Alright,since I'm chatting with my cousin on facebook now,and since I am wasting some time,I shall update this dead blog.
It has been a long day for me,started my day at 6.30am and ended it only at 1am plus.Went to school as per normal,first half day was kinda of okay,kinda of happy due to some reasons?I shall not mention anything here,I will mention it in my private blog.
Second half of the day was totally ruined!All thanks to training!I don't know why,I'm beginning to dislike the people there,dislike turning up to that place.The people there,out of 100%,only 10% deserves my respect.The rest of them don't even deserve it.Forget it,I shall not mention anymore things here.All I can say is that,after today training,more and more Cadet Leaders are in my lists of DISLIKE AND HATE!
After training,headed home by bus.Happened to met Esther in the bus,but never talk to her,sms with her :) Can't believe that she actually had the chance to see the cui image of me :O
After that,headed down to Joses' place for cell group meeting.Word was simply awesome,I had a feeling that the sermon was meant to drop me indirectly.I will really need some time to reflect about it all.
After Cell Group Meeting,we 'lao yu sheng' at Joses' place.After that,slacked at Joses' place till 11plus,close to 12.
Walked to Tampines 1 there with Grace,had a slight chit-chatted session with her,before the both of us headed home.
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I am very disappointed with your actions.I can understand that you are going through a hard time now,I am going through one too,but...Never mind,forget it,I don't want to mention it anymore.From this very moment onwards,I had decided to leave you on your own.I don't want to be someone that when you can't look for others then you think of me,then you come and look for me.And if you manage to find others,you will just leave me alone like nobody business,like you never once know me.Forget it,I'm tired of this kind of life.Take good care of yourself,I won't be there for you.
Valantines Day is 2 days away....I want to buy something for you and give it to you,but I don't have the courage to give you,and I am in no position to do that.The smile that you left in my heart today,is very nice and I will always remembered that.I don't want the day when you started to avoid me come,I won't be able to take it.
