Spiritual Warfare!!!

What a way to end 2010?Problems,troubles are popping out when others are celebrating the end of 2010 and the start of 2011.People are out there enjoying themselves while I'm here,kinda of avoiding the outside world?

The world is changing.No,I should say the people around me are changing.Be it my normal friends or close friends,everyone is changing.I don't seems to know anyone in this world at all.Everything and everyone seems so near yet so far away from me.It might seems that it is reachable,but the moment when I want to grab hold of it,no matter how far I stretch my hands,I just can't grab hold of it.It is unreachable.

I hide myself from the world yesterday.I never really went out,I never really did much.All I did mainly,were tearing and blaming myself for this and that.I don't know what really took place in my life,but eveything seems to change for the worst for me.

I'm trusting God for a change in my life and in me! :) Thank God! :)

-lynlonelygurl-

Dear God,I need wisdom badly.