wat is family???
a place where onli hav scolding???
or a place 4 the other members to treat me as a punching bag???

why is every1 having an enjoyable time...
at their homes with their families...
having luv n care...
while i'm at here dropping tears...
wondering whether does luv n care exists...
in my family...

why am i always be the onli 1 suffering...
while the others are enjoying themselves...
so freely...

sometime i really wonder...
am i in the correct world???
or i belong to the other world???
why is every 1 in this family...
enjoying themselves while i'm here...
suffering away...
n suffering in silence...

why am i always their punching bag???
whenever they all in the bad mood...
they will put their anger...
on me...
i cannot even do anytink...
onli can stay at where i am...
n let tem do wat they wan...

if tat is really wat a family is...
i will rather be alone...
n nv hav a family...

i had really lose faith n hope in this family...

-lynlonelygurl-