It doesn't mean that whatever your close friends tell you are the truth.At times,they might tell others something that they don't tell you even though they keep saying that you are their close friends,close sisters are whatsoever.Although they might be your close friends,but still,have to be mindful of whatever they said to you,they might not really mean what they said.
At times,they tend to hide something from you,they might think that by not telling you,they wont hurt you or anything.But,stop and think about it,what if they were to find out the truth by themselves or others came to told them about it,wont it be more hurting,wont it be more hurtful?If you guys really mean what you say by close friends,you should share whatever you are going through with them and not keep them in the dark.Stop saying that whatever you do,you are preventing them from being hurt.The fact is that you are hurting them even more than anyone else.It is just that you did not even realised it.
Forget it,I'm tired of every single thing that took place,I'm tired of everything that I had heard.From this moment onwards,I will never treat all the words that I heard seriously.Similar incident had took place 2 to 3 times already,I'm hurt many many times,I can no longer take it anymore.I'm deeply hurt...
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Dear God,I need protection,I need love.