mei Xian gave me a really good suggestion.And that was to ask Marcus in chinese.So in the end,I asked Marcus in chinese.

Not long later,Nico and I reached the bus stop that we wanted to alight.So we pressed the button.And when the door of the bus opened that time,we were still stuck upstairs.So when we rushed down that time,the door almost closed but I pressed the button again and Nico gave out a loud scream.I was so embarrassed.So the both of us rushed out of the bus immediately.

The both of us went over to her third sis place.Went over there for dinner.By the time we reached there,it was already 11plus.And her sister is not back home yet.So while waiting for the sister,Nico went over to use the laptop while I chatted on the line with Jia Hui.

When the sister reached home,she off the laptop and we went outside to eat.By the time,I had already hang the call.We stayed at outside for quite a while.A while later,her sister came out and we started chit-chatting.Wah,it had been a long time since we last chat with each other face to face.After chatting and eating,I went in to wash hands and went down to meet my parents and brother.We then headed home.When reached home,I did my stuff and off to bed at 2plus to 3.

SUN(10/01/10)
What a nice date.Only got the digit 1 and 0.hahah.

I woke up at 7plus.Did my stuff and packed my bag.Left home at 8.48am.Took bus to Pasir Ris MRT station to meet Jia Hui and Fionna.I bought Pocky for Jia Hui and Famous Amos cookies for Fionna.In the end,Fionna was late.So the moment she arrived,we hurried to the platform and headed to Expo.

The moment we reached there,I gave Qifeng a call.Then we hurried our way to Hall 1.Jia Hui can still take her time and enjoyed the walk while Fionna and I speed walk.But I dont blame Jia Hui,because her legs hurts.So when we reached there,I did not know where they were sitting so Qifeng came down to fetched the 3 of us.Sorry Qifeng,everytime trouble you.

Although the message was the same,but I did took down notes that I did not took down during the previous service.This time round,I was greatly blessed by it.Thank you Pastor Tan and the Lord.

After service,we went to the food court to fellowship.We had a great time there,looking at the different side of Xianbi and Joses.Hahah.I enjoyed the moment there alot.Thanks to Fionna Iphone.Hahah.We stayed there till 2plus.Then we went to John Little sale.Jia Hui and I re-cap about our childhood.We went to the children section and sang the nursery rhythm.Hahah.Jia Hui,we shall do that again another time.Hahah.

We left Expo at 3plus?Then Xianbi,Qifeng,Joses and I alighted at Tampines while Jia Hui and Fionna went all the way to Pasir Ris.Anyway,I hope the both of you had a good rest when you girls reached home.So Joses went home first as he was tired.Xianbi,Qifeng and I went to Starbucks.When we reached there that time,Hoi Haan was already there.So I accompany-ed them and waited for seats.When Danil arrived,I left Starbucks as they were going to have CGC meeting.

I went over to Urban Write and look and the papers.I wanted to buy the paper to do birthday card but in the end,I never buy as the paper was too expensive for me.So I went over to arcade to wait for my cousins.When I was there already,my brother then called me and told me that they at Starbucks.So I took lift down and meet them.When I reached there,they spend a while there only then went back up to Long John Silver.So my brother and I ate fries and chips there.After eating,we went to staircases and take photos using my cousin handphone.After taking photos,we went over Tampines 1 as my cousin say she want to buy short pants.In the end,never buy.So we went over to interchange to look for my cousin's foundation.In the end,she never buy because she say the product dont look so good to her.

After that,I went over to look for Nico and her sister at Bakerin.(I dont know if i spell correct anot.)Had meal with them,chit-chat and joke with one another.After eating,went over to Tampines Mall to meet my parent.Actually wanted to upgrade my phone,but something happen.So in the end,never upgrade.

Parent send cousin home,then send my brother and I home.Did my stuff,pack my school bag.And here I am,blogging away.

Thank you Lord,for the time given to me,to be able to spend time with my cousins and the members.Thank you Lord,for the word and strength.Thank you Lord.

-lynlonelygurl-

You are the only one that I dare to tell my true feelings to.And yet,because of something that you misunderstood me or what,you are ignoring my calls and messages.I am tired,I dont want to continue this anymore.Do what you want,I really dont have any more energy and strength to continue.

I will be who I am before.

2010-01-09T00:01:00.002+08:00

Woke up 5.55am today morning.I'm suppose to wake up at 5.45am instead of 5.55am.The difference is like 10 minutes.So I rushed out my stuff and do you guys know what?I manage to leave home at 6.32am.So I took about 37 minutes to get all my stuff ready.I was so amazed.I did not expect myself to be so fast,as in the amount of time I used to get all my usual stuff ready.

I reached the school bus stop at 7am sharp.So I message Alicia.As I was about to walk to school,she told me that she was already in bus 3.So I took a seat at the bus stop while waiting for her.Hmmm,during the waiting time,I dont feel anything,as in really nothing.And by the way,this is the first time in my 13 plus year,while waiting for someone,I dont feel anything at all.Really,this is the first time.I dont why either.

School was alright.But i was kinda of tired during IS and PW.I was really yawning away.Every minutes,you will see that i yawn at least once.So can u imagine,IS and PW is a total of 1 hour and 10 minutes.1 hour got 60 minutes,and 60+10=70 minutes.So can u imagine,I yawned for at least 70 times,and that is only the least.This can also showed that how tired I was and how badly i miss my bed.So for the last 10 minutes,I closed my eyes and hoping to get some rest(before recess)as the class was quiet for the pass 10 minutes.The moment I closed my eyes,2A1 class chairman started to talk to the whole class.So I got no choice but to open my eyes and give him the basic respect.I was still thinking in my mind,this time round when i opened my eyes,I will still do the same thing and that is yawn.And the very next moment,I opened my eyes and I felt super alert.At that time,I know that it was the Lord that gave me the strength to stay alert despite on the fact that i closed my eyes for only that few seconds or a minute.Thank you Lord,Your strength is really powerful.Thank You.

After recess,has Science period.I was kinda of glad as the lesson was not wasted and I managed to copy down notes and moved my pen on that day and lesson.I wont say that i learnt nothing from the notes,because the fact is that I learnt and write at the same time.And after writing,Mrs Chan explained to us what the notes that we copied down means.

After Science,we had Geography lesson.It was the first Geography lesson for the year 2010.Many of us brought what is needed except for some of them.I brought mine.So our Geography teacher,Mr Ng,decided not to have the lesson and have a chat with us.He was doing the talking all the while.He told us all about him and his love story.Such as,where was their first dating place,when and where he first held his wife's hand and when and where he proposed to his wife.The story was kinda of romantic,as in the way he told us about it.Guess what?Mr Ng even taught 2A1 teenagers some tricks too.(I dont want to use the word 'children' because the word 'children' is for children and not teenagers like us.)Both the brothers and sisters.I kinda of enjoyed today Geography lesson.I am looking forward to next week Geography and History lesson.By the way,2A1 will be having their first History paper the coming week.I wish everyone in 2A1 gd luck.

After lesson,stayed back in the canteen as today is Friday.And every Friday,NPCC will be having training unless further notice.So slacked at there till 1.10pm.Then went to third storey toilet to change as the first floor toilet is packed with sisters.Left the toilet at 1.23pm.Went back to the canteen.Just before I could sit down again,a senior came over and said that in charge of tent pitching go and fall in at the new foyer now.So I was like,ok lorrh,got no other choice mah.So I walked to new foyer with Azlin.

~Fast Forward~

Went to NP room and put my bag.Then fall in back at new foyer.As the seniors had already pitched the tent,so we got nothing to do there.Had some kinda of carefree moment there.After the seniors had discussed,we then went to helped out to give out the flyers to the new Secondary 1 batch.So after giving out and stuff like that,we then started to shout around 'Join NPCC'.We had water break in every 10 minutes or so.At 3 plus to 4 plus,everyone had already broke down and some of them even lost their voices because of all the shouting and screaming.So we went to rest for a while then went back to cheer for NPCC.

At 4 plus to 5,we went back to new foyer.There was 1 or 2 group of Secondary 1 students there,so we sang songs there too.We sang all the way until all Secondary 1 leave the new foyer and move back to MPH.Not long after they left,we fall in behind the Science lab.After that,went to carry the logistics back to NP room.(I dont think I spell the word correctly lorrh.)After that,stayed there and helped out with the stuff.

After helping them,went back to new foyer to fall in.Before leaving,we had unit photo.I believe Sir Steven will upload the pictures to facebook.Stay tune in facebook to see the ugly side of me during NPCC training.Hahah.After taking photos,had squad debrief.(Devil 1 and 2.)

After debrief,took my bag and left school.Shocked to see that my handphone got 9 missed calls and 5 new messages.So i called Vivian back first as we wanted to chat with each other for a long time.So the moment I left school,I was busy on the line with Vivian all the way to the bus stop.So I told her my family problems and stuff like this.Anyway,thanks Vivian for your concern and 'accompany-ing' me to the bus stop.So when I reached the bus stop,I replied the messages and called back the people who called me.I was really busy at the bus stop.

By the time I boarded the bus,I completed all my calling and messaging.The ride home with Mei Xuan is a quiet one.She did not talk throughout the whole journey.I dont know what is wrong with her but what she told me is because that she is tired.I decided not to ask further more,and so,I kept my mouth shut too.

When I reached home,as mum was in the toilet,I went to pack my stuff first.When she came out from the toilet,I rushed in to take my shower.After showering,I did my stuff,then rushed to the bus stop.Took bus 3 down to E-Hub! to watch movie with the members and friends.WE watched Old Dog.It is a nice movie,watch it if you guys got time.That is really a nice show.Trust me.

After movie,we went to the Kopitam to fellowship.We had a great time there,seeing the other group playing games and doing the punishment and of course Qifeng's cute and funny actions.Hoi Haan and I really laugh out loud.Hahah.

After that,we walked to the bus stop with the members.Then Hoi Haan,Jansen,Jia Hui,Fionna and I walked to central as Hoi Haan want to buy tissue paper.After that,Jansen,Hoi Haan and I walked the same way while Jia Hui and Fionna walked the different direction from us.So we had a slight chat until Jansen reached his block.So Hoi Haan and I continued our journey.We chatted about something that I dont know how to describe.

When i reached home,I watched television all the way to 12plus.And here I am,blogging away.
I can't wait for tomorrow service and spending time together with my beloved E149 members.

Anyway,Thank you Lord,for the strength that you had given to me,throughout the whole day,especially during NPCC training and the outing after that.Thank You Lord,for the time given to me to spend time with E149.Thank You Lord.

-lynlonelygurl-

2010-01-07T16:34:00.002+08:00

WED(06/01/10)
Have PE.I like the lesson a lot.It is a total different way,frm all my previous PE teacher.I believe most of 2A1 students lik the way Mr Iskandar taught us,agree?I am very sure of that.Something happened during PE lesson.Erm,quite embarrassed larrh.But no worries,is nt me,is a friend of mine.After all the warm-up and running,we played floorball.Erm,i do have comments but I wont be saying any of it here despite on the fact that I wanted very much to say it.I find that the comments are bad one,so I decided not to say it.Overall,I enjoy the PE lesson a lot.

School was alright.But i was nearly late for both of the days.As in Monday n Tuesday.But thk God,I was not late.I was kinda of tired during lesson time.But I told myself,no matter what,I still need to stay awake and continue that for the rest of the day because I want to achieve my goals.I want to thk God for that.

THU(07/01/10)
School as per normal.Was almost late for school again.Wanted to put the blame on others,but after thinking through,I am the one at fault,not others.Have many different lessons today.The first lesson was D&T.I kinda of dont get use with the people there.I am not trying to say anything or blaming anyone.Because previously I was with the other group and not this group of people.Although we are in the same class for a year,but,what i mean is,I kinda of like dont use studying with u guys D&T or HE.Like i had mention earlier on,I was with the other group the previous year.Like i had said earlier on,I am not trying to say anything bad about anyone or blaming others.I am just saying out my feelings.And I really mean it.I was kinda of tired during D&T,kept yawning away.So I was like,keep on counting down the time for the next period,and the next period is recess.And the time pass really slow.

After recess,it was Science.It was the first lesson of science in 2010.So not many of us brought our notebook.So in the end,we did not have lesson.Mrs Chan had a chat with us.Not long later,it become a free period for me.I was busy reading the book 'Face to Face'.But there is one thing i can confirm,when i am reading that time,my heart was not there.My heart was at some other place.After science,had art lesson.Went up to the Art room to meet teacher.I dont know how to spell her name.But there is one thing i can confirm,her name is very weird to me.I am not saying anything bad,I am just saying out my thoughts.Art lesson was kinda of bored for me,as I got nothing to do there.So at the very last few minutes,I went drawing away.I am not going to say what I had drawn.It is a secret.Heheh.Had maths lesson after that.Not too bad,at least got do some maths question.Mother tongue was the last lesson.Kinda of like it,because i learnt quite a number of new words,with the help of teacher n Jolene.

Stayed back in school after that.Did not go for lunch Alicia,Ke Xin,Huining and Joy.I stayed in school.So I went to look for my squadmates.Slack at canteen for a while,then went to new foyer,with the squadmates.By the way,we stayed back is because we got NPCC meeting,about tomorrow training and stuff.Meeting ended at 3.33pm.I walked to the bus stop with Mei Xuan.Saw Relene there.I dont know if i spell your name correctly,if i dont,sorry.Chatted in the bus.When I reached home,did my stuff,and here I am,blogging away.

Hmmm,I was kinda of busy this few days.That is why I never update my blog every single day.I was busy visiting my great-grandmother in the hospital.And when I reached home in the afternoon,most of the afternoon,I took naps.As I have been sleeping at 3plus this few days.And when i reached home,I will be super exhausted,so I took afternoon nap.And when I wake up,I either go and pack my school stuff or get ready my stuff and off to the hospital.Anyway,I would like to say thank you to those members for praying for my great-grandmother and always encouraging me with very very normal words but awesome meanings.Thank you guys!!!I will be lesser busy this few days.It is because my great-grandmother had already discharged from the hospital today.And the reason why she had been discharged is nt because she is getting better or whatsoever,It is because the doctor said that there is no treatment for her and by continue staying there,it is a waste of money and space.So the doctor decided to send her back to the old folks home.I find that the doctor is too much!My great-grandmother is not suitable to be discharged from the hospital,looking at her current condition.I dont know why my aunts they all agree to let her discharge from the hospital.I dont know what is up there in their mind.But anyway,i will still continue to keep my great-grandmother in my prayer and pray for a tremendous healing unto her life.Once again,thank you members for your words and praying hard for my great-grandmother.

Ohya,by the way,u guys must be wondering why my blog become like that,right?Hmmm,I decided to change the way of typing and the way of spelling the words.I decided to change the way of typing is because many people is using this way and i think that it is time for me to change it.I will change my way of spelling the words is because I want to take every single chances given to me to improve on my english.

Anyway,I will like to take this chance to thank you the Lord,for giving such a wonderful group of brothers and sisters to me.Thank you Lord.I also would like to thank you Lord,for giving me strength to let the day pass day by day.Thank you Lord once again.

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2010-01-05T19:28:00.000+08:00

TUE(29/12/09)
after doing my stuff at cousin place...
went over to Tampines platform...
to meet up with Hoi Haan n Felicia...
arrghh...
they were earlier then me...

after meeting them...
the 4 of us...
(Hoi Haan,Felicia,Nico n me)
took train to Bugis...
to meet up with Mummy n Grace...

when we reached there tt time...
it was still early...
so we went to get sm puff to eat...
as well as drinks...
(different ppl buy different things)

nt long later...
Grace arrived...
so she came over to Jollibean to meet us...
(i dunno if i got spell wrong)
as we were jus in front of the stall...

after tt...
we went to a shop...
to get i dunno how to say tt...

after buying...
we walked to Bugis street...
as we were abt to enter...
Mummy called...
so we told her where are we...
then she told us to wait 4 her there...
then she came over now...
so we waited 4 her there...

after Mummy came...
we stood outside...
n eat the stuff tt we bought earlier on...
as Grace tt it will melt...
so yarrh...

while eating...
we chatted abt wat to buy...
so Mummy gave us suggestion...
yarrh...

after eating...
our shopping journey started...

shop shop shop...
we stopped at many different shops...
but nt all got buy sm thing frm there...

after walking 4 quite a while...
we stopped at a shop...
Mummy,Felicia n i...
bought the same shirt...
actually Grace wanted to buy same as us...
but the shirt got no more white liao...
so in the end...
she nv buy...

hmmm...
hav alr settled the top...
n 4 the bottom...
so we continued shopping 4 the bottom...

Felicia settled her bottom first...
if i nv rmb wrong...
she bought a short pant...
as a bottom...

after tt...
Mummy n the rest of the sisters...
helped me to choose my bottom...
whether long skirt or short skirt better...
in the end...
all of us...
chose the short skirt...
i lik it...
thks Mummy n E149 sisters 4 helping me with the clothes...
luv u sisters...

so we shopped 4 a while...
then went to a earring shop...
wait...
i dun rmb whether is b4 buying the skirt of after tt...
nvm...
anw got go can liao...

Felicia,Nico n me...
bought earrings there...
Nico n i bought anklet there too...
i lik it alot...
thk u Nico...

after tt...
we went to look 4 food...
as Mummy was hungry...
we went to...
dunno where to eat...

i accompany-ed Nico to get her food...
i helped her to buy the sotong ball...
while she went to The Spoon Soup...
to get the mushroom soup...
guess how much was the soup...
the soup costs $6.70...
wah,if i buy...
my heart sure super super pain de lorrh...
hmmm,dun giv so much comments...
later Nico scold...

after getting the soup...
accompnay-ed her to Cold Storage...
to get her drink...

after getting her stuff...
went bac to look 4 the rest...
sat there 4 a while...
ate,chit-chat...

after tt...
we left the place...
went to do sm more shopping...
at Bugis Junction...
mainly Topshop,Diva n BHG...

last place was BHG...
we took a few pics there...
using Felicia iphone...
(sm were unglam)

becos Mummy got leaders meeting...
so she got to leave...

so Mummy asked us...
'u guys can still continue to shop if u want'...
so Felicia,Nico n me...
(i tink Grace aso hav)
said,'Huh,dun wan larrh,leg want to break liao'...

so we walked to MRT station 2gather...
Mummy n Hoi Haan took different train frm us...
they took towards Joo Koon...
(idk if i spell correct anot)
while the rest of us...
took towards Pasir Ris...

we chit-chat otw bac...
veri normal...

alighted at Tampines...
then went to Bata...
to c if got any shoes...
tt suits my suit...

Nico accompany-ed me there...
so she helped me to choose...
after much thinking...
i bought a black high heel...

after buying...
i went to get myself a drink...
then then headed hm by bus...
reached hm at 9plus going to 10...

WED(30/12/09)
i was woke up by my dad...
to help him to do his stuff...

i went down to Pei Hwa with dad...
to look 4 aunt n Nigel...
at tt time...
it was 2plus...

after getting the things done...
dad send Nigel n aunt hm...
to put Nigel bks...

after tt...
dad send aunt to Tampines...
as she wan to go there shopping...

Nigel accompany-ed me hm...
when i reached hm...
i did my stuff...
left hm with him at 4plus...

the both of us...
went down to CS...
to meet Xianbi...
as they were having grp outing...
so yarrh...

after sending him down...
Xianbi,Ruiyi n i...
headed down to Qifeng place...
as Xianbi nid to practice his guitar with Qifeng...

so Ruyi n i...
watched drama there...
while Qifeng n Xianbi was busy practicing...

watched n practiced all the way to 7plus...
then Ruiyi off the drama...
we watched channel 8...

then Qifeng went to tak her shower...
we helped to clear up n stuff...
left Qifeng place at 8plus going to 9...

Xianbi n Qifeng headed to Chinatown...
to get Qifeng clothes 4 the next day...
as i was otw down to my bro tua...
so i asked Ruiyi if she wan tag along...
so she tagged along with me...

the both of us...
first go n meet Nigel at the bus stop...
after tt...
we walked to my bro tua...
as it was within walking distance...

guess wat...
we met Clarence there...
so chit-chat there 4 a while...

nt long later...
Ruiyi,Nigel,all my aunts,cousins n me...
went up to bro tua...
idk how to explain why we all went up at the same time...
but Ruiyi was kinda of scare...

the whole lasts all the way to 11plus...
after tt...
Clarence,Ruiyi,Nigel,Eugene,my cousin n i...
went down to the playground to hang out...
we played monkey there while waiting 4 parents they all...
to come down...

after playing...
we bought cup noodles...
n hav the meal there...
had orange juice...
chit-chat while eating...

after eating...
we played monkey again...
but was really slack...

nt long later...
parents they all came down...
so we spent quite sm time at the playground...
then went over to coffee shop to meet up with them...

we sat at the same table...
as in the few of us...
we played'truth or dare'...

game was ok ok...
no comments...

we left the coffee shop at 2plus...
dad sent Ruiyi hm...
then send aunts n Shawn hm...
by the time i reached hm...
it was alr 3plus...

i did my stuff in a quick way...
then,off to bed...

THU(31/12/09)
woke up at 8plus...
suppose to wake up at 7plus...
so was kinda of late...

immediately went to shower...
after tt...
called mum to help me curl up my hair...
while mum was doing so...
i was busy spamming Ruiyi phone...

i left hm at 9plus...
went to Tampines salon to meet up with Nico...
she went there to do sm thing with her hair...

after doing...
i went to her sister place with her...
i changed n did my stuff...

actually wanted to make-up...
but Nico sis was slping...
so in the end...
nv make-up...

woah...
it took me tons n tons of courage...
to step out of the hse...

took bus to her another sister place...
as i wan Nico to wear high heels with me...
becos a lot of sisters last min nv wear...

after changing into the heels...
we immediately took bus down to Tampines platform...
to meet up with Ruiyi...

when meet up with Ruiyi tt time...
she said smthing abt my outfit...
after hearing tt...
the more i dn wan to meet up with the members...

alighted at Paya Lebar...
waited 4 Jacky there...
after tt...
took bus to the place...
alighted at the wrong stop...
so we waited 4 the next bus...
then boarded it...
alighted at the correct stop...

then walked in...
nt long later...
we saw Clarence n Saunder...
so they brought us in...
thk u Brothers...

went up there...
jus sat beside Nico...

the lunch was an awesome time...
E149 rock the hse down...
we aso won the revival award...
at tt place...
there was tears,laughters...
i really enjoyed the moment there...

thk u Lord...
4 giving me the time...

after tt...
we went to PP...
shop shop 4 a while...

then took bus to Pasir Ris interchange...
i think everyone slept in the bus lorrh...
so long ride...

alighted at the interchange...
walked to E-Hub...
thk u bf n Nico...
4 accompany-ing me to walk as the last...
my feet was hurting...

wanted to watch movie...
but the movie veri late...
so in the end...
hang out at Superdog...

b4 leaving...
was talking to Weiqing...
i shed tears...
i was super ps lorrh...

many members came to ask me wat happen...
then 3 sisters...
Hoi Haan,Felicia (i forget the other sister)...
sry...
sang the song 'that is what friends are for'...
thk u sisters...
n those who showed concern to me...
thk u...
i'm fine...

after tt...
we walked to the bus stop...
took bus to Sengkang...

wanted to go over to Kenneth place...
but smthing cropped up last min...
so in the end...
we nv go...

we took train down to Dhoby Ghaut...
when we stepped out of the station tt time...
it was 12am sharp...
so we saw n heard fireworks...

while enjoying the moment...
we walked to The Cathay...

stuck at there 4 a moment...
rest n do sm discussion...

so after much discussion...
we decided to watch (i forget the title)...
after buying the tickets...
we went down to Starbucks to chill...
as we hav a lot of time left...

smthing cropped up last min...
in the end...
Nico n i...
nv watched the movie...

walked to the bus stop...
with Weiqing,Ruiyi n Xianbi...
Xianbi wanted us to tak cab hm...
but we did nt...
idk how to explain...
anw,thks Xianbi...

so when the bus arrived...
Weiqing,Nico n me...
boarded the bus...
the bus was packed with ppl...
the 3 of us...
nearly tripped over...
but thk God...
a guy helped me frm the bac...
thk u...

so after sm stops...
we managed to get a seat to sit down...
so we chatted all the way bac to Pasir Ris...

by the time i reached hm...
it was alr 5plus...
so i did my stuff...
off to bed at 6plus in the morning...

FRI(01/01/10)
i onli woke up at 6plus in the evening...
i was way too exhausted...
btw,i lost my voice at 10plus in the morning...
but gained them bac at 6plus...
thk u Lord...
i know u are one tt make it bac...
thk u Lord...

rested 4 a while...
bath n did my stuff...

then left hm at 8plus...
went over to Loyang Point to get bread...
then headed to cousin place by bus...

went there to celebrate the new yr...
had my dinner there...
after tt...
played poker cards with my cousins...

left my cousin place at 12plus...
then headed to my the other cousin place...
reached there at 1plus...

used the com 4 a while...
at 2plus...
dad came to pick me up...
went to help bro to pack prata...

headed hm...
reached hm at 3plus...
off to bed at 4plus going to 5...

SAT(02/01/10)
had smthing on in the afternoon...
so woke up at 11plus...
get my stuff ready...
left hm at 2plus...

blahblahblah...

after the event...
dad send me to Tampines...
then i headed to Expo by train...
was late 4 service...
i did nt know where they were sitting...
so i called Qifeng...
so she came down to pick me...
thk u Qifeng!!!

service was awesome...
Pastor Tan preached a veri awesome new yr word...
i was blessed by it...
thk u Lord n Pastor Tan...

after service...
had standard cg briefing...
after briefing...
had grp briefing...
after briefing...
we had a short prayer...
i was coughing away...
but Charlene was there to help me...
thk u Charlene...

fellowship at Coffee Bean...
accompnay-ed Weiqing n Esther to Burger King...
to get their meals...
after tt...
headed bac to Coffee Bean...

b4 leaving...
we played a super funny game...
i lik the game...

after the game...
we went to the bus stop...
took bus 12 bac to Tampines...
alighted at 201 there...

then took bus 28...
to cousin place...
as my parents were there...

blahblahblah...

i onli reached hm at 3plus...
did my stuff...
off to bed at 4plus...

SUN(03/01/10)
as sch was starting the next day...
so i did nt go out...
stayed at hm 4 the whole morning n afternoon...

went to SGH in the nite to visit my great-grandmother...
i nearly could nt recongise her...
she became so fragile...
she could nt even open her eyes or speak a word...
my heart goes out to her...

after the visiting...
went to hav our dinner...
at dunno where...

after tt...
headed to Bedok to get mum her meal...
otw there...
was chatted with Qifeng on the phone...
we hung rite after i boarded dad bus...

headed hm...
reached hm at around 11plus...

mum had her dinner first...
then she cut hair 4 both my brother n i...
i onli went to bed at 3plus...

MON(04/01/10)
it was the first day of sch...
despite the fact tt i onli slept 4 2hrs plus...
thk u Lord 4 the strength...
i was super awake...

did my stuff...
then went off to the bus stop...
as it was raining...
so i worn my sweater...

when i reached sch bus stop...
was kinda of late...
so speed walk to sch...

assemble at the hall...
blahblahblah...
went bac to classroom...

at 9.30am...
went 4 break...
after break...
go bac to class 4 lesson...

blahblahblah...
sch ended at 1.55pm sharp...
sch was alrite...
after all it was the first day...

i asked Alicia to accompany me...
to the MRT station...
to top up my ez-link card...
as there was nt much money left...

after tt...
we took bus bac...
she alighted at Tampines...
while i alighted at Pasir Ris...

went bac hm...
catch a short nap...

woke up n did mt stuff...
then slack here n there...
wrapped my books...
off to bed at 2plus...

TUE(05/01/10)
second day of sch...
lesson as per normal...

maths lesson was alrite...
had fun joking with one another joke...

overall...
the day was alrite...
but my bag was kinda of heavy...
but i believe i will get use to it soon...

reached hm at 3plus...
did my stuff...
after tt...
went to catch a short nap...
n here i am...
blogging away...

thk u Lord...
4 all the time U had given me...
throughout the whole of last n this wk...
to spend time with the members n my relatives...
thk u Lord...
4 the strength U had given me...
despite the fact tt i am slping onli 2 to 3 hrs a day...
thk u Lord 4 everything...

-lynlonelygurl-

2009-12-29T11:27:00.002+08:00

the 62th day without Alicia in Singapore

hmmm...
currently at my cousin place...
amazed rite???
hahaas...
but tt is the fact...

hmmm...
going to meet Hoi Haan n Felicia later...
at Tampines MRT station...

after tt...
going to Bugis...
with Minqi Mummy,Stephanie bf n Grace...
plus Nico too...
will meet the 3 of them there...

hmmm...
i believe the sisters ll hav fun there...
i think ll hav photos...
likly to upload in facebook...

check out 4 more...

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